The third and twelfth episode Ding Ling and Tang Jun
The third and second rounds, Ding Ling and Tang Jun
The two sat silently opposite each other for a long time, neither looked at each other, nor did they speak, as if they didn't know what to say, and the air seemed a little oppressive. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
In the end, it was Ding Ling who spoke first: "Your injuries are all healed, right?"
"It's all right. Tang Jun hurriedly replied, "Thank you for coming to see me." ā
Ding Ling bit her lip lightly, hesitated for a long time, and said in a low voice: "I'm going to leave Nanjing tomorrow." ā
Tang Jun looked up at her, and stopped talking.
When Ding Ling saw it, she said slowly and calmly: "You don't have to say anything, I understand." I am also very touched that you are so infatuated with Cen Mengjiao. I am glad to see you meet such a beautiful, noble, gentle woman. ā
"Miss Ding, I'm ......" Tang Jun understood her affection, but he didn't know how to treat her.
Ding Lingqiang smiled: "Don't worry, don't worry about me." She looked at him and smiled again, "I'll take care of myself." It's time for me to go. With that, he stood up and walked to the door.
Tang Jun didn't stop her, and he didn't seem to have any intention of retaining her. He knew that he could only dissuade her with this silence, and although he knew it would hurt her, he could only do it. He only hopes that when she goes, she can meet someone who can heal her wounds, so that her wounds will heal and recover quickly.
Ding Ling only felt a sense of sadness hit her heart, she hoped that Tang Jun could keep her, even if she called her again, she would stay without complaint and accompany him for the rest of her life.
However, he did not speak. She had already walked to the door, and finally couldn't help but stop, stood for a few seconds, and turned around and said, "Tang Jun, tell Miss Cen that I hope she won't fail you." Before she could finish speaking, tears welled up in her eyes, and she held back her tears, quickly turned around and ran out the door.
Tang Jun's heart was stunned, and he chased to the door and stopped, only to see her back disappear at the turn of the corridor.
After dinner, Cen Mengjiao came to Tang Jun's room.
Tang Jun was pleasantly surprised when he saw her coming.
It turned out that when Cen Mengjiao saw Ding Ling coming to Tang Jun, she wanted to bring the two of them together and reduce her apologies for Tang Jun's life-saving grace. Unexpectedly, the maid said that Miss Ding left not long after. So, she came to Tang Jun.
"Tang Gongzi," Cen Mengjiao said, "Why don't you leave Miss Ding to eat?"
Tang Jun said: "Mengjiao, you are always reluctant to call my name. Could it be that the word 'Tang Jun' is so difficult to call?"
Cen Mengjiao smiled: "Okay, call your name." I just wanted to ask why you didn't leave Miss Ding behind?"
"She's here to say goodbye. Tang Jun was faint.
"You," Cen Mengjiao said with a smile, "I'm not enlightened at all." If Miss Ding didn't like you, how could she do everything possible to visit your injury? People come to greet you so hard, and you are cold and indifferent to others, of course they will be angry. Listen to me and hurry up and find her!"
"What are you looking for her?" Tang Jun said impatiently.
"Apologize to her. Cen Mengjiao said: "Tang Jun, listen to me, girls are like this, even if you are angry, as long as you apologize to her and say a few more good words, she will not be angry." Go ahead. ā
"Don't go!"
"Tang Jun," Cen Mengjiao shouted, "You just listen to me once, okay? Miss Ding likes you so much, you should be nice to her." ā
"I like you so much, why don't you treat me better?" Tang Jun stared straight into her eyes and said with a breath: "Mengjiao, I love you! Don't you feel anything at all? Can't you be nice to me?"
Cen Mengjiao avoided his gaze and said softly and faintly: "You don't know, that person has carved deep traces in my heart, and I have no way to erase it, and I have no way to forget it." ā
Tang Jun looked at her expression, and only felt sour and astringent, jealous and hateful, pitiful and loving. He knew that she couldn't forget Lu Longjing in her heart, but he didn't have a trace of hatred for Lu Longjing in his heart, he just hated himself a little, hated himself for not being good enough, and hated himself for not being able to touch her heart.
He believed that as long as he would never change and love her forever, then one day she would understand his deep affection! He stared at her deeply: "I understand, Mengjiao, I understand your feelings." ā
Cen Mengjiao sighed lightly: "Miss Ding is a rare good girl, don't miss it." ā
Tang Jun frowned and said, "What are you mentioning her for?"
"Tang Jun," Cen Mengjiao took a long breath: "I tell you the truth, I will never be able to marry you, you don't have to waste time and scheming against me." It's better to be kind to Miss Ding, I think, as long as you are willing to open your mouth to propose to her, she will definitely be willing to marry you. ā
"You don't have to worry about me," Tang Jun said angrily: "You won't marry me, so do you think you can marry Lu Longjing? Don't you know that he has the most affection for the white girl and the most exclusive in the world." Moreover, that day you also clearly heard him say that his heart can only accommodate one person, and this person is not you. Mengjiao, this is already very clear, it is impossible for you to even want to serve with Bai Bingshuang, do you know? You will never have the slightest chance, don't you understand?"
Cen Mengjiao said slowly: "I understand everything, no matter what he does to me, I can't forget him and can't help but love him." I also knew that maybe I couldn't be with him at all, but, I ...... I can't control my heart, I can't control my feelings. Tang Jun, "
She looked up at him, "I am destined to be responsible for you, so you forgive me and give up on me." Be kind to Miss Ding, don't be affectionate to her, you and her will be a perfect and happy couple. ā
Tang Jun's brows furrowed even tighter: "Since Lu Longjing can't marry you, why don't you want to think about it, or you and I will be a perfect and happy couple?"
"Tang Jun, you ......" Cen Meng was squeamish: "You admit death like this, I don't want to talk to you." She stood up, "It's time for me to go." ā
"Don't go," Tang Jun stopped her, "Let's talk about something else, okay?"
Cen Mengjiao said: "It's not early, you can rest early." I'll go first. She walked past him.
He didn't stop her again, looked at her back and stepped out of the door, and then said, "I'm not in a hurry, I will wait until one day I will figure out what I just proposed." ā
Cen Mengjiao couldn't help but didn't look back, just pretended not to hear, and walked unhurriedly.
Ding Ling had been sitting at the window table in the restaurant all afternoon.
Just at noon, she came to this restaurant as she had seen Tang Jun for the first time, and took a silver ingot of ten taels to tell the guests at this table to leave. Then she ordered a pot of wine and three or two snacks, and sat there all the time.
She didn't drink glass after glass, she just filled the glass and held it, staring blankly and deeply at the liquid in the glass. She turned a deaf ear to the noise in the restaurant and the noise on the street.
After a long silence, he brought the glass to his lips, but he still did not drink it, but put the rim of the glass against his lips, and then turned his head to look out the window, and fell into a long contemplation.