How can I be jealous of you?

Although Jin Xutang does look like a winner in life, and in reality he is indeed a very winner in life, being chased and admired by a bunch of people, as if he is loved by three thousand, but why should he be jealous of Jin Xutang, just because he is handsome and talented?

How is it possible, brother, he doesn't care about these at all, okay?

What's more, he is not without talent, he is just not handsome, otherwise it would be Jin Xutang's turn to be jealous of him at this moment. Li Zihang thought without a weak heart.

What's more, as a happy and good man in the new century with a wife and children, Li Zihang said that he was not jealous of Jin Xutang, what was good about Jin Xutang, even if his daughter liked Jin Xutang more than his father, Li Zihang also said that he didn't care about it at all, so he didn't care about it.

Although occasionally I can't help but tie this villain who has been a good brother for four years in college, it's right.

But for so many years, the two have always been good friends, and Li Zihang, who served as Jin Xutang's agent after graduation, knows better than anyone else, although he looks like a bee and a butterfly, and his temper looks very good, and after he is mature, he knows his big boy-like personality, but Jin Xutang is more pure than anyone else, and he is not ** in foreign countries with open sexual concepts , There are beautiful girls who are also turned away, no matter who confesses, they don't fake the color, and the appearance of drawing a clear line, so that the only one who can get close to Jin Xutang in college plays the role of a female public enemy, and he is glared at everywhere he goes, and after a long time, he almost began to doubt Jin Xutang's sexual orientation, if he didn't know that Jin Xutang had always had an unforgettable first love.

Li Zihang naturally also knew that Jin Xutang had an accident and lost his previous memories, and also knew that Jin Xutang had a first love with only a vague figure that could prove his existence, and he admired Jin Xutang very much when he forgot everything cleanly and didn't even know how to wear shoes, and he still remembered a girl he once liked, but for a first love that he couldn't remember for so long, Li Zihang felt very surprised.

It was probably in a group of other peers who shouted that love was innocent and enjoyed the current Jin Xutang, who still remembered his first love, was very much like a fresh and refined wonder that made him choose to be friends with Jin Xutang, and after being a friend for so many years, Li Zihang couldn't say that he fully understood Jin Xutang, but he always understood what kind of personality Jin Xutang was from the perspective of a friend.

Isn't it just a cold facial paralysis at first glance, but after knowing and chasing it, I found out that it was a little kid who was so casual that he did whatever he wanted? Over the years, he has also learned to use a friendly mask to deceive those ignorant girls, and he seems to be very obedient, but no one knows better than Li Zihang how willful Jin Xutang himself is that it is a headache.

At this point, Li Zihang probably has a very common language with Liu Zihua, who raised a bear child.

And now, his bear child artist has fallen in love with another bear child, and Li Zihang only feels that the migraine that he began to have when he was Jin Xutang's agent has flared up again.

But. "You are in such a hurry to report to me, and the other party agrees to have a relationship with you?"

Li Zihang jokingly said that it is not so simple for ordinary artists to report their romance, especially when this person is the love story of the domestic first-line actor and the lead singer of the first-line band, it will always involve all aspects of things, Jin Xutang told him so directly that Li Zihang naturally thought that he had caught up, but then saw Jin Xutang's look of wanting to let a qiē pass, Li Zihang blinked.

"Mr. Jin, you shouldn't have even caught up with anyone. ”

was poked in the death hole, Jin Xutang's face suddenly felt a little weaker, but he quickly revealed his confidence.

"I like her. ”

Li Zihang felt a little headache, the key is how he thinks about it now, how do he feel that his artist seems to have fallen into a fool's unrequited love, and the person who is infatuated may not know that his artist is interesting to her.

He also thought that seeing Jin Xutang's state in the past few days, Gu Anxin was already with Jin Xutang, but no, Jin Xutang dared to tell him about this matter in advance, you say, how can you be so sullen.

Li Zihang sighed helplessly.

"So you're serious?"

