Although it was a whim to break into the political hall, but after tasting the sweetness in this matter, I slowly tested the bottom line of my mother and the prime ministers - Cui Mingde talked to me, always talking about "court politics" and "court politics", but there are thousands of differences between the government and politics, in the mother's side room to hide and listen to the government politics, in the inner hall of the Zhenguan Hall is talking about the government in the bright light, and the prime ministers in the political hall are also talking about the government affairs, with my qualifications, what kind of government can I talk with, and how far can I participate, It's still a mystery, this mystery, my mother can't tell me clearly, and the prime ministers don't want to open it up to me clearly, so I can only solve it myself.

For many days in a row, I walked through the south gate of the palace, and when I was in the palace, I often wandered around the former Chaotai Province without any covering, and when I saw people I knew well, I greeted them generously. In the past few years, I have recommended some people one after another, and there are many people who can often be seen in Taiwan Province: Liu Houde was appointed as the servant of the imperial history, Cui Xiu was appointed as the young eunuch of Lintai, Luo Fengchun was appointed as Xia Guan Langzhong, Zheng Yuan was appointed as Tianguan Langzhong, and Wei Qing was appointed as Zuo Lang.

These people are not like Li Zhaode, they still have private dealings with me, and when they saw me in front, they didn't want to draw a line just because I was more polite, Liu Houde still kept me in front of the government office, and said a few words of homely things that were not salty or light.

My mother not only acquiesced to my little temptation, but also brought me with her when she temporarily set up a trip to the Guangwen Museum, and when she asked about the compilation of the "Collection of Ancient and Modern Books", she mentioned intentionally or unintentionally: "The compilation of this book was originally a Taiping idea. Countless stunned glances were raised.

These days, even when I am alone, my heart can't help but pound, there are a lot of ideas in my head, I can't wait to realize them all in one day, but when I think of the setbacks of the previous few days, I can only press my heart, and review and sort out all the ideas one by one, there are too many ideas, with a little, I can jump to many points immediately, and finally I have to take out a pen and paper, and force myself to write it down, but when I don't write, I only know that there are many ideas, and I really write to know how "much" it is- I have written down almost everything I can remember about a past life that was more progressive than it is today, and each of which is almost inconceivable in the present era: nine-year compulsory education, universal and merit-based higher education, scholarships, almost no illiteracy, equality between men and women, science and technology, access to roads everywhere, market competition, free business, professional equality, specialized hospitals and schools, specialized companies, service industry, civil service examinations, prohibition of human trafficking, marital autonomy, eugenics, automobiles, Airplanes, railways, subways, cruise ships, oil, guns...

After all, people, especially women, if they have such a "disease" as not marrying or having children, even if they do not actively receive treatment, they should cover up and deceive them, and they must not make this matter widely known. As for people's own wishes, is it important to have a family name?

While thinking about the consequences of my thoughts being seen by my mother or some ministers, I meant to remind myself to be vigilant, but for some reason, I made myself laugh, and after laughing, I felt sad - if I had no ideas, I felt that this life was so-so, and once I had an idea but could not realize it, I was thinking and reading it with my heart and lungs. I have been tossing and turning, but there are so many of these thoughts, and I am fortunate to be able to do any of them in my life, and it is impossible to do them all. Now, I have to prioritize and set goals among all these many ideas, and then prioritize and take a step by step.

I spent several nights sorting through these messy ideas, but once I categorized them, it didn't seem so difficult - the general direction was nothing more than scientific and technological progress, economic development, educational equity, gender equality, and balance between the rich and the poor, and these five things could be mutually reinforcing, but they had to be the main thing. I almost didn't hesitate to choose the article on equality between men and women, and then this article went on, listing a lot of equal things, in the end, there was only one at all, that is, to spare no effort to improve the status of women, I excitedly subdivided these items, listed short, medium and long-term goals, in addition to the most important one, the easy to do items were also written in it, put it in my arms, and went to Ah Huan to discuss.

