Chapter 270: Feeling Lost
The next day, Leng Feng woke up early, but he refused to get up, still lying under the covers, thinking about what had happened last night.
When escorting Mo Ran home last night, her speed was always high, and many vehicles on the road chose to dodge.
Fortunately, nothing bad happened on the road, and Mo Ran went straight home.
After staying in the sky above the Mo family manor for a long time, Leng Feng returned to the bar and fell asleep directly.
Thinking about what Mo Ran said last night, Leng Feng's heart was mixed.
Mo Ran would say this, which he never expected.
"What should I do?" the cold wind pulled the quilt over his head, and he was extremely irritable.
He didn't even want to go to tonight's business dinner.
Although he had promised Zhang Yinghan, he just wanted to spend the day quietly now, and he didn't want to think too much about other things.
Leng Feng closed his eyes and tried to put himself to sleep, but now he didn't have any sleepiness and couldn't sleep at all.
And as soon as he closed his eyes, he thought of Mo Ran's tear-stained cheeks last night, and her sad words.
He had never felt this way before, but after last night, he gradually had a strange shadow in his heart.
"Do I really like her?" Leng Feng's eyes widened, and his heart began to struggle, "No, this is impossible, I obviously already like Zhang Yinghan, how can I like someone else." ”
Leng Feng grabbed his head in both hands and jumped up from the bed.
Mo Ran's appearance kept coming to his mind, and he was about to collapse.
Mo Ran has always pulled down his face to accompany him, and for two consecutive months, he rushed to the bar every day to sing rain or shine.
For two months in a row, I sang a different song every day without any repetition.
Leng Feng held his head and fell under the bed, taking deep breaths.
Now he feels like he's going crazy.
Mo's manor, Moran's room.
Mo Ran leaned on the pillow, holding the hugging bear that the cold wind gave her in her hands.
And on her bedside table, there were pistols and daggers given to her by the cold wind.
In the palm of her hand, there is a black feather hidden.
That's on the wings of the cold wind.
She hadn't slept all night......
Mo Ran took a soft breath, then turned his head to look out the window.
A ray of sunlight shone through the window and shone on her, as if the heavens were taking pity on this distressing girl.
Today's sun is warm, it doesn't feel hot, and it feels comfortable to shine on your body.
"Did I do something wrong last night?" Mo Ran hugged the hugging bear that the cold wind gave her, and she had the urge to cry again.
In the dark night bar, the cold wind came out of the bathroom, no matter how hard he tried to let himself sleep, he still couldn't do it, so he could only choose to get up and take a shower.
Leng Feng poured himself a cup of packaged coffee, then sat down on the window seat, watching the sun crawl high into the sky.
When the sun shone on the cold wind, he only felt extremely warm.
After drinking coffee for a while, Leng Feng suddenly thought of the beach he had taken to last time.
It is a quiet place, like a fairyland, peaceful, beautiful, and can make people subconsciously relax.
Leng Feng drank the coffee in the cup in one go, put the cup on the table, and walked out of the bar.
At this time, it was not yet seven o'clock in the morning, the sun had not completely climbed into the sky, and Ling Ying and the others had not woken up.
Leng Feng took a deep breath, stretched out his wings, and flew high into the air.
Today is Monday, and the people of H City are ushering in a new week, and many people are busy with their lives.
As for the cold wind, he fell into a boundless irritability.
Because Mo Ran's shadow appeared in his mind, although it was small, but it also appeared, and he couldn't erase Mo Ran's shadow from his heart.
That's why he is very irritable and depressed.
But after last night's incident, Leng Feng couldn't mention any disgust and dissatisfaction with Mo Ran.
Because...... That's a girl who loves her so much.
How could he make her sad again.
It's just, together? It's impossible, at least not right now.
Perhaps, not in the future.
The cold wind flies high in the sky, and since the weather has begun to turn to summer, it does not feel cold when flying high in the sky.
The refreshing feeling of flying in the air is the most enjoyable of the cold wind, the feeling of doing what you want, and the feeling of looking down on the world, are not felt by others.
Soaring under the blue sky, it's something that almost everyone in the world dreams of.
If the wings of the cold wind are white, then he is like an angel.
But Leng Feng likes black wings very much, and he is glad that his wings are black, he doesn't want to be an angel.
Flying can always save a lot of time to hurry, and it only took fifteen minutes for the cold wind to come to the seaside where Mo Ran took him at the beginning.
After flying through the dense woods, the cold wind can clearly see the blue sea even without the use of eagle eyes.
The sea breeze with a faint salty smell blows through the cold wind, and he enjoys the feeling.
