Chapter 161: Night Talk
In the dead of night, everything is quiet, the wind outside the window is whistling, the crystal white snow posture is leisurely, fluttering and sprinkling in the air to turn a Xuan'er, falling suddenly, full of hoarfrost.
The heating in the house is very sufficient, the heat makes people slightly drunk, Mu Xiyan is lying on the bed, and the quilt covering his body is very light and warm.
The tiredness of her body produced a slight tiredness, but her mind was very clear, she opened her eyes and quietly looked at the bed board on the top bunk, the night was dark and there was no light, and it was pitch black as far as her eyes could see.
Jiang Danqiu's breathing in his ears was very smooth, as if she was asleep, but Mu Xiyan just knew that she was not asleep.
After a long time, when the drowsiness swept over again, Jiang Danqiu's hesitant voice was particularly clear in the silence, "You...... Forget it, go to sleep. β
Mu Xiyan turned over, her face turned outward, her bed was directly opposite Jiang Danqiu's bed, this posture was just enough to look at Jiang Danqiu's sleeping position, but unfortunately the night was too dark, and she could only see a piece of black hemp.
Mu Xiyan smiled, Jiang Danqiu was still as careful as ever, obviously with a stomach full of questions, but he could endure not asking anything.
This kind of patience is not something that ordinary people can do, she sighed secretly, it seems that Jiang Danqiu had a very hard time when she was a child!
I don't know if it's because of the feeling of sympathy makes people let go of their defenses, or because Tang Xinyue's unknown hostility makes her upset, Mu Xiyan suddenly wants to talk.
"What do you want to know?" may be the reason why he hasn't spoken for a long time, Mu Xiyan's voice is a little hoarse, like a jade bead mixed into a soybean when it falls to the ground, with a slight flaw.
In the dark, the six senses will become extremely keen, Jiang Danqiu felt that Mu Xiyan's words were vaguely uneasy, she opened her mouth and asked, "Are you restless because of Tang Xinyue?"
Mu Xiyan let out a soft "um", and it can indeed be said that how did Tang Xinyue know her mother? Or through whom did she know her mother? At this moment, she wanted to know what Tang Xinyue's true identity was?
Jiang Danqiu was not surprised by Mu Xiyan's answer at all, she had already expected it in her heart, the question she really wanted to ask was more private, so she hesitated and hesitated.
Mu Xiyan saw Jiang Danqiu's hesitation, so he said: "My mother died when I was five years old and was killed by mistake. β
One sentence sums up many issues and reveals many things.
Mu Xiyan's mother passed away when she was five years old, and according to age, when Mu Xiyan's mother died, Tang Xinyue was five years old at most, so they couldn't have hatred or anything like that, the most important thing was to "mistakenly kill" the two of them.
There are so many people in the world who pass away every day, and this kind of thing is called manslaughter if it sounds good, and it is called buying homicide.
Jiang Danqiu didn't have any hope of wanting to study the fish (harmony) anymore, Mu Xiyan was able to say this extent, beyond her expectations, and felt as if it was taken for granted, under the cover of the night, the corners of her mouth were raised high, and the depression that had been depressed for a long time in her heart was temporarily relaxed.
Mu Xiyan was a little sleepy, and when his sleepy eyes were hazy, Jiang Danqiu's sudden voice drove away the sleepiness.
"I haven't seen my mom!"
Mu Xiyan was stunned for a moment, and then he didn't know if his brain was pumping or what's going on, so he said stupidly: "You are more pitiful than me." At least her mom had been with her for five years.
"Flutter. Jiang Danqiu couldn't help laughing, the sad atmosphere was broken by this short whisper, and the next words, Jiang Danqiu said more smoothly.
"It is said that my mother died in childbirth, she had a serious heart condition, and she was not suitable for conceiving children, my father loved my mother very much, and he always felt that if it weren't for me, my mother would not have died-"
"Nonsense!" Mu Xiyan interrupted Jiang Danqiu's words angrily, suddenly sat up and pressed the light switch, and the dark room instantly became bright.
The sudden light made Jiang Danqiu's eyes narrow, and before she could get used to it, Mu Xiyan jumped across from her, and asked menacingly: "Danqiu, is you the only child in your family?"
Jiang Danqiu didn't understand that this was the singing at all, but she didn't delay her honest nod.
Mu Xiyan clenched his fist with one hand and smashed it into the palm of his other hand, and his momentum was still undiminished and he said to himself: I knew it would be like this!
She pulled Jiang Danqiu's clothes and said solemnly: "Danqiu, have you always blamed yourself?
Jiang Danqiu's expression instantly darkened, and he didn't speak, this was already the best answer.
Mu Xiyan said anxiously: "How can I blame you for this?"
"Why can't you blame me?" Jiang Danqiu looked at Mu Xiyan, with unwillingness in her eyes that even she didn't notice. "If it weren't for me, my mom wouldn't have died!"
"Then have you thought about why you came back to this world?" asked Mu Xiyan.
Jiang Danqiu was asked.
The sex (I hope no river crab) education in this world has been popularized very early, and it is impossible for Jiang Danqiu not to understand it.
Mu Xiyan said in a disdainful tone: "Your father obviously knew that your mother's health was not good and made her pregnant, and it should be your father who wants to investigate the culprit." β
Jiang Danqiu was stunned for a while, not knowing how to refute.
Mu Xiyan continued to work hard, "What? Could it be that what I said was wrong?" she sneered, "If your dad can control the two taels of meat under him, naturally it will be none of your business." β
"If you really want to talk about it, you are also a victim, your father imposed his selfish ideas on you, causing you to have an unhappy childhood, but he never introspected. β
Jiang Danqiu was silent, she had never thought about it like this before, she always felt that she had killed her mother when she was born, and she had been in debt for so long, and suddenly found out that she was also a victim of this matter, and she felt that a corner of her heart collapsed.
Mu Xiyan also regretted that she shouldn't have said so much when she saw her so uncomfortable, but if she didn't break it, Jiang Danqiu would always live in self-blame, and she would not be happy in this life.
She would rather live a clear and painful life than accept any mess, the so-called deception of everything for your good.
"Yes...... But my dad really loves my mom, his bedside table and my mom's wedding photos, the furnishings in the house have never changed for so many years, there are countless women who want to be my stepmother, and he never saves face for those womenββ"
"Danqiu!" Mu Xiyan interrupted Jiang Danqiu's words: "What if your father loves your mother? If your father really loves your mother to the point of desperation, there will be no appearance of you at all." β
If you want to pick out the thorn, it will definitely hurt, and after enduring this pain, you will be fine.
Jiang Danqiu hesitated, convincing Mu Xiyan as if convincing himself, "It's not like this, it's my mother who stubbornly wants to give birth to me, and my dad can't have me if my mother can't have me." β