Chapter 10: A Transformation of Character
"Child, do you know why that child would go out of his way to save that child he didn't know?" Meixin's mother looked at Wang Wanling, with an indescribable tenderness in her eyes
Of course I know, because she's stupid, she's stupid! And even more because it's those pathetic kindnesses, right! Just like that stinky girl of mine! Wang Wanling looked at Meixin's mother silently, and only raised her eyebrows slightly
On the contrary, I actually think the same as you, losing her life to save someone you don't know, is it really worth it for my daughter to do this? Maybe life is indeed equal to life (life = life), but I don't think so, I selfishly think that this is an inequality, and other people's lives do not represent my daughter's life (other people's lives≠ daughter's lives). Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info but I can't change anything!" Meixin's mother expressed helplessness what she wanted to express
"At the beginning, I was also very selfish and thought that it was not worth it, it was really not worth it. From my point of view, as a parent, I look at this issue, why would that child risk his life to save someone he didn't know, why should he do this. If I hadn't helped, I wouldn't have encountered this kind of thing, let alone lost my life because of it... Heaven is unfair, very unfair! I hate, I resent~ but is it useful? People are gone, she sees us living with resentment like this, can she go with peace of mind?" Meixin's mother wiped the hot liquid from the corner of her eyes, but tears flowed out again
"Three years is not a long time, but it is not a short time, and after a long time, I will think about it. When I changed my perspective and tried to look at this problem from the perspective of the child who was sorry, I asked myself, perhaps, I might have been like that girl at that time, and of course I didn't want to show how great I was, let alone prove how noble I was. In the face of death, everyone will be afraid, panicked, and afraid. But even so, I still don't want to see the person in front of me fall in a pool of blood because of my own fear, because of my cowardice and retreat, after all, what is in front of me is a person, a living life, when you see a living life disappear from your eyes in an instant, how will you feel! Can you accept it?"
These words hit Wang Wanling deeply, she seemed to understand why her girl did that at that time, and she didn't seem to understand anything. Why do you rush out when you are afraid? Why? Isn't it good to stand quietly and watch? Just like those who are watching from the sidelines? Why should you pay attention to other people's affairs? Obviously you are just strangers you don't know!
Meixin's mother sobbed softly, it was really not a good feeling to talk about her daughter's choice, but the girl's thoughts in front of her were obviously dangerous.
Meixin's mother wiped her tears again, looking at Wang Wanling's eyes, but they were firm and helpless, "At least I know that if I don't help, I will be very uncomfortable, I can help but don't help, I don't want to go." A child who could have been lively, cute and has a bright future, because he chose not to help and caused death because he knew what he could, my own conscience would be unbearable, really. Child. Do you understand what Auntie said?"
Meixin's mother pulled Wang Wanling, who was contemplating, to the sofa and sat down
"Child, do you know how a person can live to be happy and meaningful?"
Does it make sense? What does that mean? I haven't thought about this kind of thing at all, and I don't think about anything like that. Wang Wanling frowned slightly, and the words turned too fast, so that her thinking couldn't keep up for a while, and now her mind was very confused and like a blank, and she could only look at her in confusion
"Maybe in the eyes of many people, only money, status, and honor are the most important, but in my opinion......" Meixin's mother shook her head and sighed
I think that if people want to live a meaningful life, the most important thing is to make themselves happy, to work hard for the people around them, and to work hard for the happiness of the people around them. When you see a sincere and pure smile, you will also be infected, and maybe there will be a little touch!"
As Mei Xin's mother spoke, she wiped the corners of her eyes again, as if she recalled the past.
"Maybe this kind of life seems stupid and idiotic to others. But I think that no matter what other people think, as long as you feel happy and happy, that is the most important thing. It's easiest not to live in other people's mouths, at least, that's how our family spends it."
"Having a lot of money, a high position, or an honor. Will such a person really be happy in such a life?"
"Kid, do you think..."
"Is it all done?" Your brainwashing method was successful, at least it touched me. But you don't know me, if you all know what happened to me, maybe you would have blasted me out as a pervert a long time ago! Wang Wanling interrupted Meixin's mother's words, "I'm sleepy, I can leave after that, right?"
