Chapter 117: Zhang Qiwen's Past (Part II)
Chapter 67: Zhang Qiwen's Past (I)
As a single-parent family and the family conditions are extremely poor, this adversity full of frustration did not defeat the Zhang family father and son, on the contrary, in order to allow the young Zhang Qiwen to concentrate on studying, Zhang's father worked day and night, saving money to buy him study materials. And Zhang Qiwen did not disappoint him, he worked very hard in his studies, like a primary school bully, burying his head in the textbook day and night.
The young Zhang Qiwen knew that the results of his hard work were the greatest relief to his father.
My mother died early, and my family was poor and difficult. Perhaps such family conditions are destined for him to have such a precocious mentality, so his study situation and his living situation will never worry Zhang's father.
Because...... He can take care of himself!
When he was a child, he was well-behaved, obedient, filial and even a little introverted as a little girl, and the neighbors praised him for being young and well-behaved, but he didn't know that there was a trace of pity in the praise of the neighbors......
Some poor pity! Because of his single-parent family, he could not enjoy the kind of love of ordinary parents, yes! After his mother died, he was the only one in his little world. To say that the father's work day and night is just self-deception, because the father is not for him at all, but the death of his mother is just an excuse for him to face reality and get rid of any emotional factors that exist in reality from his busyness! To put it bluntly, my father did this purely to numb himself!
In the past, when his mother was alive, she could still have someone to love Zhang Qiwen, take care of him, tell him fairy tales, tell him things that made him find interesting, and sometimes tell him some basic truths when telling fairy tales. At that time, although my father was busy with work most of the time, he would sometimes find time to play with him for a while. But since the death of his mother, his whole life has changed, he has become very busy, and he has become so busy that he does not even care about his own son...... Throughout the year, he never took any time to take care of him and chat with him, and even during the New Year, he just watched his father busy with the so-called work, what Chinese New Year's Eve dinner and what reunion night, for the young Zhang Qiwen, those were all luxuries.
He only sees work in his eyes, and he only sees work, as if he has forgotten that he also has a child named Zhang Qiwen......
After a long time, a person will become a terrible habit. Because of loneliness, loneliness......
The name Qiwen was given to him after thinking about it for a long time, after all, these two words have few strokes and are easy to remember. On the other hand, Qiwen Qiwen can literally see the intentions of his parents, and the simple but not gorgeous name of Qiwen is used so that he can get inspiration from literature and understand life! This may be the so-called golden house in the book that his parents think!
Blessed parents and elders! This bit of care from his parents, he did it through his own hard work when he was in elementary school! But his mother couldn't see it, and his father couldn't see it!
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Because my father has to support my family, I want to make money for little Qiwen to go to kindergarten! So my father's busy little Qiwen must know how to understand and understand!
——If you think that your father is working too hard, Xiao Qiwen wants to help!Then Xiao Qiwen will study hard in the future, and strive to help his father solve his worries and work with his father when he grows up!'
When he was a child, he was taught very well by his mother, and he could even understand his father's ignorance to some extent! Although he was sometimes a little unhappy in his heart and didn't understand why his father didn't talk to him, and even sometimes he was a little mindful of such indifference, he often told himself in his heart that his father would be so busy to take care of himself, to allow himself to go to school, and to let him get better learning conditions! For this reason, he was well-behaved and obedient, he studied hard, and when he was a child, he was often unanimously praised by primary school teachers.
It's just that time is flowing, and people are quietly and silently changing. With the growth of the soul, the well-behaved and intelligent Zhang Qiwen slowly understood a lot, and people gradually changed with the passage of time, but he should have studied hard and listened carefully because he did not get the correct guidance and education of his guardian, and gradually changed under the influence of the bad environmental factors around him, and the older he got closer to the rebellious period, the weaker his willpower became!
Yes, he is well-behaved and obedient, just like an ordinary child, but he was influenced by his surroundings when he was good at learning. Without his father's care and the correct guidance of his guardian, he gradually changed.
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He has no friends, no enemies! Watching his classmates play together in groups of threes and twos, but he doesn't even have the qualifications to join them! All he needs to face in life is a textbook and homework.
has been studying almost like a nerd, and there is no one around him who can communicate heartily, so he is very lonely, so he can't tell right from wrong, and he can't even know what he hates and what he likes him. Maybe it's good to live an ignorant life like this, no one to discipline and no one to advise, carefree and free, as long as you can study well.
So his current life is also good in a way, but he should have lived a simple life, but he was affected by the influence around him, and he changed completely.
Everything came too suddenly, changed too suddenly, in the year when he was promoted from primary school to middle school, some students in the same grade were jealous of Zhang Qiwen's grades, jealous of his learning ability, jealous of his cleverness, jealous that he could get exam awards every year, jealous of the praise he often received in the adult world, they tore up his homework, burned his textbooks, and even splashed him with cold water in cold weather, and sometimes beat him outside the school after school to blackmail him, and every time they beat him all over his body before letting him go!
This kind of thing is seen by his classmates, but no one stands up, no one helps him, no one says a word for him, and no one tells the teacher about this kind of thing. There was only pity and disdain in the eyes of the classmates, just ridicule and sarcasm!
At first, he didn't understand why those people beat him, he didn't recruit anyone to provoke anyone, he just honestly read his textbooks and wrote his homework, and never took the initiative to stir up trouble. Even if someone bumps into him and knocks him to the ground, he will take the initiative to apologize to the person who bumped into him. Even though this kind of performance is cowardly and makes others look down on and even ridicule, he doesn't mind.
Because--everyone is a classmate! Being said a few words and beaten a few times at most only hurts for a few days, being drenched in cold water at most a small cold, the wound may be a little painful by the water, but it doesn't matter much and can stand it, anyway, in the end, I won't lose a piece of meat, in the end, I don't have any loss, and I will endure it!
(End of chapter)