I haven't been in love for so long, and suddenly said that I seem to have someone I like, Li Zihang recalled the news about Gu Anxin in his mind, and after thinking about it, it is still difficult to connect these two people, especially Gu Anxin seems to be the proud beloved of Liu Zihua, the old fox in the entertainment industry, the irreplaceable male god in the hearts of fans, although he is young, but if he is calculated according to his qualifications, ignoring the gap between the film and television industry and the singer circle, Gu Anxin, who debuted in 99, is probably still the senior of many entertainment industry artists, so to speak, so no matter how you think about it, I feel that these two people are completely hopeless and impossible。

If it were possible, it must be him having a nightmare.

"Ah Jin, you have to think clearly. "If they really want to be together, Jin Xutang and Gu Anxin's obstacles are probably not just what he said.

"Don't you think your liking came too suddenly?"

"I don't feel that way at all. Hearing Li Zihang's complaint, Jin Xutang, who was a little flushed on his face, showed a smile.

"Brother, since we met, I actually feel like I've known her for a long time. ”

After a long time, he felt that his whole heart was very tired, and when he saw her, he never wanted to leave, and in the vast sea of people, he only felt that only that person was a fluorescent glitter.

If this is liking, then he did like her a little bit from the moment he met her and was recognized by her as someone else.

Although it was a bit abrupt, he could really feel the throbbing in his heart every moment when he saw her, and this throbbing did not wear out half a minute in the recent chat, but increased more and more.

I used to know something, isn't this the skill of an old-fashioned pick-up girl? Are you sure that others won't be nervous after you say it? Although the person is good-looking, Li Zihang really feels that his artist's flirting skills are going to be upgraded.

"You're really not"

But before he could say it, Li Zihang's words were interrupted by the excited Jin Xutang.

"Still, maybe I really knew her before. ”

Jin Xutang said with sparkling eyes and looked at Li Zihang.

"That's right, brother, otherwise she wouldn't have mistaken me for someone else when we first met, and I wouldn't have been very familiar with her at first sight. ”

"Isn't this really fate?" Jin Xutang said with longing. "This is love, love. ”

So naïve, is this really his friend who has always been gentle and calm?

"Brother, don't you think so?" Jin Xutang put his hand on Li Zihang's shoulder and blinked, his handsome face in the past was made cute by him.

What kind of coquettish is a big man, come and a master will accept this demon, and the feeling of being suddenly sold by a beautiful same-sex Li Zihang is obviously complicated, especially when this person is still your friend.

Although he will regret the scene of selling cuteness to him at this moment after knowing that Jin Xutang is restored, it is also interesting to see him annoyed, but to be honest, Li Zihang, who is really a super straight man in the universe and is not interested in his same-sex friends with exquisite facial features, actually does not want to see this kind of scene.

He's sick now, he's sick now, he's just sick to be so stupid, Li Zihang said silently in his heart, I want myself not to worry about Jin Xutang, who is now sick and has an abnormal IQ, swallow back the 'illusion' in his mouth, hook the corners of his mouth with a smile, look at Jin Xutang, who has obviously dropped his IQ more than some time ago, and gently reveal a smirk. "Yes, yes, you're right. ”

"I also think I'm right. Jin Xutang obviously didn't pay attention to Li Zihang's expression, and regarded Li Zihang's perfunctory as a compliment.

Staying here any longer to talk about the problem with a person who is already a love idiot is he stupid li zihang stood up silently. "Eh, where are you going?"

After chatting well, he suddenly saw Li Zihang get up, and Jin Xutang, who had been a little groggy all the time, asked strangely.

Li Zihang held the doorknob, turned his head, held the phone in his hand, raised it, and sighed.

"Go and deal with the emotional problems of your big actor, I'll go to the company to transfer someone to you, you have a cold, just rest for a few days off, put the medicine on the table, you must remember to eat, I will look at other things and solve them, just stay obediently, call me if you have something." ”

Li Zihang said a lot in a wordy manner, and then instructed a bunch of dosages and the number of times he took the medicine, and so on, and Jin Xutang, who read it, was even more dizzy.

said that he helped Jin Xutang deal with emotional problems, Li Zihang didn't lie in these words, the little assistant who followed Jin Xutang a few days ago has been a little too noisy recently, and actually started, learning to eat inside and out, although the things that were passed on were inconsequential little things, the owner Jin Xutang noticed and didn't care too much, just sued him, but he regarded this kind of thing as a shame to provoke people, and this kind of thing must be handled well recently, so as not to affect Jin Xutang, who is now on the rise.

