"What about me, where did you put me again?" Lan Xiang asked a little desolately. 【Fengyun Reading Network.】

After hearing Mo Qingyan's words, her heart was inexplicably a little sad, she couldn't help but ask this question, she really wanted to know, where did this man who put him in the deepest position in his heart put her?

Mo lightly glanced at Lan Xiang, was silent for a moment, and said: "Lan Xiang, you are a good girl, I am very touched that you have waited for me for so many years, but I am really sorry, I already have her in my heart, and I can no longer pretend to be anyone else." ”

"Isn't it at all, even a little, doesn't you feel like me at all?" Lan Xiang asked unwillingly. She tried to control herself not to cry, because Mo Xiaoyan's words were really hurtful.

"Nope. Mo said lightly.

At this moment, Lan Xiang couldn't control it anymore, and her tears poured out like a flood that had burst the embankment, crossing her beautiful cheeks and making her look so pitiful.

Mo Qingyan saw this scene, and felt a little unbearable, but after being silent for a while, he still suppressed the urge to help her wipe away her tears.

Now that she has said it so ruthlessly, she can't give her a glimmer of hope. As long as she can give up on herself, even if she is ruthless once? Although it is helpless, it must be done.

Tears slipped endlessly, as if I had waited for a long time, and did not wait for a compassionate look from this man. Lan Xiang's heart was extremely sad, and she finally fell into a disappointed situation.

She wiped away her tears, then pretended to be fine, and said, "The wind is so strong today that it blows the sand into my eyes." ”

Mo Xiaoyan did not answer.

"Don't stick to the pestle here, drink tea, otherwise it won't taste good when it's cold." ”

Lan Xiang said, returned to her place, picked up the tea bowl in front of her, and took a big sip.

At this time, she looked a little indulgent, very different from the orchid they usually saw in Baili Feng, usually she was a noble, dignified and elegant sect elder, behaved in a regular manner, looked indifferent, and spoke coldly, like a piece of ice that would not melt for thousands of years, making people shudder.

And now she is more like an abandoned little girl, sad, pitiful, and wronged...... How do people think about it, it feels a little inconsistent with the usual dignified. She cried pitifully, but she gulped tea on purpose, just to hide her sadness.

Mo Qingyan and Lan Xiang are both elders of Yitian Sect, and for various reasons, they have known her for a long time, and they know her much more than ordinary people.

He knew that although she looked like a cold and strong woman on the outside, she was still a weak little woman in her bones, and she would also be sad, cry, and suffer......

The two have known each other for so long, although they don't have any special relationship, but at least they are friends, as a friend, he shouldn't make her sad, or when she is sad and crying, he should give her some comfort, even if it's just to help her wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes.

However, he can't.

The relationship between the two is at most a friend in his opinion, but in her opinion, it is not yet clear.

She liked him, and he knew it.

He rejected her, and she knew about it for a long time.

But she was always so persistent, which made him a little uncomfortable.

Gradually, the two drifted apart, he didn't dare to approach her, but she expected to get close to him.

This relationship lasted for a long time, so long that there was an inexplicable emotion in the hearts of both of them.

It's just that he can't accept this emotion, so he chose to avoid her, if it weren't for the needs of the sect, he wouldn't even want to appear with her.

This kind of thing has lasted for many years, and she gradually understood, in order not to make it difficult for him, so she gradually gathered her emotions, every time she met him, she didn't talk to him, and she didn't even look at him, but she hid the emotion for him deep in her heart, and waited until the dead of night, took it out for her own fantasy, every time at that time, she always had a smile on her face that no one else could see, that was what she intended to give him, her most sincere and heartfelt smile.

Originally, this quiet relationship between the two would have continued, but the words that Baili Smile said when she went to her to apprentice this morning touched her deeply.

Baili Smile is just a sixteen-year-old child, and it stands to reason that she is not as deep as being involved in the world, but it is precisely because of this that her heart is more pure than herself and she can see things more thoroughly.

As she said, she studied medicine just for Baili Feng, which was her original purpose and the purest idea in her heart. She thought about it, and she did it, without reservation.

And what about yourself?

What was the purpose of my first study of medicine? It seems that it was only for one person. In this case, does that mean that he is actually the same person as Baili Smile?

It's just why does she dare to think and dare to do, but she doesn't dare?

She can do anything for the sake of her beloved, so why wouldn't she, an elder who claims to be a "great doctor", dare not?

Why?

After a long time, even I forgot the original reason.

However, there is one thing I always remember, there is still an emotion in my heart that has not been fully expressed for Mo Qingyan.

Since it was mentioned by the girl Baili Smile today, then simply follow her example and give it a go.

Regardless of whether it succeeds or not, at least work hard, at least let him know, at least he has no regrets.

Today's weather is obviously very good, and there is a breeze, but why is this wind so cold, it makes people's hearts feel a cold, and even such warm tea can't warm this cold heart.

The man in front of him still rejected himself after all, and rejected himself again, he already knew that he might do this, why did he humiliate himself?

Why?

Is it because I am unwilling in my heart, or is I too infatuated with him? Why did he reject me, and why did he reject me?

I...... I......

I just want to be with him, even for a while......

I just want to be able to lean on his shoulder when I'm tired......

I just thought he could wipe some tears from the corners of my eyes when I was crying, and then say a word or two to me that would warm my heart even if it wasn't so beautiful......

But why not......

Why is he so ruthless?

Lan Xiang swallowed the tea in her mouth, and the taste in her mouth was more bitter than the greenness of the tea.

After drinking this cup, she raised her head and looked straight at Mo Qingyan, the sadness in her eyes could not be concealed, and she could not hide it.

Mo Qingyan was also a little uncomfortable in his heart, but he opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't speak, and instead picked up the tea bowl in front of him, and drank it clean in one gulp, just like her.

"A cup of tea is over, now you go. Lan Xiang took her gaze back from Mo Qingyan, looked at the scenery outside the window, and said lightly.

"Farewell. Mo lightly bowed his hand slightly, said a word, and turned to leave.

Lan Xiang sat in her place, silent for a long time, I don't know how long it was, when she came back to her senses, she poured herself another cup of tea, only to find that the tea in the teapot had also cooled.

"As soon as the person leaves, the tea will be cold, heh......"

Lan Xiang smiled sadly, drank the bowl of cold tea, then got up and walked to the window, looked at the leaves falling in the wind outside, and then glanced at the green leaf in his hand, pondered for a moment, and then raised his hand and put the green leaf back into the breeze, letting it go with the wind.

ps: Originally, this paragraph needed to have two ending poems at the end...... However, my literary talent is limited...... Can't think of it...... I'll make up for it after I've thought about it......

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