Li Ruofan didn't want to face such a cruel choice, and neither the child nor Fang Xuerou was willing to give up.

In confusion, Li Ruofan walked alone on the street without a purpose. In fact, there are many ordinary people like him, and no one cares about them at all, just like the weeds all over the mountains, which are blown and reborn by the spring breeze.

Seeing that the tender hotel where he went to work seemed to have been transferred, Li Ruofan found that it had now become a place to wash his feet. I don't know whose groom Ye Meijing became, whether she had already forgotten that there was a young man named Li Ruofan.

Time is a ruthless pig-killing knife that cuts you to the ground.

walked to a newsstand next to him and bought a bottle of drink, Li Ruofan casually asked how this soft hotel was transferred. The boss mysteriously said that the original boss had divorced because of family matters, and the hotel naturally couldn't be opened. I heard that when I opened a hotel, I was looking for a relationship with a certain director who was unclear.

Li Ruofan took a few sips of the drink aimlessly, crossed the road and walked forward. The shadow wall in front of the mountain gate of Tsz Yun Temple blocked the way.

Throwing the empty plastic bottle into the trash, Li Ruofan heard the Sanskrit singing inside and walked in.

The ticket was a very low five yuan, Li Ruofan walked to the right and bought a few packs of sandalwood, and the monk gave him a pack of matches.

lit the sandalwood and inserted it in the big incense burner in front of the Ciyun Pagoda, Li Ruofan didn't know if he was just looking for a better heart.

From left to right, he had to bow in front of each Bodhisattva, and when he finally worshipped Jizang, Li Ruofan suddenly heard the WeChat prompt of his mobile phone, which was the news of the official account.

Looking at the few friends above, Li Ruofan almost swept it away, and really swept it to a circle of friends in the underworld.

Li Ruofan looked at this circle of friends for some reason and felt very familiar, and when he revised Fang Xuerou's book of life and death, Li Ruofan regretted it a little!

If he had come over early on a certain day in a certain year and month, his mother would not have died. But Fang Xuerou's death year has been modified, and Li Ruofan doesn't know if Fang Xuerou, who is now protecting the child, will still be able to survive. Fortunately, there is still yellow essence powder!

People are like this, when they are almost completely desperate, even a straw will hold on tightly!

Li Ruofan almost ran back to the hospital, Fang Xuerou was lying on the hospital bed, looking out the window and not knowing what she was thinking.

Li Ruofan brewed a cup of thick yellow essence powder and asked her to drink it quickly, but Fang Xuerou obediently drank it before asking, "Isn't it a waste to buy this at this time?"

"I won't let you go, I want you and the child, I will go to Tsz Yun Temple to pray for you and the child. ”

Fang Xuerou thought to herself that she had signed everything, if she didn't have a way, she was afraid that the surgery had been done, and she wouldn't have queued up until the afternoon. However, there are still some feelings in my heart, is today a parting of life and death?

When a son is born, is it really a son who runs to his mother and dies? When he grows up, will he remember what his mother looks like?

Fang Shuirou took the mirror on the table next to her and combed her hair hard, originally wanted Li Ruofan to wipe her face with a wet tissue, but found that she had a lot of strength on her body.

Fang Shuirou smiled reluctantly and said, "If my son sees me like this, will he think it's ugly?"

Li Ruofan blurted out: "He dares!"

Fang Shuirou said: "Help me take a picture, I have to leave something for my son." If you marry again in the future, you have to be kind to your son. ”

Li Ruofan said: "Who would dare to marry me like me? Raising my son wholeheartedly is the only wish." ”

took out her mobile phone, and Li Ruofan helped Fang Xuerou take a few photos carefully.

Fang Xue said, "Show it to me." Ah, why are you sad, this is not good. When my son grows up, will he think that his mother and father are unhappy together? Remake, remake, I want to think, yes, I say an eggplant, you will shoot it again. ”

Li Ruofan felt that the corners of his eyes were a little moist, perhaps, this was his luck, right? When his son grows up, the bits and pieces with Fang Xuerou are the best and warmest memories, right?

"Shall we take a selfie?"

Li Ruofan gently leaned on Fang Xuerou, and saw the faces of a poor couple on the mobile phone screen, and wanted to laugh but couldn't.

Fang Xue said: "With a woman like me, have you ever regretted it?"

Li Ruofan said: "Fool!"

Fang Xuerou said: "It would be nice if I could see my sister and sister-in-law." My son is my last gift to you. Be nice to him. ”

Seeing that the time for surgery was up, Li Ruofan clearly saw that tears came out of Fang Xuerou's eyes when they closed. For the sake of children and husbands, women can not be afraid of life and death!

A woman can do anything willingly to love a man, poor couples are not mournful, holding the hand of the son, if you can't grow old with the child, as long as you have met the right person at the right time, the moment is also eternal.

Seeing his father's back, Li Ruofan didn't know what to say for a while, Fang Xuerou gave birth, but no one from her mother's family came to visit.

The warmth and coldness of the people can be seen.

My father was a little sorry for carrying a small package, and this family was also stormy.

He felt a little sorry for his son and Fang Xuerou, thinking that his son and daughter-in-law had to sign and agree to protect the child. But he could only silently avoid his son's gaze at this time.

Li Ruofan handed a cigarette to his father, lit the fire and said, "It'll be fine." ”

The father said, "The family depends on you! I will also find something to do, and the child's milk powder money can always be earned." ”

Both father and son avoided talking about unpleasant things, because ordinary people knew that life was already like this, and there was no time for long sighs. What can you do if you don't look forward? Life is the last dignity of ordinary people.

Li Ruofan also made a cup of yellow essence powder for his father, and his father almost drank it all, and said in surprise: "Where did you buy this, it smells fragrant, and you feel strong when you drink it." You're expensive, aren't you?"

Li Ruofan said: "I didn't spend money, but in exchange, I thought I had suffered a loss." ”

The father said, "This is to be eaten by your own family, don't take it out for others to see." lest anyone covet it. ”

Li Ruofan didn't expect his father to say anything about his guilt, maybe his father didn't have much culture, but his lifetime experience made him see that this was a good thing, and he knew that he couldn't show it in front of others.

Li Ruofan smiled: "Don't worry, others can't take it." First of all, the body is well maintained, and there are no patients at home, so that you can have the spare energy to do other things. It's going to be fine. ”

The father looked at Li Ruofan seriously, it seems that suffering can really make people grow, the children of the poor are in charge early, they will never complain, just like the weeds all over the mountains, the humble and tenacious will live tenaciously even if they fall into the cracks. (To be continued.) )