The second ninety-eighth infatuation is empty and sorrowful

He shook his head slightly: "However, you didn't pay attention to me, you didn't pay attention to me." Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info During those days, I always followed you, just to see you more. In front of you, I do my best to express myself, I compete with others to show my martial arts, I compose poems, lyrics, play the piano and sing to show my talent, and I get along with everyone, including him, to show my heart. He took a deep breath: "You know what? I did all this just to make you pay attention to me and value me. ”

He lowered his head in frustration, only to feel that his eyes were a little moist: "But there is only one person in your heart, Tang Xiaoxian!"

He quickly raised his head and looked into her eyes: "I admit that Tang Xiaoxian is a very good man, beautiful, free-spirited, talented, gentle and affectionate. And how can I compare with him if I think I am full of good martial arts talent, I have never dared or had the courage to compete with Tang Xiaoxian. However, "

He sighed deeply again: "Still, I can't contain my desire to see you more, I can't avoid dreaming superfluously, I can't help but have insomnia all night for you, I can't help but forget myself for you." Do you know? When I heard that Mrs. Tang ordered you to be killed because you were the daughter of the enemy of the Tang family, I had a few surprises in my heart: If you can't get along with Tang Xiaoxian, wouldn't you give me a chance, who knows?"

He sighed lightly: "Tang Xiaoxian is so infatuated with you, what can I say? When the news of your house came here, I didn't know where I was for many days!"

He raised his head, finally let go of her hand, and looked at the floating clouds in the sky: "It was a time of confusion, confusion and pain, not just simple jealousy, but more frustration, alas!" He sighed heavily: "I know that you don't have me in your heart at all, but I can't live without you in my heart." This is my greatest sorrow!" He stopped, then turned his gaze back to her, looking at her stupidly.

She exhaled softly and said softly, "Tianyu, I know, I understand! From the beginning to now, over the years, I know everything you have done for me! I only hope that I am not so good, so that you don't love me so much, don't suffer so much for me." ”

"Xingzhu!" he said affectionately: "I have loved you for so long, I love you so deeply, so stupidly, so crazy! If the sky is affectionate, the heavens will also pity me! If you are affectionate, you should know me!"

"I know you! I know you!" she said urgently, "Do you think I'm a fool? Do you think I'm a ruthless person? I'm not ignorant, you've been taking care of me, caring for me, loving me for more than twenty years, how could I not know? But I can only say sorry to you. ”

"Don't say I'm sorry!" he said urgently: "You don't owe me anything, everything is done by me willingly, and I give it voluntarily." Although I love you and want to be affectionate from you, I don't want to apologize, do you understand?" he changed his tone and said softly and affectionately: "Tell you, in this life, I have no regrets and no regrets!

He looked at her stupidly, and looked deeply into her eyes: "Just because I love you, in this life, no matter how much suffering is worth it, just because I love you, this life, even if it is not in vain, just because I love you, in this life, there are no regrets!"

With tears in her eyes, her lips moved several times, but she didn't say a word, but there were too many words in her heart.

She understands his deep affection for her, and she also understands that she can only live up to his infatuation at all. On the other hand, he is definitely a wonderful, trusted, respectable, and sociable friend. She understands even more that she went with Tang Xiaoxian today, and it will be difficult to see him again. It was a pity, of course, though she didn't want to lose him as a friend. The two of them just looked at each other for a long time! She finally held back her tears and said, "I should go." ”

"Wait!" he said quickly, and at the same time quickly reached out and grabbed her arm: "Xingzhu, I couldn't sleep last night, I thought about it all night, and I only got half a word, you listen, help me think about the second half of the run, okay?"

"Oh no!" she hung her head, not daring to look him in the eye, and struggled hard to break free from his grasp, "I should go." ”

"Xingzhu, listen," he squeezed her tightly, not waiting for her to say anything more, and then said in a deep voice:

"The passing years are promoting, life is promoting,

Infatuation is empty and sorrowful!

Let others scorn me, grotesque,

How much hatred,

Talk to your confidant!

People are quiet, in order to express melancholy,

Singing high!"

She didn't wait for him to finish reading, and hurriedly said, "I don't know." At the same time, he broke free from his grasp, turned and hurried away.

He stood there, staring blankly at her back, and suddenly his heart flashed, and inspiration suddenly appeared. He said loudly to her back: "Xingzhu, I'm going to renew it, do you want to listen?"

"Nope. She didn't stop, she didn't look back, she knew that his affection would never change, she couldn't promise him, and she couldn't give him anything in return, so she had to harden her heart and not look back.

He suddenly felt that his eyes were hot, and the tears finally rolled down, and his chest was also hot, and he read aloud desperately:

"It's hard to collect, two lines of tears,

Indulge in sorrow, how to disperse worries?

Sigh for the rest of this life, a term of ups and downs,

Only a cup of green wine,

Have mercy on me, don't be careful.

From now on, the pilgrimage will indulge in alcohol,

Wander to your heart's content!"

On the bank of the river, Tang Xiaoxian, Long Jing, Shaoping, Bingshuang, Yao Sufen and so on all looked at him, listening to his words, and many feelings surged in everyone's hearts.

Hao Xingzhu ran to Tang Xiaoxian, stood still, and looked at him with tears in his eyes.

Tang Xiaoxian smiled slightly: "When we go back and settle down, how about inviting him to Tangjiabao as a guest?"

"Xiaoxian!" Hao Xingzhu shouted excitedly.

Yao Sufen beckoned Tang Jiahui and others to get on the boat, only waiting for Tang Xiaoxian, Hao Xingzhu, and Shaoping. Although Ding Ling met Tang Jun first, met Mrs. Tang and others, and then met Long Jing and others, she was not from the Tang family all the way, she and Ding Jue were sisters, and Tang Jun was still in Nanjing, so of course she would not go to Sichuan.

"Brother Tang, Miss Hao," Long Jing stepped forward and said with a smile: "Come on board." He looked in the direction where Murong Tianyu was standing: "He is also an infatuated lover!"

Tang Hao walked onto the springboard, and Shaoping also saluted Long Jing Bingshuang: "Brother Lu, Bingshuang, there will be a period later!"

"There will be a date later!"

The boat slowly opened, and the people on the shore waved their hands and watched them go away.

The people on board also stood on the deck and waved frequently to those on the shore.

Tang Xiaoxian looked at Murong Tianyu standing alone under the tree motionless, looking so lonely, helpless, lonely and desolate, he couldn't help but think vaguely in his heart, he was so pitiful, he gave all his feelings, but he didn't get anything. With a low sigh, he felt an emotion in his heart that bordered on pity and sympathy for him.