The cold wind landed on the beach and retracted its wings.
His feet were on the soft sand, leaving footprints one after another.
The waves of the sea are constantly washing up the beach, wetting the sand on the beach.
The cold wind stopped, and stood where the waves had just been wet, looking at the endless sea and the reef two hundred meters from the beach.
He remembered that when he first came, he hugged Mo Ran and flew to the reef, Mo Ran lay on his lap and cried for a long time, and finally fell asleep.
After pondering for a while, Leng Feng was suddenly stunned, he didn't understand why he thought of Mo Ran.
The cold wind shook his head vigorously, throwing all his thoughts out, he just wanted to come here and be quiet, and he didn't want to think about anything.
Even when he was going to accompany Zhang Yinghan to a business dinner tonight, he threw it out and didn't think about it anymore.
Leng Feng exhaled, stretched out his wings, and flew to the reef two hundred meters away.
The sound of the waves kept ringing in the ears of the cold wind, and he withdrew his wings and sat on the edge of the reef, his legs less than a meter from the surface of the sea, and it only took a big wave to wet his legs.
It's just that Leng Feng didn't care about this, he just wanted to be quiet and relax.
"Master, if you're still here, how nice it would be" Leng Feng looked down at the blue sea and said to himself: "So that I have someone to talk to, and someone to guide me in the direction, I'm confused." ”
It's been three years, and he has been persevering in the past three years, allowing himself to live hard.
On the day Mu Shiyun died, he really wanted to end himself.
For Leng Feng, losing Mu Shiyun is like losing the whole world.
He couldn't accept the whole thing.
It's just that he survived and spent three years.
Leng Feng put aside other thoughts, and simply missed Mu Shiyun, the master who raised him as an adult.
Thinking of Mu Shiyun, Leng Feng's heart became very calm, and there were no other thoughts in his mind.
And this time, he didn't lose control of his emotions.
The sea breeze swept through his body, ruffled the strands of hair on his forehead, and blew his thin coat.
The sea splashed and dripped on his clothes.
The cold wind slowly raised his left hand, and a black feather appeared in his hand, but it was soon blown up by the sea breeze and floated into the air.
"Whirring ......"
Leng Feng looked up at the feathers that were getting higher and higher by the sea breeze, and all that was left in his ears was the sound of the wind.
Mo Ran was right, this is indeed a very peaceful and good place to relax.
Especially on this reef, the cold wind has entered an unprecedented tranquility.
Yes, just the sound of the waves crashing against the reef and the salty sea breeze.
He's starting to love the seaside.
Each seaside has a different meaning, and he has been to many seashores before.
But now, he only likes this one.
That's the tranquil beach, no one to disturb it, and it's like a world for him now.
In the past, he never imagined love, until he remembered Zhang Yinghan and chose to stay here to find her.
After reuniting with Zhang Yinghan again, he discovered his changes and began to familiarize himself with what love is.
Mo Ran's appearance was something he didn't expect, and he didn't expect her to entangle him.
Time ticked minute by minute, and the cold wind sat on this reef for an hour.
It wasn't until he was so hungry that he woke up from his contemplation.
Only then did he realize that he had not eaten breakfast, but only had a cup of coffee.
"Hoo ......"
Leng Feng let out a long breath, trying to spit out all his troubles.
He felt lost.
What to do in the future?
Maybe it's time for him to think about finding someone he can love to spend the rest of his life with.
The person found it, and that was Zhang Yinghan.
But does Zhang Yinghan love him?
Zhang Yinghan will care about him, but that is not love.
Leng Feng gradually discovered that there were two people who could affect all his emotions.
One is Zhang Yinghan.
There is another one, that is, Mo Ran.
The cold wind shook his head, now he was hungry and didn't want to think too much.
"Maybe it's time for me to go. Leng Feng smiled bitterly, stretched out his wings, and flew high into the air.
After he flew away, Mo Ran walked out of the woods, looking at the cold wind flying higher and higher, and a teardrop dripped from her eyes.
She had already come, but she didn't dare to appear in front of the cold wind.
She was afraid, afraid to meet the cold wind.
Because she didn't know what Leng Feng thought now, she didn't dare to meet Leng Feng again until she was sure of Leng Feng's thoughts.
It's just that her heart is shrouded in longing.
She misses the cold wind and the time she spent with him.
But when Leng Feng and Zhang Yinghan talked about it last night, they deliberately didn't talk about the part with Mo Ran.
This really broke Mo Ran's heart.
This made Mo Ran feel that Leng Feng had never cared about her.
She really guessed correctly, Leng Feng, she really never cared, she never had.