168. Sword and scabbard
She thought silently, looking at the dim red morning mist in the distance, and then said softly, "It seems that that he is a very important person to you." Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"You seem surprised. Wu Tian glanced at the little girl beside him.
said that she was a little girl, but her real age may be older than Wu Tian. But two people are even different species, and it is undoubtedly foolish to judge who is more mature by simply comparing the number of ages. Floating life can only be measured in "days", and if there is a floating person who has lived for ten years, then it is obviously more like an elder than a forty-year-old human.
Wu Tian's lifespan is an unexpectedly long life among earthlings, while Lala's life expectancy is a normal age among the God Killing Clan.
Lara nodded, "I thought you were someone who didn't care what anyone thought. ”
Wu Tian smiled at the corner of his mouth and said, "I think so too." ”
Lala looked up at him in surprise.
"I used to think so. Wu Tian added. He sat on the ground, his left arm on his left knee, looking at the red sun slowly rising in the distance, and recalled: "I don't know how you God Slayer Clan, a naturally long-lived race, adjusted your mentality over the long years, but as the one of the human beings on the earth who lived relatively long due to unexpected reasons, I actually lived quite hard. ”
"Why is that?" Lala squatted down, like a puppy, hugging her knees, looking at the rising sun in the distance, "It's not good to live a long time?"
"How can I say it," Wu Tian shook his head, "It may be that after getting used to the life of human beings on Earth for more than a hundred years, when the life experience exceeds the normal age, the part that is 'me' begins to reach the limit, and I begin to slowly forget who I am, and I can't even remember what I have experienced."
"During that time, although I also figured out some things and temporarily overcame some psychological obstacles, I knew very well that some things were slowly dissipating in my heart. Because I don't like to be disturbed, I live in a place far away from the world all year round. If it were other normal social people, it would be difficult for this to happen, because the people with whom they had social relations would stop it for various reasons. But I'm different, my contemporaries are long dead, I have no friends, no one can stop me, and no one has a position to stop me. ”
Lala's expression didn't change much, and the warm morning light in the distance sprinkled on her small face, listening quietly.
"It's like a swollen monster. Wu Tian stretched out a hand, "Because there are no restraints, no restrictions, and no rules, so I let myself expand, in a more chaotic direction." Even he himself did not know what he would become, because the standard of action was purely based on instinct, principle, morality, right and wrong...... When his strength is like a giant in a pile of ants compared to everyone on the planet, these things are actually very vague. ”
He smiled, "I've heard a parable once. Compare a man to a sword and a woman to a man's sheath. As far as I am concerned, it is not my sword that has it first, but it is that she has become a sheath first, and I have a mass that I don't know what shape it is, and I willingly entered into it, so that I became a sword. Without her, I might end up being a monster of interest. ”
Wu Tian was stunned, looking at the horizon in the distance, where the golden sunlight spread towards here.
In that case, I would have been left to fend for myself in the days to come. ”
Cultivating the divinity of natural vitality is not so easy.
As I have said before, the more "objective" the divinity is, the more dangerous it is. Because this is equivalent to cultivating "it" with "me". "I" is the self, the self, and "it" is the natural vitality divinity for Wu Tian.
In the process of cultivation, in fact, the "it" is the main body, and what the practitioner has to do is to "comprehend" this "it" and integrate his mind into it, and what he needs to do at this time is to "forget himself". But, on the other hand, if you forget yourself in a blind way, the end result is nothing more than assimilation by "it".
Specifically...... If Wu Tian hadn't met Hathaway back then, no, it should be said that if Hathaway hadn't found Wu Tian and Wu Tian had let himself go with the flow, when he began to cultivate natural divinity, he might have been easily assimilated because his "I" was too chaotic.
Most of the ancient cultivators died for this.
To cultivate the natural vitality, "self-forgetfulness" is only the beginning, and "having me" is the most important point.
Without one's own "I" to control the "it" of divinity, what is the so-called practice?
Wu Tian's "I" was summoned back by Hathaway from the other side of the incomparably chaotic world. Before Hathaway, Wu Tian's humanity had no specific shape, it was a chaotic blob, and after Hathaway, Wu Tian gradually became a person who had something to care about, and someone who wanted to protect it slightly, and at this point, chaos collapsed and became a sword that returned to the sheath safely.
If it was the original Wu Tian, when Wu Zhao, Wu Zhao's wife Lavignie, Wu Xingxing and others died, he would not have any reaction at all, people died like lights going out, it was a natural cycle, although he would not beat the drum and sing at the funeral of his relatives like the ancient Chinese Zhuangzi, but the indifferent indifference and indifference to the sidelines are certain.
If it's your current self......
Wu Tian asked himself, if he was himself at this moment, after being "domesticated" by Hathaway's gentle gaze, maybe he would have directly found the method of immortality without tireless efforts, so that his son, granddaughter, and relatives could live a better life. Even for the "Wuxian Flow" that he founded single-handedly, he will pay more attention to it, care more about it, and manage it a little more, unlike at the beginning, just out of commitment to Wu Taidou, and let it go after it was founded.
Seeing that Wu Tian seemed to be stuck in some kind of thinking, Lala turned her head and asked, "You...... Are you missing the one you said? ”
"yes. Blame her. Wu Tian showed a hint of a nonchalant smile, "It was only at this time that I really felt what a bastard it was to throw her outside and wait for me for twenty years." She was the most important part of my life, and now, I realize it even more. ”
"That's it. Lala nodded with her knees crossed, and after a while, she said, "I still don't understand." ”
"Don't you understand, I've said so much because you're in a state of chaos just like I used to be. Wu Tian patted Lala's head, "If you're just a god killer, this is your way of survival, so I won't say anything about you." But if you become the god of the earth in the future, the word 'god of the earth' will be your 'sheath'. ”
His eyes were slightly sharpened, and he pressed the top of Lala's head and did not move, "As the god of the earth, take away the killing intent of your self-willed self in your nature." ”
Lara opened her mouth, and suddenly felt that she had been fooled......
She looked at the rising sun, which had risen for a while, and said sullenly: "It's not that I became a god, it's just my doppelganger......
And not far behind the two of them, on the wilderness, Donghe looked at the two people sitting together watching the sunrise, and looked down at his mobile phone.
He repeatedly looked at the status that Wu Tian posted with his account, mainly the second half of the text: [...... I myself have created a set of Martial God Fists, and after twenty days, when everything is over, I will leave part of the Martial God Fist in the Martial Arts Tower, along with the inheritance of the breathing method. ]
Martial God Fist? Wu Tian seems to have mentioned it in the temple before, and he asked him to change his name for this.
Is it the bullshit that Wu Tian talked about at the temple before? Donghe was disdainful and confused.
"But, where is the 'Wulin Tower' he said?" Donghe was very puzzled, he stood in place with his mobile phone, looking around, but in the vast wilderness, all that could be seen was empty and desolate, and how could there be any "Wulin Tower"?