Chapter 31: Pretending to be Crazy and Selling Foolishness (10)

Liang Sheng suddenly stared at her for a long time, and said in a trance: "Zhen'er, Aunt Wanjun, she ...... That's not true. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 info you ...... It's not like that......"

"Are you disappointed?" she smiled bitterly, also in a trance, the fragments of memories when she first heard that her boyfriend was engaged to someone else in her previous life flooded into her mind, "Some people, you think you understand, but at a certain moment you find that you don't understand at all." When she went to her boyfriend and questioned her boyfriend's parents, the fragments of memory followed, "You think you know a lot of people, but you don't know any of them." Before that, many, many fragments of memory were scattered into sand and tangled into a ball of water into her mind, whether it was at school, in society, or at home that she once thought she had, in addition to the loved ones, friends and lovers who had long been lost, her courage became smaller and smaller, and she tried again and again, always in exchange for being hurt again and again, "All you know is what they deliberately show, and what you think he is like and beautify." Once at a time, bit by bit, there have long been strange things to be found, but in fact, we just ignore them. At a certain moment, I realized in my heart that he was really like this, and they were really like this. If you can't accept it for a while, you just can't accept that you have been deceived by yourself for so long, and you have been deceived by yourself for so long, and it has nothing to do with others. And then from a certain moment on, you yourself change, and you can no longer trust a person completely from the beginning. Because, you are afraid of being deceived by yourself again. The most frightening thing is that it has been proven that there is no one worthy of your full trust. ā€

"No, it's not like that, I ...... you" Liang Sheng wanted to argue urgently.

"You've always been genuine to me, I know, thank you. She looked at Liang Sheng and said sincerely, "I believe in you." Except for my father, I dare to believe you this time, and I believe that you will not let me down one day. So I treat you sincerely and never want to deliberately embellish myself. Maybe you still remember me as an innocent child who seems to be five or six years old, since you and I have known me, and I have been the same for ten years. But ten years later, I'm no longer stupid, and I'm what you can't accept now. You may think that I am too scheming, and I treat everyone with a scheming eye. I'm just trying to protect myself. ā€

Liang Sheng frowned, and his eyes kept flashing with distressed and tangled eyes.

"There's nothing wrong with me doing this, is it? It's not that scheming people are bad people. Do you think I'm bad?"

Liang Sheng immediately shook his head.

"That's it. I'm scheming, but I'm not a bad person. Aunt Wanjun is the same. Your impression of Aunt Wanjun is too good, so I say it now, you can't accept it for a while, and you will even think that I am slandering her. But I don't think she's scheming, and I don't think she's a bad person. No one is perfect, no matter how kind a person is, it is inevitable that he will gradually become step-by-step in a dangerous environment, and his scheming will gradually become deeper, just to make his life better. ā€

The distress and entanglement in Liang Sheng's eyes finally turned into self-blame.

"Brother Liang, I know that you and my father have been trying their best to protect me. You've done your best. It's just that I can't, and I don't want to, be protected by others all the time. I know you don't feel like I'm a burden to you, and I don't want to be a burden to you. In her previous life, it had become a habit that she only had herself, but now that she has the general's father and Liang Sheng, she is very moved, but she has long forgotten how to rely on others.

I remember that my boyfriend in my previous life once complained, "You are not cute at all, you have never been coquettish with me, and you will bear any difficulties by yourself." You don't want to think about it, you have me, can you rely on me? Sometimes I feel that you don't trust me at all, and you don't think of me as your boyfriend. ā€

So, he ended up marrying a girlfriend who was coquettish and would rely on him for everything. It was his parents who matched, and he really changed his mind. It's that she's not cute, so when a cute girl comes along, it's only natural that he falls in love with that girl instead.