But the new suitable assistant is too difficult to find, the old one has been dismissed, and he has not been found, just when Jin Xutang has a cold, and because of some problems in the past few days, the crew has chosen to suspend filming, so Li Zihang, who has been running around today to fight for better opportunities for Jin Xutang, will come here today to specially express his condolences to Jin Xutang.

But he didn't expect Jin Xutang to suddenly reveal that he was secretly in love with the big singer Gu Anxin, and he seemed to be very serious, Li Zihang, who was a little tired and choked by Jin Xutang's IQ, couldn't do anything with Jin Xutang, who was sick, so he naturally had to go to the original few restless people to open the knife.

"You can do it alone, right? Remember to get some rest. Li Zihang still told uneasy before leaving. "Call me if you have something to do in the next few days, and I'll pick you up in a few days. ”

"Got it, goodbye. Jin Xutang waved at Li Zihang, watched him walk out of the door, and then heard the sound of the door closing, and couldn't help but fall on the sofa, and buried his head under it a little childishly.

It's like it's been done many times.

It's really boring.

So when Gu Anxin received a call from Jin Xutang, she was really surprised, she put down the microphone in her hand, made a pause gesture to the staff, wiped the sweat off her hands, took the mobile phone from the assistant's hand, and saw the familiar letter symbol displayed, it seems that the number belongs to the local or local?

Gu Anxin answered the phone, and a familiar and somewhat unfamiliar voice came from the other end of the phone.

When Gu Anxin rushed to the private restaurant that was said to be very, very delicious and unknown to ordinary people, and entered a small private room under the leadership of the waiter, he saw Jin Xutang, who was sleeping on the table wrapped in a coat in early autumn.

So don't you invite her to a delicious meal?

Gu Anxin took off the windbreaker on his body, walked over, and sat down not far from Jin Xutang.

Jin Xutang slept very well, Gu Anxin looked at it meaninglessly for a while, even if it was a little uncomfortable lying on the table, Jin Xutang also obediently stayed in place, and moved or something, the half of the face exposed from the arm was still good-looking, although there were dark circles under the eyes, but the good skin was outrageous, and the pores were almost invisible, with his eyes closed at the moment, he lost his usual smiling expression, and he looked very clean and pure, especially with his lips pursed, looking very innocent, and it was enough to make most of the cute girls scream for it.

Jin Xutang didn't seem to have any tendency to wake up at all, Gu Anxin, who had been playing with his mobile phone for a while, looked over, and just at this angle, he could actually see the corner of Jin Xutang's coat with the wrong button, and suddenly felt a little funny.

In fact, those who like Jin Xutang probably know that Jin Xutang, who always has some perfect obsessive-compulsive disorder, has always paid great attention to personal neatness, especially a little order obsessive-compulsive disorder, he doesn't care about others, but even if his own things are a little crooked, he will be a little childish to correct them, I didn't expect her to see him like this today.

It almost made people want to take pictures with the camera, but before Gu Anxin officially implemented the action, Gu Anxin heard a familiar voice sound, Gu Anxin subconsciously touched his pocket, and found that his mobile phone did not move at all, but Jin Xutang over there seemed to be woken up by the ringtone of the mobile phone, opened his eyes in a daze, picked up the mobile phone with the light next to him, and directly pressed the mobile phone.

It's an alarm, but it's actually her new song.

Gu Anxin blinked, and he didn't react for a while, but Jin Xutang seemed to be awake.

Jin Xutang seemed to have discovered Gu Anxin, but he didn't speak, he just looked at Gu Anxin directly, and Gu Anxin kept looking at Jin Xutang like this.

The atmosphere of the scene seems to have suddenly fallen into a game that is better than whose eye staying power.

"Do you want to eat?"

In the end, it was the more mature Gu Anxin who broke the silence in the end.

Originally, it was just to eat, so she didn't want to go hungry and continue to talk to Jin Xutang with big eyes.

However, although Jin Xutang himself is unreliable, the private restaurant he picked is still good, Gu Anxin was very reluctant to drink the lotus seed soup in the bowl, and felt that the delicious tongue could swallow it.

