1177: It's all my fault

I am a very unsociable person, my ideas are always very unique, that is, I am different from others, which cannot be changed, and I am not willing to change, and being my true self is the most important thing in this life.

No matter how things change in the world, your original intention will never change, whether others understand it or not, it doesn't matter anymore.

There were a few birds on the trellises, and they were crying happily, and it was strange to say that they were not afraid of people, and of course the wind did not mean to hurt them. The wind looked at the birds.

They are free, in groups, in pairs, but over the years, there is only one brother who can understand that he can tell the truth to himself, so his special attachment to his brother, he is like his own round of sun, let people see the light, the heart is bright, and the shadows are all dissipated.

He sprinkled some grains of rice on the ground, and the birds flew down and vied with each other to peck at them, as if they were robbing but they were not. Feng looked at such a scene, and felt very down-to-earth in his heart, the bird is still so affectionate, what about that person, will it be the same, sometimes he is very simple, so simple that it is very easy to get hurt.

No one wants to see him hurt, he is like a legendary angel, with a rare face, a soul-grabbing temperament, a melancholy, a light and dark sentimentality, a affection like water and fire, an innate dignity, and a pride from the world.

There have been too many people who have made good descriptions about the ends of the earth, and I won't write about the scenery there in this chapter, one has not really been there, and the other is not necessary at all, isn't it?

After a day at the ends of the earth, the scenery was good.

The sun was setting, and it was already dusk.

Guangcan said: "I heard that the night sky in Hainan is the most beautiful, as soon as you look up, you can see the bright moon and stars in the sky, as well as shooting stars across the sky. If the wish under the meteor can be realized, then I will make a few more wishes tonight. ”

Hao listened to her words, but this reminded himself. But I don't know if the wish under the meteor will really come true, maybe it's just a way for people to comfort themselves.

The stars are shining tonight, Hao didn't make a wish to the meteor, just looked up at the moon in the sky, and said in his heart: I fell in love with a moon-like girl, in my eyes, she is flawless, but she doesn't like me, I want to be with her, but she chooses to be with someone else, do you say I want to continue this love, or let go of my hands and say goodbye to the past?

But I really don't want to forget her like this, I know that I can't forget her at all, she has left too deep a mark on my heart, it has become an indispensable part of my soul, what should I do? Do you think that one day, she will find out about my goodness and come back to me, am I very full of fantasy, knowing that this is impossible, but still have illusions.

Knowing her has changed me a lot, I didn't even think I would like someone, I thought it was ridiculous, but now I have done this ridiculous thing, and I hope it will continue to be ridiculous, I am very indebted.

No matter what, no matter what she does, I still think about her constantly, when I sleep, when I eat, in short, I will miss her when she is not around, I think hopelessly, if I continue like this, I am afraid that I will have to go to a mental hospital, why is she so ruthless.

In fact, she didn't do anything wrong, it's all my fault, it's a mistake from the beginning of knowing her, it's a perfect mistake, so wrong that I'm willing to keep being wrong like this.

I really want to see her, I want to see her every day, but does she want to see me, I am just an insignificant person in her eyes, she will not care about my life or death, but I can't help but care about everything about her, I want her to be happy, even if it is not with me, as long as she can live happily and happily, I have nothing to worry about.

Am I not very sad, let go of so many people who pursue themselves, don't think about her, have to love her, but I can't help it, I can't extricate myself, I'm willing to wait, wait until the world is old, wait until she changes her mind, wait until the flowers bloom and bloom, spring and spring, I believe that the swallow goes, and will come back.

The painting in his hand was blown down by the sea breeze and blown into the sea at once, Hao wanted to pick it up, but it was too late, the painting had been wet by the sea water, and the paint on it melted and became a colorful bubble.

Hao watched the painting drift and sink in the sea, and his heart seemed to be an empty house. That peach blossom has already been defeated, and it should have set seeds now, but I still can't be with her.

A tear crossed the corner of her eye, she hadn't felt such heartache for a long time, it was she who gave herself the feeling, but she would rather bear such pain, even if it was unbearable.

Guangcan walked over and said, "Guess what I just made?" Hao looked back and said, "What is there to guess?" Guangcan smiled and said, "Can you guess?"

Hao smiled and said, "What wish did you make, how would I know, even if you know, it's not good to say it, the wish you made can't be said, otherwise it won't work." ”

Guangcan also smiled and said: "Sincerity is spirituality, I am sincere, and it will definitely be realized!" After speaking, the two sat on the beach drinking and watching the night view.

"Can you sit here?" a couple of men walked over. Hao and Guangcan didn't speak, they assumed that the two of them acquiesced and sat down next to Guangcan.

At first, there was nothing, but then those people were not honest. put his hand on Guangcan's body and said, "Meimei, have a drink with your eldest brother, okay?" Guangcan smiled: "I'm sorry, I don't drink, and, take your paws away." Those people smiled brightly when they saw the light, and they were even more energetic.

"Beauty, can you play with the eldest brother, the eldest brother will not treat you badly. Guangcan got up and said, "I don't want to accompany you!" After speaking, he and Hao left.

Those people chased after him and laughed wildly: "He's your boyfriend, he's very handsome, but being handsome may not be useful, I want to see if he really loves you." ”

After speaking, he stretched out his hand obscenely to touch the light. Hao pulled Guangcan aside, the man accidentally touched Hao, Hao smiled: "Yes, I have a wide range of interests." ”

The man held back the grievances in his heart and said: "Uncle is not interested in you, uncle is only interested in your woman, brother, borrow it to have fun, don't toast and don't eat and drink, you will be good-looking when the time comes." You look handsome, right, be careful that the uncle disfigures you, see if you can still charm women, I have seen a lot of little white faces like you, and I don't care if you love or not when you encounter this kind of thing. ”