Chapter 134: She has low self-esteem
"Susu, there is still time, there will be a way when the time comes. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć info" Song Jinyan comforted lightly.
He thought about it, if there was really no way to do it then.
He went to beg the old chief, and begged the old chief to send a special car to come over after the third day of the Lunar New Year to pick up Su Ran to Haicheng, although it was not as convenient as taking the train, but at least it would be safe, and there would not be so many unknown accidents.
"Brother, I'...... I didn't mean to say that, I just ......" Song Jinyu said against his head.
She really didn't mean it, she was just in a hurry, and she would ......
"Xiao Yu, it's okay, don't think about it so much, you're right, this problem will have to be faced sooner or later, say it early, we can also make it clear sooner, so that we can always think about these things in our hearts. Su Ran still smiled.
She really didn't think that what Song Jinyu said was wrong, she just objectively stated the facts, and this fact was a bit cruel to her.
"To be honest, let's be honest, I actually said that I went to Haicheng for my own purposes. Su Ran looked at her stomach with a gentle face, her hands gently stroked, and the maternal love emanating from her body was really displayed in front of Song Jinyan and the others.
This is her child, she is reluctant to leave Song Jinyan, how can she not think about him (her)?
She proposed to go to Haicheng now, but she wanted to prepare in advance while she was still free to move around, so that she could plan for the future.
Even if there is danger, she has already measured it no less than ten times, as long as she is careful, they will definitely go to Haicheng safely, after all, she is not alone, there are Song Jinyan and Song Jinyu, and she will be careful and careful, not only that, but when she comes back, she always has unwarranted confidence in Song Jinyan, as if as long as Song Jinyan is by her side, she will not have any problems, she is so determined!
"Susu ......"
"Listen to me. Song Jinyan wanted to say something, but Su Ran opened his mouth to stop him.
Since the matter has been mentioned today, she will finish it all at once, she originally planned to say it when there are only two people, but now that the words have come to this point, if she doesn't make it clear, Xiao Yu will also have a pimple in her heart.
"Sincerely, whether you say that I am willful or selfish, no matter what, I will not stay alone in Wusong Village. When Su Ran said this, although the expression on his face remained unchanged, the firmness in his eyes could not be ignored.
"Susu, I never wanted to leave you here alone. "Especially with Jia Ren here, how can he rest assured that his wife and son will stay by the side of a time bomb?
No matter what it is, this is not a good choice for Su Ran to stay alone!
"I naturally know that you won't leave me here alone, but I am here, what can you do now?" Su Ran asked softly.
Without waiting for Song Jinyan to answer, she said again: "What can you do is to ask for someone? Who can you ask? Is it nothing more than your former comrade-in-arms, or the chief? But I don't want to, you let go of your pride and your principles because of me." ā
Su Ran looked at Song Jinyan, she knew that in his previous life, he had never asked for help, not because he didn't need help, but because he had his own principles, he would never bring trouble to his valued brothers because of his own time, and how could she let him break his own principles because of her?
"Susu, nothing is more important than you and your child. Song Jinyan did not refute Su Ran, what she said was indeed what he thought.
Although he didn't say it during this time, he always thought that Su Ran only respected him like a guest and had no love, and he never knew that Su Ran knew far more about him than he thought.
"But to me, you're just as important as a child. Su Ran didn't want to say these words, she always thought that when she came back, as long as she changed and silently said good words to Song Jin, it would be enough.
But the last time Song Jinyu questioned her, she knew that in the eyes of others, she didn't like Song Jinyan.
But how could she not like Song Jinyan? The more she got along, the more she liked him.
"To be honest, we all understand that although I was admitted to university, I will definitely not be able to attend classes in the first year. Su Ran thought that she happened to be admitted to university, and she really couldn't go to it in the end, so she was inevitably a little disappointed.
People in this era always have an inexplicable admiration for universities, if Song Jinyan and Song Jinyu both went to college, but she was admitted but did not succeed in the end, will she be said that she is not worthy of Song Jinyan in the future?
In her previous life, she had the experience of being raised as a canary, and she was sorry for Song Jinyan at that time, Su Ran in this life was actually a little inferior, and she had long lost the vigor she had when she first came to this era.
And when I liked it, I realized how hurtful it was in the eyes of others to not be worthy, especially for a person like her who was not good enough, not to mention that in her previous life, when she finally paid attention to Song Jinyan, she had seen a female soldier accompanying him, that talented and beautiful woman, how compatible she was with him at that time.
So she was actually afraid, afraid that Song Jinyan would meet that woman again in the end, and such an excellent person, even she couldn't help but like it, and Song Jinyan ......
So she wanted to spend more time with Song Jinyan when she could still be by his side, even if it was only for a short weekend, even if it was only for one day.
Because she was afraid, afraid that one day all this would be her dream, and he was just all the characters in her dream, and when she woke up from the dream, there would be nothing.
"Do you know why I want to go to Haicheng in advance? Actually, I just think that I can still walk now, go ahead of time, stay where I am, you and Xiaoyu will come back together for the New Year, and I won't come back, go back to my mother's house, by the way, let them help find out, can I apply for a year off from school first, and then go to school."
Even if I take 10,000 steps back, I really won't be able to go to school, but at least my baby and I are still in the city, and when you go on vacation, we can get together as a family. Instead, I stayed in the village, looking forward to your return every day, but I was reluctant to let you come back, because it was too hard. ā
After saying this, Su Ran's eyes were already red.
Song Jinyan listened to Su Ran's words and said, "That's it, let's talk about it when the notice comes back, Su Su, promise me, during this time, don't think about it anymore, I will take care of these things, I am the head of this family, and I will solve anything." ā
"Okay, I won't think about it anymore, but I want to say that this is the best way, if you are really worried that my body will not be able to stand it, then I will stay here, take the child, and wait for you to return from school!" Su Ran swore that her words came from the bottom of her heart, and she definitely didn't mean to threaten Song Jinyan!