She is learning, she has them in this life, she will occasionally be coquettish to them and ask for help, but she feels that she has been willful, and she dare not ask them more. Maybe she's scared. If she learns to rely on others again, relying on Liang Sheng or the general's father, then one day, the general's father and Liang Sheng are no longer by her side, what should she do? So, it's better to always rely on herself, just rely on herself all the time.

So she will admire Erniang a little, and admire a woman who relies on herself and not on a man for everything. Aunt Wanjun has always relied on herself, she just wants to rely on her daughter. I just want to rely on others, but I have put myself in a vulnerable position.

"You are not a burden to us, never will be. Liang Sheng already knew who she was, but he couldn't help but blurt out.

She had already said what she should say, and she didn't want to analyze herself too much and confess herself, so she smiled playfully and said, "I'm not." Therefore, you will never feel tired of facing me, and you will take the initiative to love me for the rest of your life. ā€

Liang Sheng was stunned for a moment, but soon smiled and said, "Okay, I don't need you to rely on me, I will take the initiative to love you for the rest of my life." After a while, Liang Sheng added, "Be your good brother for the rest of your life." ā€

Her relationship with him is limited to brother and sister, and she has already made it clear. Now it is Liang Sheng who emphasizes it over and over again. It can be seen how much Liang Sheng cherishes her. She didn't want to be a burden to him, he volunteered to be good to her, and he didn't want his own kindness to her to become a burden to her. clearly let her know that he cherishes her so much, even if he is just a good brother to her for the rest of his life.

She suddenly wanted to lean on Liang Sheng's lap, and did the same. Liang Sheng was a little surprised, but he quickly cooperated so that she could rest her head comfortably on his lap.

"Actually, I'm a little disappointed. If only Aunt Wanjun was as sincere as she was when she was a child, and she didn't care about gains and losses, she would treat me well. She leaned on Liang Sheng's lap and muttered.

"Didn't you say that Aunt Wanjun is scheming, but doesn't that mean she's a bad person?" Liang Sheng said and helped her pull the broken hair that slipped from her sideburns behind her ears.

"That's what I said. But whether a person is genuinely good to you or good to you because of interests, you yourself feel that it is always different. She muttered, her voice getting quieter. It seems that lying on Liang Sheng's lap can't be said to be relieved, so relieved that he doesn't feel his feet hurt.

"Then you don't want to accept her favor?" Liang Sheng's voice seemed to become smaller, and it was even more like coaxing a child to sleep.

"Oops, this human affection is the essential. It's just that I received it, and I will have to remember to return her in the future. Remember to pay her back......"

"Zhen'er, are you asleep?" Liang Sheng smiled and touched her head, "Sleep, sleep......"

"Not yet, soon. She actually answered.

Liang Sheng suddenly laughed, "What's the matter?"

"Ming'er, remember to help me call Dr. Zhang. I'm not pretending to be crazy. When Liang Sheng thought she was asleep again, she added again, "Didn't Aunt Wanjun remind me." She can see that I am pretending to be crazy, and the saint is not stupid today, and she can't be deceived by others. I'd better get better as soon as possible. ā€

"Okay, don't pretend. Liang Sheng didn't have any objections, he didn't care about accompanying her for most of the day, and his shoulder was also injured, but he said that if he didn't pretend, he wouldn't pretend.

She was very annoyed, "Alas, I knew I wouldn't pretend in the first place." Save myself a sore foot. Does your shoulder still hurt?"

"My shoulder doesn't hurt anymore. Your feet hurt, so go to sleep. Well, it doesn't hurt when you fall asleep. ā€

"Liar, how can it not hurt. Brother Liang Sheng, you big liar...... Big liars ......"

This time she was sure she was asleep. Liang Sheng smiled bitterly, moved his shoulders without alarming her, and took a silent breath. It really hurts! But how could he cry out in front of her and make her worry. But she still has to be called a big liar, Liang Sheng is really bitter. Looking at her sleeping face with a pouting one moment and a smile on the corner of her mouth the next, Liang Sheng was bitter in his heart.