Text Text_Chapter 1112 1112 Crying, don't blame him
The prince was very happy, and Ji Yunkai was also very happy.
In the past year, she has lived a day of fear, especially in the second half of the year after she was freed, she was tense all the time, and she did not dare to relax for a moment......
There is no one around her who can be trusted, she is surrounded by people from the Cangnan Secret Land, she is afraid, she is afraid that as soon as she relaxes, she will be imprisoned again by the people of the Cangnan Secret Land.
She was afraid, she accidentally fell asleep, and when she woke up, she was in the cave, and she was extracted by the people in the secret land of Cangnan, and life was worse than death every day......
In the past six months, Xia Xingyan has wanted to tie her up countless times, and wanted to lock her up while she was asleep, so that she would be the same as before, and she would not see the light of day, and could only be at her mercy.
If she hadn't been vigilant, if she hadn't dared to really let herself fall asleep, she would have been locked up by Xia Xingyan.
And she knew that if she was locked up again, she would never be free again, and the prince would not be able to find her.
In a cave like that, no one can find it unless they have lived in it.
She was imprisoned again, and Xia Xingyan, who had suffered a loss once, would definitely not let her go.
In the past year, he hasn't slept well, and he has been stretching a string every day, Ji Yunkai is really tired.
The body is tired, and the heart is even more tired.
Now, the prince is here, there are familiar people around him, and there is a sense of security, Ji Yunkai instantly relaxed, she snuggled in the prince's arms, smelled the familiar breath of the prince, instantly let down all her guards, and then ......
Leaned on the prince's arms and fell asleep.
She was tired, tired. Although, she has a lot of things to say to the prince, but now, please let her sleep, sleep well, and when she has enough spirits, she can leave this ghost place with the prince......
Ji Yunkai was extremely insecure, even when he was asleep, he hugged the prince tightly and refused to let go. Similarly, the prince also hugged her tightly and was reluctant to let go.
The person in his arms is a treasure he has lost and recovered, and he can't wait to rub her into his own blood and bones, how can he be willing to let go.
The person in his arms is a treasure he can't wait to hold in his arms and hold for a lifetime, how can he be willing to let go......
Looking at Ji Yunkai's peaceful sleeping appearance, the prince's cold and hard five views instantly softened, he lowered his head, his lower forehead was against the top of Ji Yunkai's head, his eyes were closed, and his face was satisfied......
The prince just hugged Ji Yunkai like this, and with this awkward posture, he hugged him for an afternoon. Later, it was Ji Yunkai who slept comfortably and turned over, and the prince changed his position.
After changing his posture, the prince kept staring at Ji Yunkai's sleeping face......
Seeing Ji Yunkai's pale and bloodless face, seeing the frown at the corners of her eyes, and seeing her rough and not as delicate skin as before, the prince only felt that his heart hurt uncomfortably.
In just one year, his Yunkai has aged several years. This year, how hard his Yunkai has been.
"Yunkai ......" Wang Ye's fingertips gently crossed the wrinkles in the corners of Ji Yunkai's eyes, and his voice was choked with tears.
He didn't lose his brother, but he lost his Yunkai.
If it weren't for his insistence on Yunkai coming to the Ten Directions World with him, if it weren't for his inability to protect Yunkai, if it wasn't for him...... His Yunkai would not suffer like this at all.
In those six months of being locked up in a cave and being drained of abilities, Yun Kai only said a few words. Most of her is saying that she wittily picked Xia Xingyan, persuaded Xia Xingyan, provoked a rebellion in Cangnan's secret land, and took the opportunity to gain freedom, but ......
From those few words, from Ji Yunkai's attitude of holding him even when he fell asleep, the prince understood that the damage brought to Yunkai in that half a year could not be healed for a lifetime.
"Yunkai, I suddenly hated myself. He didn't know the pain of being drained of his abilities, but he knew how painful it was to be so painful that he couldn't sleep, and how painful it was to sleep until he died.
For half a year, his Yunkai lived like that, and he was not by her side.
He wanted to put to death those people who had hurt his Yunkai, but those people were already dead, and the rest of the people were all unaware except for the one named Xia Xingyan, even if he killed them all, it didn't make any sense.
Tears slipped from the prince's eyes, and he hugged Ji Yunkai tightly in a freak of disappointment, crying silently: "Yunkai, I hate myself, how can you still like me? How can you not blame me?"
Ji Yunkai was sleeping soundly, and was suddenly hugged tightly, thinking that she had been arrested again, she woke up suddenly, but before she could be afraid, she heard the prince's low sobbing voice: "Yunkai, what should I do...... I hate myself, I hate myself for not being by your side, I hate killing myself. ”
Ji Yunkai was stunned, and stretched out his hand to comfort the prince, but he froze halfway through......
She didn't expect Xiao Jiu'an to cry, she didn't expect Xiao Jiu'an to lie in her arms and cry for her.
This man, even if the knife pierced the tip of his heart, he would not cry, but at this moment he cried for her.
For a moment, she suddenly felt that she was not wronged, and she didn't blame Xiao Jiu'an for not finding her in advance.
This year, she suffered, she suffered, Xiao Jiu'an was no better, she was not much better.
She at least has one hope, she feels that she can be free and can go out, what about Xiao Jiu'an?
He searched aimlessly, like a fly without a head, and he didn't know where to find her, and he didn't know when he would find her......
This year, she was bitter, and Xiao Jiuan was also bitter.
"It's all gone, it's all gone. Ji Yunkai hugged Xiao Jiu'an, patted him on the back with his backhand, and comforted him: "I don't blame you, really...... I know you're having a hard time looking for me, and I don't blame you. ”
"But I can't forgive myself, Yunkai, you know? I can't forgive myself, I can't forgive me for not showing up when you need me the most. Seeing the wrinkles at the corners of Ji Yunkai's eyes, he felt that his heart was pinched in his hand, it didn't hurt, but it made him unable to breathe......
"Don't do that, don't do that. It's all gone, it's all gone, I'm ...... now Isn't it good? Xiao Jiu'an, don't be like this, I'm fine, I'm really fine. Ji Yunkai hugged Xiao Jiu'an tightly, and his red and swollen eyes couldn't cry anymore.
"Yunkai...... I can't forgive myself. Holding Ji Yunkai's thin body, the prince felt more and more uncomfortable.
His cloud open...... Why be so kind?
He would rather Yunkai beat him, scold him, and blame him...... I'd rather Yunkai be unreasonable than be so considerate as Yunkai.
Yunkai's thoughtfulness and non-blame made him even more uncomfortable.
It was his incompetence that caused Yunkai to suffer so much damage, why didn't he blame his Yunkai?
Why?
Ji Yunkai didn't know what the prince was thinking, she hugged the prince tightly, without a trace of blame and dissatisfaction: "It's okay, I forgive you, I'll just forgive you." ”
She cried a lot, crying out all the fears, uneasiness and grievances in her heart, she really doesn't blame Xiao Jiu'an now, especially after seeing Xiao Jiu'an crying for her, she can't blame him......