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Today's meal is late, back to the Ayaqi Hall is already Zheng, this time to go to Ah Huan there and early, after washing, I will use pinyin, English and simplified Chinese to write the memo out, sitting alone on the small bed, while recalling the recent changes, on the other hand to the addition and deletion of text, write for a while, suddenly heard the sound of knocking outside the window, push the window to see, only to see Ah Huan wearing the clothes of the palace people, get in and smile at me.
I was startled: "It's still early, why are you here?"
She said: "You are still an aunt, I don't know if I have rested there after Dalang fell asleep?" I said happily: "Dalang is so good." Letting Ah Huan to the side of the small bed, she flipped through the things on the small table herself, raised her eyebrows and said, "What is this?" Seeing that I was smiling and silent, she sat by herself, put her hands on her chin, and tilted her head to look at me.
I was a little upset when I saw that she didn't ask, so I sat down next to her side and stabbed her with my hand: "Why don't you ask?"
There were oranges on the small table, she took one, broke a petal, and stuffed it in my mouth: "I have already asked, if you want to say, naturally say it, if you don't want to say, it is useless to ask more." ”
I chewed and said: "That's not necessarily, there are some things, when I hesitate to say or not, you ask once I don't say, ask twice, maybe you will move me, no more, you can still beg me... This orange is so sweet, give me another petal. ”
She picked out a petal from the white peel of the orange, stuffed it in my mouth, and chuckled, "Then let me ask again, what is this?"
I said, "This is the lineage of the ministers of the DPRK and the Central People's Republic of China, and this is the Great Food Text, and there are some characters in it that I made myself." After speaking, he opened his mouth again, but saw her pinching a petal of orange and shaking it in front of her eyes: "Idiot, I'm asking you what this is." ”
Knowing that we had been deceived, we made a gesture of annoyance, and reached out to scratch her, but she hurriedly stepped back and stuffed the orange into my mouth: "Okay, okay, I won't tease you, eat oranges." ”
The orange is very sweet, but my mind is not on the orange at the moment, I deliberately opened my mouth wide, even her fingers were in it, and when I swallowed it, I stared at her with both eyes, and while watching Fang slowly swallow the orange and spit out her fingers, when I bit the orange, the juice splashed and leaked on my lips, but I didn't use a handkerchief to wipe it, only stuck out my tongue, licked it around my lips, and leaned in front of her after licking: "I want to." ”
My face was no more than an inch away from hers, leaning in front of her, pressing my hand on the side of her thigh, her fingers stroking her legs, she stuffed all the remaining oranges into my mouth, rubbed my hands on me, and took out a stack of papers from her sleeve: "It's a coincidence, I also have a lineage here, look at yours, what is missing?"
I reluctantly looked away from her, took it and looked at it, and was taken aback: "You wrote all of these?" This volume has less than ten notes, all of which are the largest notes, and the words on them are extremely small, four of which are the size of small fingernails, but they are densely written all over the book, and the notes, cases, references, and citations are all clearly marked, and the most important places are marked with cinnabar, and it takes a lot of effort to see at a glance.
I compared her stack with my own thin sheets, and immediately blushed: "You are still careful, my thing should be torn up compared with yours." ”
She smiled, took my paper and looked at it, pointed to the picture and asked me, "Does this mean lineage? What do these circles mean? ”
In my previous life, I was used to using charts when I took notes, and after more than ten years, many memories were forgotten, but the skill of drawing pictures and remembering things was not forgotten, I saw that Ah Huan was interested, so I grabbed her hand and explained to her one by one: "This circle divides them into several categories, this side is the Guan Sergeant Clan, Pei Wei Liuxue is the head, there is the Shandong Shi Clan, the middle is Cui Lu Wang Zheng, the painting point is Wenchen, the one who draws the small corner is the general, and the five-pointed star is drawn - that is the important person, this layer by layer, it is said that the grading goes down, from Shangshu, to Shilang, and then to the bottom- There are many people I don't know, so I didn't write about them. ”
Ah Huan seemed to like my charts very much, not only patiently listened to me, but also pointed and asked a lot of questions, talking and talking, and picked up the pen again, and filled the empty space for me. ”
She said slightly proudly: "Although I didn't have a long time as the crown princess, I was still familiar with the province and Taichung. When I was talking, I glanced at the copper leak, only to find that it was ugly, and I was busy pushing me to go to sleep, and I wanted to fetch water for me, I stopped her, walked down by myself, and fetched water: "You are sister-in-law, I serve you." ”
She didn't give in, she washed her hands and face in the basin, bent down to remove her footwear, and I said, "I'll come." He put the basin down, took off her socks, grabbed her feet and put them in the basin, and washed her with both hands.
