"Nian Beast?" Lin Feng was startled, and the wine in the cup also stopped.

Shen Shanhai looked at the night outside the window with a slightly mocking look, and said slowly:

"Yes, I didn't expect that the boy I liked back then would have to turn into a beast in the end. ”

After being silent for a long time, Shen Shanhai continued:

"My father knew that there was nothing he could do but leave him alone, and although he lived happily with me every day, the more he did this, the less courage I had to tell him. ”

林峰 says:

"Then he, will he have some bad symptoms?"

Shen Shanhai sighed and replied:

"Yes, at first, it was just once a month, and every time I had a seizure, I was like a monkey, and I first lost the ability to speak as a human being, and then I couldn't even walk with my waist straight. ”

The situation continued to worsen, and by the end of the day, he had severe enough to have a weekly seizure, and with each seizure, he would be in agony, and the brutality and loss of reason would allow him to destroy everything around him uncontrollably. ”

"At the end of every seizure, he would run to my father to confess his sins, and he would kneel for a day and a night without sleeping, and the more he did this, the more my heart hurt. ”

"Later, I will do everything I can to implore my father to continue to take him in, although my father is unwilling, but he can still tolerate it. ”

Lin Feng had never seen such a thing in the world, and his alcohol was gradually sobering up, and he asked eagerly:

"And then? You shouldn't be separated?"

Shen Shanhai's originally slightly choked tone finally couldn't help but sob:

"So, Lin Feng, promise me, no matter what happens in the future, you must not deceive others, okay?"

Lin Feng nodded firmly and said:

"Don't worry, I won't do anything to deceive people. ”

Shen Shanhai wiped his crying red eyes with his sleeve and continued:

"The final difference was because he accidentally killed a patient in my house after he lost control for the last time in my house. ”

"My father couldn't bear it anymore and expelled him from the house, and no matter how much I tried to intercede, he would not accept it, because in our family, the murder of the sick is a heinous crime that cannot be forgiven. ”

"I don't hate my father, the person I hate the most is myself. I deceived him for my own selfish desires, and I deceived him that he could still be saved, and there was still hope for everything. ”

"I can't forgive my own sins, because of my lies and appeasements, he has gradually walked into the bottomless abyss for countless hopeful nights. ”

At this point, Lin Feng couldn't help but be moved when he listened to it, yes, what if he told him the truth?

"So, is he just holding on to the only hope you gave him, and gradually dying in countless painful nights?" Lin Feng asked.

Shen Shanhai shook his head helplessly, and said without crying:

"He won't die, he'll just lose all his consciousness at the end and become a mindful beast that does all kinds of evil. ”

The folk singer outside the window is still looping the moving song at this time, and the meaningful lyrics seem to tell some ulterior sad story:

You say you love life here

It's like yesterday's long river

The evening breeze blows up your unruly sleeves

You waved your hand and said goodbye Qinghe

Mingyue remembers my late-night singing voice

I will never see the gentleness of the past again

The flowers' remorse has drifted away with the wind

See you again in the next life, one year old and one withered

The night was dark, and the hotel was about to be proofed, and the singer began to clean up the stall after singing the last song, Lin Feng also moved his stiff body and said:

"Miss Shen, let's go back, it's time to go back and rest. ”

Shen Shanhai didn't seem to have eased his drinking, and after getting up in a daze, he staggered to the door.

Seeing this, Lin Feng dropped two gold coins and hurriedly supported Shen Shanhai, who was about to lie on the ground.

Lin Feng carried one of Shen Shanhai's arms, and reluctantly walked towards the school step by step, it was the first time to get in close contact with a girl so closely, and the girlish aroma and wine aroma made Lin Feng's face blush again.

Shen Shanhai half-squinted his eyes and poked Lin Feng's face with his index finger, muttering:

"Hey, you...... ......You're not going to be a pervert, are you? Blushing?"

Lin Feng said angrily:

"You're a pervert, I don't have any other crooked thoughts about you, if you hadn't drunk too much, I wouldn't have wanted to. ”

Shen Shanhai opened his eyes and stared at Lin Feng tightly and said:

"This girl has told you such an important secret, aren't you going to tell this girl a secret of yours?"

Lin Feng was shocked in his heart, but the uneasiness in his heart only flashed for a moment, and he said with a smile:

"I—what secrets can I have, hehe. ”

Shen Shanhai frowned, pouted cutely and said:

"You lie, you say good...... Don't lie to me, tell me what secrets you have. ”

Lin Feng smiled bitterly, looked back at her and replied:

"An ordinary man, with no ability or concern, this is my secret. ”

Shen Shanhai's brain, which was numbed by alcohol, spun around vigorously and asked:

"No, it shouldn't be, you still have your parents, brothers and sisters, how can you say that you don't care?"

Lin Feng smiled faintly and continued:

"Ha, that's my secret, alone, without any worries. ”

In fact, the bitterness in Lin Feng's heart was far from worrying, but after so long, he was already numb.

The past was gone, and he didn't want to recall the memories that made him feel so painful, not only mentally, but also physically.

"Eh Lin Feng, I count my life, in another hundred days, he will become a real immortal beast, at that time he will completely lose all consciousness and memory, can you go with me to see him for the last time?"

Lin Feng didn't think about it, and blurted out the word "don't".

Shen Shanhai's spirit that he had finally mentioned sank again in an instant, and said slowly:

"Also, it's normal that you don't want to, how can anyone dare to study this kind of thing. ”

"Back then, even the title of King Nian, who traced some clues, died at the hands of the mastermind behind the scenes, and I went to my own death to find my own death, so why bother to pull you. ”

Lin Feng's emotions that he didn't care about very much immediately began to tremble like thunder after hearing these words, and his body that was walking slowly supporting Shen Shanhai also stiffened involuntarily.

"You...... What are you talking about?" Lin Feng looked at Shen Shanhai incredulously, and the tension in his eyes was too late to hide.

"Ah, don't you know? I thought you knew, it is said that the title of King Nian was about to track down everything, and suddenly he was wiped out overnight, and he was also lost. ”

Lin Feng's dilated pupils frightened Shen Shanhai a little excited, and the alcohol was also half awakened, and the arm that was originally supported was also put down.

"Don't be nervous, the gap in our strength is very large, but I don't want to track him down, just take a look at him, although there may be danger, but I won't be afraid. ”

Lin Feng's heart was crossed, and he relieved his nervous emotions and slowly spoke:

"I'll go with you. ”