Chapter 219
Chapter 219 (Page 1/1)
I had heard that Zhou Muqing and Mr. Li's Mansion were a little disagreeing before, and I came here now to see if Zhou Muqing had been wronged, but I didn't want to hear so many things that I had never heard of before.
Liu Xianglian heard all the maid's words in her ears, but for a while she was angry in her heart, but she was more distressed about Zhou Muqing, where she didn't know, it turned out that she had suffered so many grievances because of herself.
used to be unrestrained, wandering and invisible on weekdays and often singing cameoly, and I also knew that many people laughed at her behind her back, but how could Liu Xianglian ever care about this.
What I can say is "one person is fed, and the whole family is not hungry." "Where can you care about other people's eyes and opinions, and where can you think that the eyes of the world are so harsh.
Liu Xianglian ran out directly, completely ignoring the eyes of the world as if venting, and finally stopped, but turned around and hit the stone beside her fiercely.
In the absence of any protective measures, can a human hand compare with the hardness of a stone? Everyone knows that it will not work, but Liu Xianglian seems to be imperceptible, and punches are punched to the surface of the stone.
Blood oozed out of the skin of the knuckles after a while, but Liu Xianglian didn't care about these at all, and now she just wanted to vent fiercely, and even some clearly visible cracks appeared on the surface of this stone.
I don't know how long it has been, or maybe it's just a while, Liu Xianglian's fingers have been numb and have no pain, and they suddenly hit the stone full of cracks, and this stone also shattered in response, splashing apart.
Lying on the ground in a dejected manner, Liu Xianglian's chest rose and fell sharply, this moment has been echoing in his mind since he was a child, and the things he thought he had forgotten appeared so clearly in front of him.
At that time, I always felt that it would be good for the family to live happily together, but I always couldn't understand why my father still had to earn that illusory glory and wealth.
In Liu Xianglian's small heart, even a moment ago, she couldn't understand why her father abandoned his wife and children for the sake of the so-called future, and even lost his own life.
If you don't earn the so-called glory and wealth, your father won't die in the prime of life, and your mother won't be too sad and left to live alone.
But at this moment, Liu Xianglian figured it out, her father did it just for his mother and himself, he was afraid that his family would be wronged because of himself, and he was desperately trying to earn the so-called future.
It is said that "men have tears that do not flow lightly, but they have not reached the sad place." At this moment, Liu Xianglian's tears couldn't be stopped, flowing down her cheeks.
Do you want to say that you regret it in your heart? There is regret? Do you want to say that you hate it in your heart? There is also hatred. Liu Xianglian has lived so much, and she has never felt remorse at this moment, it turns out that she has always done wrong.
In fact, Liu Xianglian also agreed with Jia Baoyu's so-called "stupid" statement that the people who were officials were all "stupid" of the imperial court, otherwise, she would not have become good friends with Jia Baoyu.
When he was in Yangzhou before, Lin Ruhai said to himself that the so-called man's responsibility is to make the person he likes live a carefree life, and a man should support his wife and children.
Saying that he loves singing will bring grievances to Sister Qing, and will make Sister Qing suffer unnecessary humiliation, if he just blindly imposes these things on Zhou Muqing, these will only bring endless pain to the two of them.
Liu Xianglian was hard-mouthed and unwilling to admit these at that time, in fact, she was not confident in her heart, otherwise she would not have knocked on Sister Qing'er three times and twice because of Lin Ruhai's words to see if she minded singing by herself.
I don't want to use the grace of saving my life to ask people to do anything, but I also hope to get a pure family affection, and I don't want this love to be mixed with other things.
Liu Xianglian laughed a little self-deprecatingly, in fact, deep down in her heart, she also understood that she was a good young master who didn't do it, but went to learn what to sing, and even lost her family business because of it, and she didn't know how outsiders laughed at her.
is that he has always been unwilling to face reality, and even more so to escape the fact that it will bring Zhou Muqing harm, and is only willing to live in the ivory tower he built, and even be smug there.
But the reality is a ruthless slap in the face, it turns out that in the face of the people you like, those so-called insistence on the so-called persistence are nothing in front of themselves.
What did Lin Ruhai say to himself at that time? In front of the person he really liked, he didn't want to let her suffer the slightest grievance.
If she really likes Zhou Muqing, then her temperament and behavior of liking singing will cause her some damage, which is a gap that Heng can't cross between the two people.
Sure enough, what Uncle Lin said was right, because of Lin Ruhai's preaching before, Liu Xianglian didn't even want to call her uncle, but now Uncle Lin is from the bottom of her heart.
How can people's concepts be easily changed, at that time, Lin Ruhai said to himself, a good man should make contributions, in fact, Liu Xianglian was resistant at that time, but it was not until today that he understood the meaning of this translation.
How much pressure did his father endure for the sake of the family, just so that his wife and children would not be looked down upon, and he lost his life because of this, and he didn't understand and complained to him for so many years.
And where she couldn't see it, how much grievances did Sister Qing suffer? All of this was caused by herself, and Liu Xianglian understood what her father had done at this moment.
If you want Sister Qing to live a carefree life, and if you want your children and grandchildren not to be looked down upon, you have to do something!
The fastest way to get up is to join the Shi, but it is impossible for me to pick up the books now, this is my current serious study, and I am afraid that I will not even be able to touch the door of the imperial examination in ten years.
"Learn to become a literary and martial artist, and sell it into the emperor's family. "Since it's too late to learn literature, I can only use my life's martial arts to win glory and wealth on the battlefield.
Liu Xianglian came on a trip that she said would go, and this walk was even more joyful, but she didn't care about the flood behind her.
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