Chapter 141: Final Decision

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"......" He was speechless, thinking that he had killed Xin'er.

"Xin'er is dead, why aren't you dead?" he asked himself again.

"I can't die. "He was dying.

"You're just afraid of death!" he despised himself.

Xin'er spent so much effort to heal me, and she never wanted to see me despise my life. That's cowardly behavior!" he argued.

"You're just greedy for life and afraid of death!" he pierced himself.

"I didn't!" he said, helpless.

Every day, he was at war with heaven and man, despise himself for being greedy for life and afraid of death, and on the other hand, he defended himself, and fought with himself in his heart.

He obviously has nothing to love in life, but he refuses to die, he always feels that his life should not end here, and the story should not end here, so he procrastinates.

He once stood on the embankment, looking at the rolling river, and wanted to jump down, a hundred; he also stood on the edge of the cliff, trying to take another step forward, he could fall into the abyss, whenever this time, Xin'er's bright little face appeared in front of him, instinctively, he felt that Xiao Xinxin would not like his death-seeking behavior, and would look down on him, so he couldn't make up his mind.

He was not interested in anything, he lost his baggage and money, he was hungry without food, and he had no place to sleep in the wilderness, but fortunately the horses were still with him. In the end, he fell ill in the wilderness and was picked up by Zhao Ziyi. Then, he traveled around with Zhao Ziyi, gradually returned to normal, and was able to think rationally.

He thought about Xin'er's accident again from the beginning:

He and Meng Qingquan's ensemble caused Xin'er to be angry, Xin'er scolded him for being "three-inch-ding", the old lady locked Xin'er in the Buddhist hall, he and Xin'er quarreled with letters, Xin'er ran away from home, the tiger went crazy, and Xin'er lost her life......

He had no doubt that he had harmed Xin'er, but were some things too coincidental? For example, the old lady locked up Xin'er, for example, the tiger went crazy, for example, a tiger as big as Huangshan could find Xin'er, but Moyun didn't find it.

The most intolerable thing for him is that not long after Xin'er died, his mother praised Meng Qingquan in front of him, hoping that he would marry a new love and forget his old love!

He didn't dare to think about it anymore, and his heart ached when he thought about it.

In the end, he decided to go to Beijing and take the entrance examination, no longer pinning his hopes on his family's favor for him, if this favor was useful, Xin'er would not die. He wants to have his own power and authority, and then quietly track down the events of the year.

Soon after he entered Beijing, his family made him and Meng Qingquan even more determined. He had already stated that he would not marry Meng Qingquan, but the elders still set a marriage for him, and his heart was as cold as ice - this is love!

The family affair can be decided, and the marriage can still tie him up?

He ignored it and just worked hard as an official.

He wants to be the first traitor and powerful minister in Dajing!

Although the tiger went crazy in the Songyuan hut in the East, he didn't doubt the old Hades, because the old Hades really liked Xin'er, don't look at the old and the young often quarrel, they are not serious. Such a strange-tempered person, but he is willing to bother to make all kinds of beauty and skin care creams for Xin'er, and Xiao Xinxin is not angry when he pulls his beard.

After Xin'er was imprisoned in the Buddhist hall, he was not worried about her body, so he pretended to be sick and attracted the old king of Hades, asking Xin'er if her menstrual cramps could be cured.

The old king of Hades had a straight face at that time and said: "If it's not good, you deserve it! Silly girl, you will be able to deal with me with all your cleverness when you use all your cleverness to deal with my old man, and you will know the good things that anger me and coax me!"

Because of this trust, he dared to let Dongfang pour ink to diagnose Liang Xinming's pulse.

This time, Dongfang Dumping Mo released the rumor that he had a hidden illness, also to help him. As a result, his elders ignored his body, still did not withdraw from his family, and tolerated Meng Qingquan's retreat in the Wang family, using him as a tool for marriage.

In that case, what else is there to hesitate about?

He took the imperial examination not to glorify his ancestors, but to Xin'er. He wants to take over the Wang family, find out what happened back then, and seek justice for Xin'er.

The spring breeze passes, and the peach blossoms fly.

The pink petals fell on the three teenagers under the tree, which was picturesque.

Everyone was looking at it, and suddenly saw the wide sleeves of the man in red in the middle move slightly, and pulled out a cyan bamboo flute from his waist, which was as green as jade.

Since that incident, he has stopped playing the flute and switched to playing the flute.

The flute sound flies, clear and mellow, such as a clear spring talc, such as a birdsong deep stream, such as the wind blowing willows, such as rain hitting plantains, this is a typical Jiangnan style. Everyone was taken by him to the south of the Yangtze River, where the birds were singing and the flowers were fragrant, and wandering among the beautiful landscapes.

Liang Xinming's feelings are very different, this is her favorite Jiangnan song back then, at the moment, although the tune is cheerful, it implies a faint spring sorrow and longing.

Wang Heng is missing her!

She motioned for the maid to bring the harp and reconcile it with her. Very easily, she followed him, back to the old days, back to Huayang Town.

Since she told Mrs. Wang that if Wang Heng agreed to marry Meng Qingquan, she would let the Wang family give her a letter of resignation and that she was going to leave the Wang family, Mrs. Wang and the old lady never talked about the incident in front of her, and Ruotong and others also restored her to the title of little grandmother, and everything returned to normal, as if that incident had never happened.

Wang Hengzhong understood the Yuan, and there were many guests in Huayang Town, the sons of the family and the daughters of the eunuchs, and a social banquet of the upper class lasted for several days in Huayang Town.

The beauty is like a cloud, and she is dazzled.

Meng Qingquan's appearance is not the most outstanding among these girls, the most outstanding is a Zhou girl, who is a distant relative of the Wang family, the daughter of Shexian County Xuejiao, and her appearance can be called a sinking fish and a goose, and a shy flower in the closed moon.

Of course, Lin Xin'er will not show timidity, and she will deal with it with all her spirit. However, after a few days passed, she was shocked to find that Wang Heng was a little lost!

She thought that his past life was too simple, and he suddenly came into contact with this drunken life, and was dazzled by all kinds of sycophants and the favor of beauties. She couldn't let him go on like this, so she took him away from the banquet that night under the pretext of having a headache, hoping to use his love for her to wake him up.

She was glad that she had succeeded in getting him out.

As soon as she left the courtyard and left the hustle and bustle behind, she felt that her whole body and mind were at peace. On a silent autumn night, he carried her on the verandah of the annex and slowly climbed up, hoping to go to the earth.

When he returned to the room, he took pity on her and stayed with her until she fell asleep, when she thought he would not go to the guest house again.

However, she miscalculated the great temptation of Hongchen's prosperity to the sixteen-year-old.

Wang Heng not only went to the guest house, but also took the young men and women to the Xinxiang Pavilion for a night banquet, and also played with Meng Qingquan's qin and flute, playing "Mountains and Flowing Water"! When he heard those teenagers and girls whispering that they were a natural pair, he did not shy away from stopping to explain, but he was afraid that he was still very proud.

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Today is Kao'er's lucky birthday, I wish Kao'er a happy birthday and eternal youth!