"Do you like this?" Jin Xutang watched Gu Anxin continue to serve the second bowl with a satisfied face, and showed a good-looking smile with his head tilted. "Actually, I like this too. ”

Gu Anxin looked at Jin Xutang's full, untouched white fungus lotus seed soup, and was silent.

Gu Anxin took a sip of soup, sandwiched a piece of cauliflower, and then clamped it again, and a pair of chopsticks fell back and forth with her chopsticks.

The familiar voice sounded again.

"I love eating this too. ”

Swallowing the cauliflower with difficulty, Gu Anxin, who was so flattered that he felt a little cautious, raised his head and looked at Jin Xutang, who had been looking straight at her and looking at her feelings, which was really a little exposed.

"Don't you eat it? It's delicious. ”

Jin Xutang looked at Gu Anxin, blinked, and blinked again.

Then he put on a happy face.

"I'll just watch you eat. ”

No, you look at me and I can't eat at all.

Gu Anxin looked at Jin Xutang unremittingly, and finally Jin Xutang compromised, but he couldn't put down the chopsticks when he looked at the dishes that were full of dishes in the bowl.

Almost all the dishes in the bowl were dishes, but unfortunately he didn't like to eat them and just followed Gu Anxin's preferences to clip a bunch of dishes, just when Jin Xutang was a little embarrassed and was about to eat those dishes with chopsticks, a hand reached over, took Jin Xutang's bowl away, and then handed him a new bowl.

"Stupid. ”

Listening to Gu An'an's words, the corner of Jin Xutang's mouth, who picked up the bowl, showed a small dimple. "I like you. ”

Gu Anxin blinked, raised his head very calmly, and glanced at Jin Xutang. "Well, I know. ”

Jin Xutang continued to say happily, "Let's go to the movies later." ”

Gu Anxin still didn't answer immediately, but nodded slowly after holding a chopstick dish.

"Good. ”

Jin Xutang's expression was obviously happier than just now, and even the expression that always looked a little sad was much better than just now.

But what Jin Xutang was looking forward to was that the scene where the two of them sat in the cinema and watched a movie together did not happen in the end.

Gu Anxin drove the car and pushed Jin Xutang, Jin Xutang reacted in a daze, and saw that it was a villa area.

Gu Anxin unbuckled his seat belt. "You're sick. ”

"Am I sick?" Before he could react, Jin Xutang, who seemed to be a little lonely because of his illness, repeated with Gu Anxin in a daze, and then watched Gu Anxin get out of the car and walk to the driver's seat on his side.

Immediately after that, the car door on his side was opened, and a soft and cold touch was attached to his forehead, which floated over with a light fragrance, but with the withdrawal of the woman's hand, the fragrance also left, and Jin Xutang immediately frowned slightly with dissatisfaction.

"I don't even know if I'm sold like this. Although it is true that it was not sold, in the plot, Li Lili, who finally came back from the mountains, happened to meet Jin Xutang, who ran outside alone, and then took care of him for a night, which also established Li Lili's status as Jin Xutang's acting assistant from a small star outside the eighteenth line.

Gu Anxin originally thought that after he came, it would be impossible for this matter to happen again under the butterfly effect, but he didn't expect the inertia of the plot, Jin Xutang was still sick, but the person who had to take care of him was now inexplicably her, Gu Anxin sighed, unbuckled the seat belt for Jin Xutang, and then half-dragged and half-helped Jin Xutang into the house.

There are too many fans and paparazzi squatting in her permanent residence, and now she can't take him to the hospital, so she can only bring people here, although the house has not been lived in for a long time, but she has been regularly asked to clean it, so you don't have to be afraid of how dirty it is, it's just a little empty.

After all, there was no furniture in the first place, which made it convenient for her to drag Jin Xutang to the sofa without being blocked by the furniture.

After Gu Anxin put the person on the sofa, he turned off the small lights that were originally used for emergency use, and then turned on all the lights in the living room.

This house, which seemed a little too big for her since she was a child, suddenly brightened up a lot.

Gu Anxin looked for a while, found the electric kettle from the cabinet very smoothly, put water on it, boiled it, and then hurriedly found a disposable towel from the cabinet, got wet, walked back to the sofa, and covered the towel on the forehead of Jin Xutang, who was curled up on the sofa very aggrieved.

