The fifth, second, and sixth times of longing is a pain

When Long Jing returned to the inn listlessly, it was already the third watch, and everyone in the inn had turned off the lights and fell asleep, only the light in his room was still shining through. He thought vaguely in his heart: Is it Datong or Biyue waiting for him? Most likely Datong. Alas, you should all go to sleep, don't wait for me.

He went upstairs, pushed open the door, and was stunned at the sight of the person sitting under the lamp at the table. That's not Datong, it's not Biyue, it's Ji Youyang.

Ji Youyang looked up at him: "You're back, I'm waiting for you." ”

"Brother Ji," Long Jing put the piano on the table and asked, "Is there something wrong?"

Ji Youyang looked deeply into his eyes and said word by word: "I have already found Frost." ”

"What?" Long Jing exclaimed, "Really! Where is she?"

Ji Youyang nodded.

Long Jing immediately rushed over and said frantically to him, "Where is she? Where is she now?"

Ji Youyang stood up and looked at his face: "She is in an inn in Jinan City." However, it's too late, so let's go early tomorrow morning. ”

"No!" Long Jing took Ji Youyang's hand: "Go! Take me now, I want to see her immediately, I must not wait for tomorrow, I can't wait! I can't wait for a moment! I want to see her immediately!"

"But," Ji Youyang was involuntarily pulled out of the inn by him: "She is likely to have fallen asleep at this time." ”

"I don't care!" Long Jing said hurriedly: "I want to see her immediately! I must not wait for tomorrow, what if she leaves tomorrow? What should I do? Where will I go to find her? Therefore, I will see her immediately! I will never let her leave me again, and I will never let her disappear again!"

"Don't worry," Ji Youyang said, "She won't leave, and she won't disappear again." I've had my disciples keep an eye on her. ”

"Brother Ji," Long Jing stabilized his mood and said, "Thank you! You must have spent a lot of effort to find Shuang'er, right?"

"That's right," Ji Youyang said, "I asked the disciples of our gang to search all over the country, but I didn't expect that Frost had always been by our side, and she had been following us. If it weren't for the fact that we had stayed in Jinan for so long this time, and let the disciples of our Jinan rudder find her traces, maybe we wouldn't know how long we would have been looking for her?"

"She's always by our side?" Long Jing said, "No wonder, I think she can't bear us." ”

"Yes," Ji Youyang stopped: "It's here, it's this inn." ”

Long Jing was about to rush in immediately, Ji Youyang stretched out his hand and grabbed him: "Do you want to break the door and enter?" he called open the door of the store and said to him, "The last one upstairs." ”

Long Jing smiled at him, thanked him, and immediately ran upstairs.

Xiao Er, who opened the door, was puzzled and hurriedly shouted: "Guest officer, guest officer, what are you going to do? The guests upstairs are asleep. ”

Ji Youyang hurriedly grabbed Xiao Er and stuffed him with a few copper plates.

A lone lamp.

The people under the lamp are also lonely!

Frost sat alone under the lamp, and hadn't moved for a long time, as if it had become a fossil, standing there since Pangu opened the world. However, her inner thoughts never stopped for a second, she couldn't help but miss him, she couldn't help but look forward to him!

Oh! The thought of him made her heart tear apart.

Oh! how she wanted to leave him, how she wanted to leave him, how she was willing to leave him! she missed him, she longed for him, and she was afraid that he would find out, that he would find her, that he would appear in front of her, that he would see her horrible face. She misses him, but doesn't want him to see her now.

So she cleverly avoided him, hiding from a distance to follow him, as long as she could sneak a glimpse of him, she could also give her wounded heart a little comfort. However, it was also difficult because she couldn't get too close to him for fear that he would find out.

The same is true today.

It was already dark, so she took advantage of the cover of night to sneak near the inn where he lived, ready to take a sneak peek at him. Soon, she saw him, and saw him carrying something and heading out of the city. She couldn't help it, and followed him from afar. 11.12.

She followed very far away, and did not dare to get too close, for fear that he would find out, and it was not far from the city, but he had stopped and looked back, and she hid in time in a large shadow in the cave of the city gate, and he did not find her!

Ever since she knew that Ji Youyang had ordered the beggar disciples to look for her everywhere, she had changed into black clothes, wore a black silk scarf on her face, and lived in a simple place, so she actually hid from the eyes of the beggar disciples.

Long Jing's everything on the shore of Daming Lake, she watched from afar, the painful scream, the graceful piano sound, and the gentle lyrics, which made her unable not to cry. She ran back to her room, cried heartily, and then began to stupe.

The oil lamp blew slightly, startling her.

She came back to her senses, picked out the lantern with a needle, stood up, walked to the window, looked at the bright moon outside the window, she took a deep breath, she couldn't think about him anymore!

She remembered the letter she had left for him, yes, yes, don't see each other again in this life and this life, let him leave a perfect me in his heart, and let Sister Cui'e heal his wounds!

As for myself, I'd better drift away.

She sighed again, and said to herself: Since you can no longer be with him, leave completely, let time heal his wounds, let time dilute his affection, and let him slowly forget you! Time will heal all wounds.

Taking another deep breath, she suddenly felt so chic, so comfortable, and so free. Yes, I have done so beautifully, so generous, so personable--- gentleman has the beauty of an adult! I am finally fulfilling them! Brother Jing and Sister Cui'e, I wish you all old age and happiness for a long time!

Oh! They have been happy for a long time, but what about themselves? She sighed, go by yourself! Go! The world is so big, there will always be a place for you! Alas! She doesn't know how many times she has sighed today.

She sighed deeply again, looking at the bright moon in a window, the moon shadow in the courtyard, she had already decided in her heart, she would leave him tomorrow, really leave, and go to find a seclusion in the deep mountains and old forests out of the woods, then no one would find her. She would be there silently blessing them until she died.

Thinking of the word "death", she suddenly felt a deep heartache, and then, as if she heard his singing voice just now: "You are the wind and I am the sand, lingering around the world."