Ah Huan raised her eyebrows and looked at me: "You don't dislike it?"
I laughed and said, "I've touched all the places where you poop and pee, what's wrong with your feet?" I took a towel to wipe it for her, but she laughed at it: "That's used, you go to the low shelf behind the screen to get a new towel, that one is for wiping feet." ”
I went over as I said, and after looking for a while before I found it, when I came to wipe her feet, I said, "There are so many things to put in a towel, don't you bother." ”
She laughed: "You have been served like this when you were a child, and you have never seen a word, do it yourself, but complain." I was about to jump off the ground barefoot, but I stopped her and said, "It's cold, let's wear socks and go." She was still chanting "It has always been placed in the left compartment of the vermilion cabinet", but I didn't bother to look for it, so I turned around and turned my back to her: "It's just a few steps, I'll carry you over." ”
Surprised and amused, she pushed me and said, "Don't make trouble." I bent down to carry her, but she jumped down and ran to the bed in a few steps, and I glared at her, but she sat there and smiled at me. I really couldn't help her, so I dragged over and sat on the edge of the bed, and I really didn't feel sleepy, so I lay down and talked to her about the daytime: "Now that this informant has gone straight to the palace gate, you must be careful in the future, don't catch anyone." ”
But she said, "You say... Is it to report to Wu Yizong?"
I said: "Those people were escorted to the Zuo Jian Sect Office, and Ah Niang mentioned Wu Yizong's name again, it should be, what?"
Ah Huan said: "Wei Tuan'er had to inquire about the female family's private affairs, Wu Yizong was impatient by nature, none of these two people were cool officials, if Ah Niang really wanted to make a big prison lawsuit, I am afraid she would have to reuse others." ”
I said sullenly, "No matter who you use, it's all karma." ”
Ah Huan sighed and said to me, "Don't mention this again in the future." ”
I said, "Just with you..."
But she glared at me, "Not even that means." ”
I became more and more unhappy, put my hands under my head, looked at the top of the bed for a long time, did not see Ah Huan move, thought she was asleep, when I turned my head to look, but saw her staring at me without blinking, and when I turned around, I stroked my face: "Ah Niang is the heroine of the dynasty, it is bound to exclude dissidents, Guo Zhiju is just the first one, and when you arrive in the Eastern Capital, Liu Renliang is not there, and no one can escape from several prime ministers, if you can't bear to see it, you will pretend to be sick when you get there, find a place to live outside the city, don't listen, don't look, don't speak, and wait for the limelight to pass and then 'heal'." ”
I grabbed her hand and said, "You're not urging me to answer your question?"
She vainly said to me: "Is it useful to urge you?"
I was silent for a moment before I said, "Actually... But I'm scared, and now I'm just framing my subordinates, and gradually falling into it step by step, doing more and more evil, but I don't realize it, and in the end, my heart is as hard as iron, and for the sake of power, I can throw away everything, maybe even my beloved, if so, what's the use of asking for power? My original intention is just for you, and what I want in the end is just you, I work so hard, not for the power itself, but for you, Ah Huan, I am willing to work hard for you, but I don't want to forget my original intention for this effort, I am afraid. To tell you the truth, I... Since I was a child, I will have a lot of strange dreams, dreaming that I am not a person of the Tang Dynasty, sometimes I am here, talking to people, eating, riding horses, but I don't feel that I am a person here, everything here, has nothing to do with me, after meeting you, I gradually feel that I have become a 'person' here, and I feel that many things around me are closely related to me. I like you, I like this place, I like this era, I want to protect you, I want to make this place better, I have done many things I don't like to do for this, but there are some things that I will definitely not do. ”
I thought that my incoherent words, ancient and modern, must have puzzled Ah Huan, but when I secretly looked at her, I saw that her eyes were as gentle as a pool of spring water: "If you don't want to do it, then don't do it, no matter what, I will always accompany you." ”(. Just love the net)