Chapter 15: The Sense of Distance

Because of Wang Wanling's relationship, because she knows her weight in Meixin's heart, because she knows her influence on Meixin, so Meixin will change for this, she is the culprit of everything, and all problems happen to her because of her.

Because we understand, because we understand, because we know each other...... Wang Wanling's mood at this moment suddenly became complicated, and she sighed silently and said, "Meixin, can you tell me what has happened in the past half a month?

Wang Wanling sat up again with her weak body, gasped a few times, and then pulled Mei Xin's slightly trembling hand and gently stroked it

"Sister, be careful! Don't knock down, how is your body now, take a little rest and slow down!" Yang Meixin looked at her pale face and struggled to sit up, and after being stunned, she hurriedly helped her to stabilize her body!

"It's okay~ Mei Xin is worried! This half a month...... "Because of the struggle, Wang Wanling has sweat glands oozing on her forehead!

Seeing her silent appearance after pulling Meixin's hand down in front of her, Yang Meixin suppressed the fluctuating feelings in her heart, showed a comforting smile and smiled, "This half month is dull, almost the same as before, but Meixin has become lonely without the company of her sister"

Because of my relationship, Mei Xin has become lonely! Although she knows, although she understands her own inability, there is nothing she can do to change anything, because she knows that she is just a person who can cause pain to people!

Wang Wanling was silent for a while, and then said: "Meixin! I'm sorry! For a long time, I ignored Meixin's feelings, because my existence made you have sad memories! I'm really sorry! If ......."

"If only I died like this, Meixin would no longer have to worry about my existence!" This voice was very small, but it did not escape Yang Meixin's ears

"Sister!" Yang Meixin stared at her deep eyes with a serious expression, "Why does my sister always like to feel sorry for herself and pile everything on herself? Sister also has to think about Meixin's feelings, death is the simplest behavior, but it is also the most irresponsible! There is another point, sister, don't misunderstand Meixin......

Yang Meixin clenched Wang Wanling with her backhand, and her voice was rare and majestic, "Meixin is not troubled by the existence of her sister, she is not sad because of her sister's existence, and she is not crying because of her sister's existence! Meixin knows, Meixin understands, and Meixin's psychology is clearer! My sister has always lived in her own misunderstanding, and my sister has never understood Meixin's true feelings, and she has never taken into account what Meixin thinks." ”

"When I talked to my parents, I said that Meixin regarded her sister as a substitute for her sister, what Meixin was covering up the past, what Meixin was not facing the past, and my sister at that time didn't understand Meixin's thoughts at all......

Misunderstanding! It's not like this, Meixin misunderstood what I meant! Wang Wanling hurriedly shook her head with a bitter face and began to argue: "No! It's not like this! It shouldn't be like this, Meixin misunderstood, it's all wrong! Everything is misunderstood!"

"Mei Xin didn't misunderstand, it's just that my sister was struggling and didn't want to admit it" Yang Meixin lowered her head and her body trembled, "It's the same when she fights, she rushes forward regardless of the consequences, completely ignoring Mei Xin's worries about her sister's safety, and how Mei Xin should deal with it if something happens to her sister; My sister has always been like this, imprisoning herself in her own world and doing what she thinks is right, but she has never understood Mei Xin's feelings, and she has never understood Mei Xin's thoughts."

(Mei Xin's words were originally intended for Zhang Qiwen to say through a certain incident, but after thinking about it, don't open the pit, it's troublesome to write if there are too many pits, it's time to jump into the pit!)

After finishing speaking, Yang Meixin lowered her head, these words must have been brewing for a long time, until she couldn't bear it, and it took a lot of courage to burst out!

It turned out that what Wang Wanling did was like this in the eyes of a third person! imprisoned in her own world, doing what she thought was right and ignoring the feelings of others. Because of this kind of self-righteousness, because of this ridiculous idea that Wu thinks is right, he hurts others and hurts Mei Xin! Think about his own behavior is really a low-level evil taste, a vulgar and vicious behavior!

In normal logic, maybe Meixin's point of view is correct, and it is what normal people should have! And what we do will not be understood, we have been watching what we do with our own vision, doing things that we take for granted but completely ignoring the feelings of the people around us! Then we find that the distance between people is getting farther and farther because of their respective climbing

Wang Wanling's mood is low, this is the sense of distance, now Meixin's feeling with her should be regarded as a sense of distance!

She looked at Yang Meixin and was silent, unlike before, this time she didn't know what to say, she didn't know how to open her mouth to break this atmosphere! Usually she was silent just that she was too lazy to speak, she didn't want to speak, because there was no need for that!

I'm so depressed, so irritable, so unhappy! Everything is self-inflicted, and I deserve to swallow this bitter fruit! Wang Wanling frowned tightly and remained silent

After a long time, Mei Xin sighed, lowered her head and said quietly, "Sister, since you don't explain, it means that my sister's behavior is not much different from what Mei Xin thinks, is that what it means? This kind of silence is really hurtful! Does my sister really regard Mei Xin as a family? Even if it's just a little bit!"

"Yes, it's really hurtful, disgusting sense of distance!" Wang Wanling didn't answer directly, but said this, "Mei Xin! I hate this feeling of being thought out by the people closest to me." Because we are relatives, I don't think there is any need to make more superfluous explanations, I believe that we will understand each other, because we are family, so I know that I will not be misunderstood, I can rest assured that all my body, mind and emotions will be revealed, because of each other's tolerance and mutual trust; because it is Meixin, I understand that Meixin will not ignore what I want to show because of my unclear expression, so I believe that what Meixin sees will not be too superficial because of my lack of expression ability, even if it is only formal! Everything is as good as I know about Mei Xin......"

(End of chapter)