So, Tao Tao dispelled his thoughts about Xiaoli.

Taotao's inferiority complex in his bones made him have no courage to face Xiaoli.

made him not have the slightest confidence to face Xiaoli,.

Even when Xiaoli was getting along with Taotao, she had constantly hinted and expressed to him.

However, the hints and expressions of these girls are understood by Tao Tao as the sublimation of friendship between friends.

He didn't think about it that way.

Thinking of this, Tao Tao suddenly felt very remorseful.

To be honest, since Tao Tao entered his freshman year of college, he fell in love with the purpose of getting married.

He doesn't want to take advantage of his youth to play love and play with feelings.

The thought in his heart has always been, if I like you, then I will fall in love with you for the purpose of marriage.

However, the cruelty of reality and the wonder of love have hit those boys who fall in love with the purpose of getting married.

On the contrary, it is to let those boys who have the mentality of playing with their feelings like a fish in water and can swim with ease.

Tao Tao never believed that men are not bad, and women do not love this sentence.

But in the four years of college, some unbelievable love stories happened around him, which made Taotao face up to the truth of this sentence.

Tao Tao was hit hard in love.

He also once thought about becoming a bad, girl-pleasing boy.

However, the character is born, the temper is his own, Taotao can't change at all, even if Taotao has worked hard, consulted, and learned, but it still doesn't help.

For this, he can only hate himself, he has no talent in this area.

Suddenly, Wei Dong looked downstairs outside the window and exclaimed, "I said, we are all the last classmates to leave school, and Xiaoli didn't even leave." ”

Hearing that Xiaoli didn't leave, and that she was downstairs, Taotao suddenly became nervous.

Wei Dong looked at Taotao's nervous appearance and reminded him: "Since you only know now that Xiaoli is interesting to you, then you should hurry down and confess, maybe it can be done?"

Hearing this, Tao Tao's nervous palms were sweating.

He never thought that the confession could be so hasty.

Taotao stammered to Weidong and said, "Then I'll go, you take care." ”

After speaking, Tao Tao carried a big schoolbag and a big suitcase, and ran downstairs.

After Tao Tao ran downstairs, he panted and looked at the avenue next to the supermarket.

He scrutinized each girl with something in her hand.

However, Taotao looked around, but did not find Xiaoli.

Tao Tao really regrets that when he ran down from the upstairs just now, he didn't stand on the window first and take a look at Xiaoli's position, otherwise he wouldn't be so embarrassed.

When Tao Tao was sweating in a hurry, Tao Tao saw a girl not far away, walking towards the dormitory building.

Tao Tao knew that Xiaoli lived in the No. 3 girls' dormitory building.

However, the dormitory building in front of me is indeed the No. 4 girls' dormitory building.

Taotao, who is a little short-sighted, can't be sure at all, is that girl Xiaoli?

With the last glimmer of hope, Tao Tao threw away the trolley suitcase, carried the schoolbag, and ran towards Xiaoli.

However, no matter how fast Tao Tao ran, when he ran to the door of the dormitory building, the girl still entered the dormitory building.

Taotao looked at Xiao Li who disappeared in front of him, he really wanted to yell Xiao Li's name a few times at the dormitory building.

However, his natural shyness and thin-skinned nature prompted Tao Tao to not shout out.

So, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket as quickly as he could, and then dialed Xiaoli's mobile phone number.

At that time, because there was no real-name system for mobile phone numbers, coupled with various preferential policies of paying 30 yuan and charging 100 yuan for phone bills, students were very diligent in changing phone numbers.

When Tao Tao heard the phone on the other end of the phone, the number you dialed was empty, he couldn't help but be disappointed.

Then, he dialed Xiao Yi's phone number, Han Miao's phone number, and Zhang Baoqiang's phone number, but he still didn't ask Xiao Li's mobile phone number.

Desperate, Tao Tao wiped the sweat from his forehead and touched his short sleeves that were already soaked.

He pulled the trolley case and walked towards the outside of the school gate.

On the bus, Tao Tao called Xiao Yi's phone.

He asked about Xiaoli.

Xiaoli's parents are both teachers, and they are teachers in a remote valley in southern Shaanxi.

Xiaoli studied English, and after she graduated, she couldn't find a suitable job in the provincial capital, so she obeyed her parents' arrangement and prepared to return to her hometown in southern Shaanxi to become a rural teacher.

In the mountain village where he was born and raised, like his father and mother, he lived his life simply and simply.

Hearing Xiao Yi's words, Tao Tao felt very uncomfortable.

He remembered that when he and Xiaoli were studying at night, the two had a special exchange for this.

As a young girl, Xiaoli is very yearning for life in the big city and looks forward to staying in the big city to live and struggle.

She is looking forward to having a place to live in the provincial capital, even if it is a rented house of only ten square meters.

At that time, Taotao also encouraged Xiaoli and told her that as long as a girl is willing to struggle, as long as she is willing to fight, then she will definitely be able to settle in the provincial capital.

But now, Xiaoli went against her will and returned to that poor mountain village, which made Taotao very heartbroken.

He couldn't help but start thinking, if he had been bold and told Xiaoli that his family had moved to the provincial capital, he would return to work in his parents' unit in the future, and the salary of an oil worker was not low, and he could support a wife who was not working, maybe Xiaoli would happily agree to herself and stay in the provincial capital?

However, it was too late, and I could only blame myself for not having the guts, not daring to think, not having self-confidence, and being shy.

When Taotao arrived at the stop of Youjiazhuang on the fourth road of Windy City, he did not go home, but took two stops back, arrived at the first road of Windy City, and went to the flying Internet café.

After Taotao bet ten yuan, he turned on a computer.

He logged in to QQ as quickly as possible, and then asked his classmates for Xiaoli's QQ number.

After asking for a long time, I finally got Xiaoli's QQ from the squad leader.

He added as fast as he could, then waited.

However, an hour passed, two hours passed, until it was dark, until the ten yuan deposit was used up, Taotao still did not wait for Xiaoli to pass.

At that time, mobile phones were just mobile phones, not yet smartphones, and some functions were just calling, texting, and MMS, and there was no way to log in to QQ, let alone WeChat.

Tao Tao came out of the Internet café disappointed.

He dialed Xiaoli's number again, but it was still empty.

Tao Tao, who returned home, although he faced this brand new home for the first time, he was not interested.

Tao Tao's bedroom is located on the west side.

He stood at the window, looking at the neon of the city, with an indescribable sadness in his heart.

He doesn't want Xiaoli to become boyfriend and girlfriend with him quickly, he just wants to be able to contact Xiaoli, even if he says a word.

However, the reality is so cruel.

The next day, when Taotao went to the Internet café to log in to QQ, there was still no news.

Day 3, Day 4, Day 5......