To my surprise, Cui Mingde went to Ah Huan when he returned to the palace, the two of them sat and talked about each other, and they were very close to each other, but they frightened me, looked left and right, quite hesitant, and saw Cui Mingde describe the withered, a dark old clothes hung loosely on the body, the fingers of the chess were as thin as dry wood, I wanted to comfort, I don't know how to comfort it, hesitating at the door, Ah Huan fell down, and looked at me obliquely: "Isn't it cold at the door?"

I came back to my senses, slowly went in, sat down on the side, Ah Huan and Cui Mingde were both concentrating on playing chess, without saying a word, I had to be a true gentleman, but the two of her were really patient, a game of chess from morning to noon, from noon to night, a game of chess, it was actually midnight, the palace gate was locked, Cui Mingde and I could only stay in Baisunyuan, which was exactly what I wanted.

Ah Huan glanced at me with a smile, stretched his waist, and said insincerely: "There is only one side hall, I am afraid that I will be wronged Cui Shanggong to live in the outer room." ”

Cui Mingde's face was expressionless, and he never spoke, only lightly touched his head, I couldn't bear it in my heart, and said softly: "Otherwise, Ah Cui lives in the side hall, and my sister-in-law and I squeeze it..."

Ah Huan only said: "Don't care." Pretending to be a virtuous sister-in-law, she sent me to wash up and go to bed, blew out the lights and candles, and instructed me many sleeping habits at the door, I got up when I heard that everyone was far away, and tiptoed outside, seeing Cui Mingde neither undressing nor sleeping, only sitting cross-legged on the seat, I opened my eyes slightly when I called her, and said softly: "I'm fine, but I want to mourn for my father for a year, don't say it." ”

It is taboo to keep filial piety and other things in the palace, especially when my mother is old, I nodded, hesitated for a moment, and still said: "If there is anything, you must tell me." ”

Cui Mingde glanced at me and said, "You seem to have something to say during the day?"

I laughed and said, "You see it." After thinking about it, I didn't feel that I had to hide it from her, so I sat next to her and said in a low voice: "It's not a big deal, but I think we talk about politics all day long, but we have never discussed why we are in politics and how far we want to go, so I thought about it and drafted some entries." ”

Cui Mingde looked at me in surprise, that look seemed to be looking at some strange character, I was looked at by her, and I was embarrassed to take out the paper, and remembered that I wrote the entry in a mixture of simplified, pinyin and English, and rashly showed it to her, for fear of arousing suspicion, and was hesitating, but I heard Ah Huan say softly: "Don't be surprised, she is such a person, you have to think about why you do everything." Don't talk about how to do it, there are a lot of big truths, like an old pedant. ”

I was so frightened by her that I almost jumped up, patted my heart and complained, "Ah Huan!" and asked, "Why are you here?"

She didn't answer, but she reached out and touched my chest, the more frightened I became, and said in a low voice: "What are you doing?" When she wanted to dodge, she was afraid of making a disturbance, so she only blocked her with one hand, and looked at Cui Mingde with her eyes on the other hand, Cui Mingde turned a blind eye, and I couldn't do it, and soon I was caught by Ah Huan, and my hands were groped in my arms for a while, and I was already in the heart of the horse, but I suddenly took it back - it turned out that I wanted to fork it, she just wanted to find my paper.

Fortunately, the night was thick, Cui Mingde just lowered his eyes and meditated, Ah Huan just raised the night pearl to see what I wrote, no one cared about my crimson face, I covered my face with both hands, and when the blush faded, I coughed lightly, stretched my legs forward, sat comfortably on the ground, and said to Ah Huan: "I don't know why, then why do you want to do it?" There must be a reason, a program, and a charter, and then you can take it slowly step by step." Otherwise, I obviously want to go to the south, but I blindly go north, no matter how much effort I take, no matter how far I go, what's the use?" she glanced at Ah Huan and signaled her not to hand over the paper to Cui Mingde, but she simply tore me apart after a few nights of hard work, crumpled the pieces into a ball, and stuffed them into my hands: "That is, you, if you have the opportunity, you have to pick and choose here, like us, no matter whether you go south or north, you have to go desperately." Without waiting for me to answer, he took me by the hand and said, "Don't get in the way of other people's affairs here, go to me." 166 Reading Network