Perhaps, no one can understand her heart, even if she says it, who knows, and who will believe what happened to her? Perhaps, this is the real Wang Wanling, who doesn't understand the amorous feelings, and other people's affairs have something to do with herself.
I think very radically, even if it makes sense, as long as it doesn't come out of that girl's mouth, it still has nothing to do with me, even if I really feel it
The transformation of a delinquent teenager, the transformation of a delinquent teenager who once only knew how to fight, smoke and drink, never studied hard, and was long abandoned by school, perhaps the original consciousness of this body hindered his bad behavior, and everything was quietly carried out in this darkness, and no one noticed it
Although I feel that it has nothing to do with me, maybe it is because of this body that I can listen to this couple so much. Maybe it's because I don't know when I became so sentimental, and even changed my habit of swearing. That's why I'll hear so much. Who understands? Wang Wanling admits that she doesn't understand it, and she doesn't want to understand it!
Every time I think of the old Gao who pouts when he is angry, or the girl who always loves to pout her little mouth and looks angry, she is always angry and funny in her heart, and more distressed...
Meixin's parents looked at her helplessly and let her walk silently to the room. When her back was about to disappear from view, she only sighed, 'Son, don't push yourself too hard. Be open to everything, or life will make you miserable!'
After that, only the soft sobs and sighs of the parents could be heard.........
Walked back to the room and closed the door, lying on the bed frantically tossing and turning. Her mind was full of tonight's conversation, and she couldn't sleep, so she had to go to the window and look at the dim lights in the community.
Just after ten o'clock, under the dim street lamps of the community, only the figures of the owners who had just come home from work and some children were chasing and playing. Perhaps, the only thing that a person can do carefree is innocence, laugh when he is happy, and cry when he is sad. As time slowly grows into society, emotions will not be so indulgent, know how to suppress, know how to understand, and even, understand tolerance...
She sighed and looked up at the boundless sky, understanding, tolerance, can she do it? Seeing a meteor slipping, she sighed bitterly, since she was a child, she heard the dean say, a meteor falls, it means that a life has come to an end, who will leave this world tonight! Looking at the fleeting starlight, her lost heart added a lot of sadness
In fact, looking back, isn't what happened to Yang Meixin's sister exactly the same as that girl? They all died from a car accident that shouldn't have happened.
God can only be blamed for all this, it is all because of the injustice of God and the injustice of fate, why good people always don't live long, and bad people can still get away with it. That girl is like this, and so is Sister Meixin. Is it because they are too kind-hearted, because they are too kind-hearted? Is it really as the old saying goes?
Good people don't live long, and bad people live for a hundred years. If this is the case, then who will do good deeds, obviously good people do not live long. Does anyone think they're impatient, it's...
Wang Wanling returned to the bedside, lying quietly on the bed with her eyes closed, thinking, her long upturned eyelashes were moist, which made people feel distressed
Or God arranged a different life for her, a life. didn't say it before, and then it turned out to be an inexplicable male to female, and then I heard about Meixin's sister, and found that as long as it was a good-hearted person, it would happen. This kind of life, this kind of life, in addition to, scolding the thief, she really doesn't know how to express it
Nanke has a dream, a life. In life, there will always be a moment to wake up. Whether happy, sad, happy or painful. When I woke up, everything was in the past.
Sadly, all of this is a living, ironclad fact that I am not waking up and passing dreams
Wang Wanling only now realized that she had changed, really changed, from the previous meaningless life in school to inferiority complex and confused...... When did I become so sentimental, why did I become so cranky, I didn't know how to do it before!
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In the midst of this confusion of thoughts, he was about to fall asleep in a daze, but he heard a soft knock on the door
"Who?"
"Child, are you asleep? it's me, Auntie!" responded Mei Xin's mother outside the door
"What's the matter, come in and tell me!" Wang Wanling put on her slippers, wiped her sleepy eyes, and walked crookedly to open the door
"Child, I shouldn't have disturbed your rest now, but because the company has something to do tomorrow, I have to go out now, so I have something I want to ask you."
"Oh, what's the matter? Just say what you can."
"It's about Mei Xin's girl, it's like this..."
(End of chapter)