Chapter 44: Memories of Suicide Engraved in My Mind (3)

Zhang Qiwen is definitely jealous!

Then he stretched out his slender foot from the hospital bed and kicked him on the ass hard! I couldn't help but smile funny at the way he stumbled, and then gave him a roll of the eyes and said word by word, "You!

Zhang Qiwen didn't speak, just stood aside in a daze!

Looking at the eldest young master Meng Yufan again, is it necessary for him to bother himself like this? In fact, to put it bluntly, isn't it a novelty or because it is a relationship that someone replaces? Isn't this kind of life tiring?

Obviously he is a rich man, what kind of innocence is he pretending to be here? Wang Wanling looked at him with a cold face, and glanced at everyone again, "Since everyone is here now, I will simply make it clear."

This kind of thing...... It's time to say ......

"Actually, you also need to know......" Wang Wanling locked her eyebrows, called Mei Xin to her side and took her delicate little hand, her head was slightly lowered, but her expression was very serious, "If you just treat me as a friend, I am very happy and honored, this is also my bottom line." However, if you are going to cross this line and try to cross it, I hope you will die as soon as possible. I may not be able to threaten you with any words, but I swear that if you try to cross that line, then I will be desperate to disappear from the eyes of you people forever. ”

These words had a great impact on Yang Meixin, she was stunned for a moment, then pursed her lips and said, "Sister...... Don't ......"

The voice was a little loud, and Meng Yufan and the others were also stunned. Their respective minds can be described as mixed. Zhang Qiwen didn't know why she was so disgusted with these things, why she refused to accept other people's emotions. As for Meng Yufan, he seemed to realize that her appearance might not really take away any purpose, but he couldn't help but guess and think about it. Because it's such a coincidence

"Silly Meixin!" Wang Wanling shook her head, the hand holding Meixin trembled slightly, but her expression was very calm. If you look closely, you can still see a trace of helplessness on her face: "In terms of love, I don't like men and I won't accept them! I can understand your intentions for me, but I hope you can understand my feelings. As long as you let me go, it doesn't matter if you think I'm gay, I really hope that it's time for you to die for me!

If you all knew about me, you might have left me as a pervert a long time ago. Rather than passively accepting, it is better to let these people die early, at least so that they can leave some dignity for themselves. At least in this limited life, I keep this last, little bit of my own dignity.

Less than two years, only less than two years of life! This may be the best way to alienate others, cut through the mess quickly, and no one needs to worry. Perhaps such an act is a bit despicable

There may still be a trace of dignity, but life will soon be exhausted.

It's a pitiful life that's about to end! Suddenly, a smiling face from someone flashed in my mind! It was that guy, the guy who took the initiative to talk to him in high school and said he wanted to be his friend.

What kind of friends, in the end, they didn't break up in two, and they weren't taken away by God......

I don't know why, the mood is always as inexplicably lonely as it is now. Even if you know that something will happen, even if you know that even if you try, nothing will change.

Just like the mature voice said, unless you meet a miracle doctor, you have only one way to die!

Think about it, too, how could such an ethereal word as a miracle doctor appear in her life? Maybe today's full body examination will detect something bad! No, the word "maybe" should not be used at all, and the answer is yes without thinking about it. At that time, she hoped that Mei Xin would be able to withstand the worst possible outcome.

I really don't want to give up! I really want someone to be able to pull me along, but no one will understand, because this kind of thing that happened to me will not be said, and I will not say it to anyone.

It feels like I'm back to square one, back to that world of my own, really lonely, lonely, so uncomfortable, so painful, I really want to cry when I'm alone

Who can stretch out their hand to pull themselves, even if it is just to stretch themselves, they will desperately lean over. Strive to protect it and never let it go away again

I thought it would be Meixin's family, but they were too weak, and if they weren't careful, they would get hurt. So Wang Wanling, who was in the dark, stopped approaching them, and then tried her best to protect her.

Right now...... Who can give herself a hand, who is willing to give herself a hand? Without an answer, God will not give her an answer easily.

"I don't mind. At this time, a voice rang out. She raised her head and looked, it was Zhang Qiwen. He has a very gentle smile on his face, I don't know why, I feel a trace of warmth when I see his smile at the moment, "It's okay to be just friends, although you don't like me, but it doesn't affect my heart that I want to protect you"

"Yes!" Meng Yufan also spoke, he was keenly aware of the helplessness in her eyes, with a lonely helplessness. Her hands trembled slightly, and he could feel her afraid, afraid of the helpless loneliness. Her eyes seemed to be pleading, begging for God's mercy, "What does it matter if it's just a friend, if one day you really disappear, I will do my best to find you, even if it's a lifetime." Until I find you!"

"Sister......" Yang Meixin held Wang Wanling's hand with her backhand, because she could feel her sister's trembling the most, and she also knew her fear the most, "Meixin will not be cowardly, if my sister really chooses to disappear, Meixin promises to be strong and not cry, because I will always look for my sister until I find my sister and cry! Meixin has also said before that she will never let her sister feel lonely again." ”

Wang Wanling was stunned, originally thinking that what she said would make everyone silent, but everyone ...... I didn't expect everyone to be surprised. I don't know why, but my heart is a little warm.

"That's what I said because none of you knew it! I wouldn't like men!"

"It's okay!" Meng Yufan took a step forward. Zhang Qiwen did not show weakness, and took the first step to come to her side and said, "It's okay Wanling, even if you hate me because of this, it doesn't matter, because what I want to do most now is to protect you, I don't want to see you hurt again!"

(End of chapter)