Chapter 383 It's not easy to love you
It's not easy to love you in the third and eighty-third rounds
Lou Danfan also looked at Xiao Botian puzzled, he didn't understand what kind of feelings the second brother had for Miss Bai. www.biquge.info In the past two or three days, he suddenly reunited with Peng Xin, and the surprises were intertwined, Peng Xin's indifference and love and hate tormented his heart, the elimination of misunderstandings, her tenderness, and then Ouyang Xiangxiang's show of love, which made him overwhelmed, where can he take care of other people.
And Lou Xiaosuo's feelings for Bingshuang have always been buried deep in his heart, and this encounter suddenly became like a spring, and he never told anyone, so Lou Danfan didn't see the second brother's love and attachment to Bai Girl at all.
Lou Xiaocan heard Xiao Botian say that he didn't understand, and immediately said unconvinced: "Why don't I understand, I only know that I like someone, so I should tell her, otherwise, how can she know your mind?"
Xiao Botian smiled and pulled Lou Xiaosuo: "Let's go, go back." ”
"What are you laughing at? Brother Botian," Lou Xiaocan said, "Don't you agree with me?"
"Really," Peng Xin walked back with everyone, and said: "When two people are together, of course, they should say everything, don't keep it in their hearts, and don't guess blindly behind their own subjective backs, which will only cause greater misunderstandings and even lifelong regrets." She said and glanced at Lou Danfan affectionately.
Xiao Bowen smiled: "Brother Xiaocan, what my brother means is that your words are not good for the white girl. ”
"Why not?" Lou Xiaocan said, "Oh! I see, do you mean that there is a Lu Gongzi by the side of the white girl? But what does it matter? As long as the white girl is not married, everyone can pursue her, right?"
Xiao Bowen smiled: "Then you hurry up and pursue her." ”
Lou Xiaocan also smiled and said, "I'm not talking about me, I'm saying that the second brother and those who like the white girl can pursue her." ”
"You don't understand," Xiao Botian shook his head, with a kind of helplessness and loneliness, and said: "It's useless to say some things, but it's better not to say them." Let's talk about the white girl, it's not just a matter of Lu Gongzi," he looked at Lou Xiaosuo, Lou Xiaocan, Xiao Bowen, and Lou Danfan, and sighed lightly: "Yesterday, Brother Ye's words, maybe you still remember." ”
Lou Xiaosuo, Lou Xiaocan, and Xiao Bowen all bowed their heads and remained silent when they heard this.
Lou Danfan saw that they didn't speak, so he asked, "What did Brother Ye say?"
It turned out that when everyone chatted together yesterday, Lou Danfan was always deeply immersed in his own memories and thoughts, and he never heard what everyone said clearly.
Xiao Botian looked at Lou Danfan, and then at Peng Xin, and after a long time, he said quietly: "Brother Lou," he didn't say what Ye Kai said, but said to Lou Danfan, "Didn't that Ouyang girl say that she loved you that day." A girl like her, daring, enthusiastic and cheerful, do you think you can be a good girl? She loves you, she says to you, but what's the use?"
"Can you love Miss Peng? Don't say you can't, but even if you can, what about Miss Peng? Or do you love her with your heart, as you do with Miss Peng? You can't, can you?" he smiled wryly, "I know you can't, so, there are some things that are better not to say?"
Lou Danfan pondered for a while, nodded and did not speak.
Xiao Botian looked at Lou Danfan and Peng Xin, and continued: "The relationship between Miss Bai and Brother Lu is just like the two of you, or even deeper, more tacit, and more persistent than you. Therefore, whether it is a young man who has fallen in love with the White Girl or a girl who has fallen in love with the Lu brothers, what if they come to them and say that they love him or her? ”
Everyone was silent. Lou Xiaosuo didn't speak all the time, and when Xiao Botian and Lou Xiaocan were arguing and debating, he was silent as if nothing was right, as if what they said had nothing to do with him.
After a long time, Peng Xin sighed lightly and said, "Brother Xiao, you are really good." ”
Xiao Botian was puzzled: "I really can?"
"Yes," Peng Xin smiled and said, "You can see people accurately, and analyze feelings so thoroughly." ”
"No!" Xiao Botian smiled bitterly: "I'm just the governor." ”
"Okay," Lou Xiaocan smiled: "I don't know what a governor doesn't know, I just know that a person just needs to be happy." He smiled and patted Lou Xiaosuo's shoulder, "Second brother, since it's useless to say anything to Miss Bai, let's forget about it." There are so many good girls in the world, maybe tomorrow you will fall in love with another girl, and you will be happy, don't you? ”
"Forgot?" Lou Xiaosuo turned his head to look at his younger brother, as if he didn't know him, and seemed to have just heard this sentence, for a long time, he repeated those two words: "Forgot, forgot?" He sighed lightly, looked up at the sky, turned around to look at his younger brother, frowned slightly, his eyes were desperate, his face was full of chagrin and helplessness: "You don't understand! Xiaocan, you don't understand! You won't understand!
He let out a long sigh, "It's not easy to fall in love with someone, but it's even harder to forget someone." I fell in love with her, and she carved a brand on my heart, which cannot be erased in this life and in this life!"
He shook his head gently, there was a firmness, a persistence, and infinite affection in his eyes, "I love her, just because I love her, whether she loves me or not, I love her the same, no matter what happens to her in the future, I still love her, no matter how the world changes, I still love her, whether it is life or death, I will always love her!"
Everyone was stunned and couldn't say a word. I have never heard such a straightforward, sincere, and affectionate confession, and everyone feels a shocking impact on their hearts.
Lou Xiaosuo looked around at everyone, actually smiled, and said: "This is arranged by God, since I fell in love with her, I can't forget it!" or," he lowered his eyelashes again, "I owed her in my last life, and I should pay her back in this life." "The song begins:
"You know what?
It's not easy to love you,
I owe you in my last life,
Since it is arranged by God,
I should pay you back in this life.
With you along the way,
Willing to hurt a little,
Even if it's to separate from me.
With you along the way,
Willing to be bitter at all,
Even if this life is destined to be separated from you!
Because, it has long been destined,
I should pay you back in this life,
A heart drifts in the wind and rain,
It's all for you!"
In the song, there are bits and pieces of Lou Xiaosuo's acquaintance with Bingshuang, as well as the following scenes:
"Second brother!" Lou Xiaocan shouted, he didn't understand, he really didn't understand, the three brothers grew up together, he and the second brother were closer because they were twin brothers, but the personalities of the two were completely different, they were hot-blooded and naughty, rough and leafy, and they didn't care about anything, while the second brother was quiet and susceptible, thoughtful and melancholy, and careful as a hair, he often thought that the second brother and himself were not twin brothers, the eldest brother and the second brother had similar temperaments, and the two of them were twins.
Lou Danfan looked at Lou Xiaosuo, he had never seen him so decadent but so strong and persistent, he didn't know what to say.
Lou Xiaosuo finally raised his head and smiled at everyone: "Let's go." So saying, he turned around and went away first, and everyone had to follow.
The singing faded away.