Jin Xutang's face was flushed, with a pair of black peach blossom eyes and a frowning appearance, looking aggrieved and uncomfortable.

"Is it still uncomfortable?" Gu Anxin leaned in a little, stared at the young man's obviously somewhat embarrassed expression and asked, looked at Jin Xutang nodded, and then reached out and touched Jin Xutang's forehead.

It's too hot. It doesn't seem to be a low-grade fever caused by a small cold as mentioned in the plot.

There is no medical kit at home, Gu Anxin pursed his lips, frowned, and stood up.

People who are sick are always more sensitive and fragile, Jin Xutang pursed his lips, and there was a certain stubbornness in his wet eyes, but he reached out and held Gu Anxin's hand.

"Don't go. ”

There was also a palpable hoarseness and fragility in his voice.

"I'm going to buy medicine. ”

"There is medicine. Jin Xutang said very seriously, looking at Gu Anxin's coat pocket.

Gu Anxin squatted down again, approached Jin Xutang, reached into Jin Xutang's coat pocket, felt the boxed things, and took them out, Gu Anxin couldn't cry or laugh.

couldn't help but reach out and touch Jin Xutang's forehead, who was full of anticipation.

"It's cold medicine. ”

"You stay here, I'll be back soon. Gu Anxin stood up again, put on a windbreaker, hat and mask, and hurried out the door.

It's only □□ o'clock in the evening, and the pharmacy hasn't closed yet, so after buying the medicine he needs, Gu Anxin hurriedly drove back.

In any case, it is not too reassuring for anyone to leave a sick person alone at home.

Especially when he remembered that Jin Xutang was wet with disappointed eyes when he was leaving, Gu Anxin's heart couldn't help but soften.

Standing at the door when he returned home, Gu Anxin breathed a sigh of relief before opening the door.

Jin Xutang's burning is not so easy to retreat, but at least it is not more strict, fortunately, when she was in a private restaurant, she asked Jin Xutang to eat something, otherwise it would be more troublesome to take medicine on an empty stomach.

After being busy for a while, watching Jin Xutang fall asleep groggily, and changing Jin Xutang's wet towel again to make sure that there was no accident, Gu Anxin was completely relieved, picked up his mobile phone and asked for a leave, but he didn't expect that as soon as he put down his mobile phone, Jin Xutang's mobile phone rang.

Li Zihang?Jin Xutang's agent?

Gu Anxin picked up Jin Xutang's mobile phone and pressed the connect button.

"Hello?"

"Typo"

"Didn't make the wrong call," Gu Anxin furrowed his eyebrows and pursed his lips. "Are you Mr. Li Zihang?"

"I'm Starlight's Gu Anxin. ”——

When Jin Xutang woke up again, he was shocked for a moment when he was faced with a completely unfamiliar ceiling, but when he quickly remembered it, he only felt ashamed.

I wish I would never wake up again.

Jin Yingdi, who has always been calm and self-controlled, feels that there is no more difficult moment for him to calm down now.

It's good to be embarrassed in front of Li Zihang, after all, Li Zihang has also seen his different appearance when he is sick, but Gu Anxin, why is it Gu Anxin, but it is such a big basket in front of the object that he has a very good impression of recently, Jin Xutang felt that he had nothing to love for a moment.

After seeing that scene yesterday, it is estimated that no one will like a neurotic, if you think deeper, maybe you will think that he is pretending, just to take the opportunity to pretend to be crazy and stupid, if Gu Anxin really said this to him, Jin Xutang found that he couldn't refute it.

For the first time, Jin Xutang felt that he might as well break off after drinking.

What you do, you have to admit it even when you kneel.

Jin Xutang tidied up his clothes, almost with heroic righteousness, Gu Anxin saw that he was very cold and ready to open the door, but he didn't expect that the moment he held the doorknob, the handle turned.

Then, unexpectedly, Jin Xutang saw his good brother and agent standing outside the door.

"You look a little disappointed?" Li Zihang didn't expect to be so coincidental that Jin Xutang was just about to go out, so he stuffed the paper bag in his hand into Jin Xutang's arms.

