Chapter 5: Ying Bao's Diary (Part II)

However, the thing that really broke her down was that it seemed that the gap between her dreams and reality was getting bigger and bigger.

In the past, she dreamed of becoming a big star.

But that's the cruel reality.

's natural round face has basically made her stereotyped since her debut.

Maid, sister, daughter......

debuted three years ago, not to mention the heroine, there is not even a supporting actress with a slightly heavier role, and what is even more chilling is He Zhuoyan, the champion who also came out of "Yahu Star Search".

But what?

The fate of the two people is really too stark and ironic.

One, still struggling outside the 30th parallel, is rejoicing for a small character who can have one more line.

The other, as soon as he debuted, was Shuang'er, one of the heroines of the big-production Jinyong drama "The Legend of Deer and Ding" with more than 20 million.

Not only has she been affirmed by netizens, but she is also known as one of the actresses who is most in line with the temperament of Shuang'er in recent years.

He won the Forbes Most Promising Celebrity Award the following year, and He Zhuoyan, who was only 18 years old at the time, was the youngest star in the history of Forbes awards.

Now the starring Zhang-produced version of "Heaven and Dragon Slayer" is about to be released, and the official announcement has begun, which is one of the hottest topics this summer.

As the actor of the heroine Xiao Zhao, He Zhuoyan's fame is naturally greater.

However, the greater He Zhuoyan's fame, the stronger the bitterness in Yingbao's heart.

Especially when she participated in "Suo Qingqiu" last year, because she was willing to put down her body and go to ask An Yixuan, who was the heroine, how to play a good role, she was even more jealous of the other tricks in the crew, and some people were still souring her, "Look at her J-like, do you really think you are a big star? Phew! Don't look at her maid face! Look at the champions who are all out of 'Yahu Star Search', why is it that people have a smooth journey to the stars, and the nobles support her, but she can only play a maid? Otherwise, how can they all be mentors, and they have a reputation for being promoted by Zhang Zheng, but she is a student of a dignified director, but she can only play a little girl?"

Such a sentence deeply hurt Yingbao at that time.

Inevitably, Ying Bao had a little resentment towards Fang Siyi, who suggested that he go to Director Feng's group.

If......

If I chose to go to the production team back then, then the glory and fame now should be my own, right?

However......

Ying Bao looked at Fang Siyi with a complicated expression, the tip of her nose was sour, and a warm feeling flowed through her heart.

Just when he was about to lose his original intention and become the kind of person he hated the most in the past, he appeared.

I still remember that a few months ago, he suddenly appeared in front of him, looked up and down at himself who was still a little maid at the time, and asked her with a smile how she was doing.

His smile is so kind, and his eyes are so gentle.

It was like a fresh breeze that blew away all the dust in my heart for three years.

She remembers, at that time, she cried.

Crying so much, crying like tears, crying so much that even if it aroused the attention and curiosity of others at the time, he didn't realize it, he just wanted to hide in his arms and cry loudly.

That's what she thinks, and that's what she does.

That day, her eyes were swollen.

That day, he just silently hugged himself, gently patted her back, and whispered comfort.

Is this love?

Ying Bao didn't know.

Because before, she didn't have any concept of this.

She can't be blamed for that.

Because since she was a child, she has been mixed with Fang Siyi.

Childhood sweethearts, two little guesses, this should be talking about them, right?

But from beginning to end, she didn't have that kind of heartbeat for Fang Siyi.

No, to be precise, there should be no kind of love heartbeat.

Both of them know this.

But the two didn't know how to change.

Now that I think about it, Fang Siyi was able to write so many stories of infatuated men and women, love and hatred, and it was also because of the "unacceptable" between the two, right?

There have always been problems between the two of them.

And it is also a very serious problem, even affecting the future of two people together.

Between the two people, they are too familiar.

Acquaintance with each other, not so much love.

It's more about family affection.

However, everyone knows that a marriage without love is absolutely impossible to be happy.

But it's really hard to change.

Fortunately, both of them are young, and it is too early to talk about marriage.

Although they have lived together for a long time, the two have never crossed the last bottom line, perhaps because of this.

But......

But when he was reunited after a long absence, and he was seriously injured by the outside world, he threw himself into his arms, feeling his strong and powerful heartbeat, feeling his gentle and low but magnetic voice, and feeling his heart that seemed to block all the accusations and sufferings from the outside world, and devoted himself to her heart, Yingbao was really moved.

There's a real heartbeat, there's a real red-faced.

She finally has a sense of déjà vu in the inexplicable peach atmosphere of watching film and television dramas when she was a child.

At that moment, the impact on her was simply against the sky.

However, what surprised Ying Bao was that Fang Siyi did not just comfort her emptyly, but was really ready to help her.

still remembers that when he was told that he was about to become the heroine in his first movie, Ying Bao was stupid.

Movie...... Heroine?

This goal, which was once distant and unexpected, appeared in front of him so inexplicably, but it was very certain, Yingbao was stupid.

"I ...... I can't! I can't!" Yingbao still clearly remembers that she was flustered at that time, the kind of gaze that was full of anticrisy and longing although she refused, but her eyes were full of expectation and longing, which was really embarrassing.

But he, Fang Siyi didn't make fun of her, but laughed and teased: "It's a pity that because of limited funds, I won't pay you." ”

I still remember that I was stupid and said at the time: "Your whole person is mine, it doesn't matter if you are paid or not." ”

As soon as those words came out, the two of them fell silent together.

Oh my God, how could she have said that at the time?

Even if she thinks about it now, Ying Bao still feels her face burn in a panic.

"I'm sorry, but I don't accept any payment other than my lady's beauty. Fang Siyi's sudden words made Yingbao stunned.

A sentence in "A Smile is Alluring" completely made Yingbao feel that his whole person was burning.

At this moment, Turtle Man has not yet written such a sweet and greasy sweet pet text, and Fang Siyi naturally doesn't mind using it.

However, it is obvious that such a sentence has a bit of a big effect on Yingbao.