"Oh, clothes. ”

Then seeing that Jin Xutang still didn't move, Li Zihang sighed.

"She's still here. ”

Jin Xutang's eyes lit up, the original look on his face was finally not so pale, and he actually looked a little bloody.

Tsk, I still remember others in my heart, Li Zihang felt a little emotional, but before he could say anything, whether it was a complaint or a complaint, he saw the door 'snap' and was closed by Jin Xutang, leaving Li Zihang alone and standing there awkwardly after eating a closed door.

It's literal.

Jin Xutang used to say that he forgot his friends when he saw sex, but when he saw Jin Xutang, he was afraid that even he could forget about himself when he saw color.

Li Zihang finally realized what it means to be a mountain and a mountain high in the realm of seeing and forgetting friends.

Even if Jin Xutang saw how much he forgot his friends, Li Zihang decided to forgive him.

Well, in fact, Li Zihang also felt a little sorry for Jin Xutang, after all, he left Jin Xutang behind, knowing that Jin Xutang would become a little stupid after he got sick, but he was also thoughtless.

Li Zihang intimately even prepared a toothbrush and towel for him, Jin Xutang washed his face and changed his clothes, only to feel a lot more refreshed.

Jin Xutang wanted to see Gu Anxin, but he didn't know what to say when he saw it, after all, he had done such a humiliating thing, Jin Xutang stood in place and hesitated, so that he didn't dare to approach Gu Anxin, who was on the sofa in the living room and didn't know what he was fiddling with.

But no matter what, Jin Xutang had to look directly at Gu Anxin, and it was a coincidence that as soon as Jin Xutang walked over, Gu Anxin raised his head.

Last night, the two who spent the night together met face to face.

"Are you good at writing?" Gu Anxin asked when he saw Jin Xutang.

Jin Xutang nodded. "It's okay. ”

"That's good. Gu Anxin replied with a smile.

…… Then one, two, three, and there was a strange silence flowing in the air, which almost made it clear that something was wrong between the two people.

Jin Xutang didn't speak, Gu Anxin didn't speak, the two stared at each other together, Li Zihang passed by the two of them, and looked at Jin Xutang helplessly.

"I'll wait for you outside. ”

Jin Xutang nodded, but his eyes were still looking at Gu Anxin.

I also know that last night's self is too different from my usual self, and Jin Xutang, who has a suffering, doesn't know how to explain this kind of thing, because no matter how you say it, it looks like a cover-up, and it is because you were born?

Especially if he is also an actor who is most prone to sudden mental illness, it is strange for others to see him without colored glasses.

This problem, which few people know, is also the reason why he keeps his distance from almost everyone.

It's because he cares, even if he doesn't really need to explain anything to Gu Anxin, even if Jin Xutang himself is not the kind of person who drags mud and water, even if Jin Xutang has won so many awards for his acting skills, he will still be so overwhelmed in front of Gu Anxin that he doesn't know what to do, and what facial expressions to use to fully express his thoughts.

Jinke actor is just a hairy boy who wants to please but can't speak in front of the people he likes.

Gu Anxin looked at Jin Xutang, revealing a look of Yan Sù who was on par with him, closed the somewhat old photo album in his hand, and then put it on the table.

Then pursed her lips, then smiled unexpectedly.

"Do you still go to the movies together?"

Jin Xutang was stunned and didn't answer, Gu Anxin asked very patiently.

Jin Xutang had already subconsciously nodded before he could react.

Gu Anxin showed a good-looking smile, Jin Xutang only felt that his heart, which was still full of all kinds of complicated feelings, suddenly calmed down, pursed his lips, as if relieved something, and then showed a good-looking smile.

Jin Xutang has acted in many plays before, and occasionally he has played roles that have the kind of infatuated people, who feel very reluctant to be separated for a moment for the heroine or other people he admires, and there are also people who can't give up even if they are rejected many times, even if Jin Xutang can perform perfectly, in fact, he still can't understand.

"At that moment, I probably understood that because a person's casual words can go towards that person, and no matter what, I don't want to look back. ”

Many years later, Jin Xutang said this sentence in an interview with a world-renowned magazine, and his expression was nostalgic and soft.