Chapter 11: The Theory of Fairness and Partiality (5)

Just cut off all emotions before she dies, cut off the bad memories that will leave people! Just erase everything about her existence, even her name and all memories of the people she has been with, mercilessly!

What was different from that time was that this time she was willingly, unintentionally resistant, and even above her desires!

As long as the traces of her existence can be erased, it doesn't matter how many days are left! Wang Wanling sincerely thinks so, although this kind of thinking is selfish and does not care about the feelings of others

"Really, did you give up before you even started?" The doctor's tone also became a little strict because of his anger, he was not angry because of the rather provocative words Wang Wanling said, let alone angry at her self-pity and self-harm when she just woke up

It's her emotion, the emotion of giving up on believing that she is going to die before she has been formally treated. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 This is the most unacceptable thing for him to be a doctor for a long time, and many patients are because of this psychology of giving up on themselves, this most undesirable emotion, so that the originally not serious illness is unstable and undesirable due to unstable and undesirable depressed thinking factors such as depression and self-pity, which makes the disease aggravated and even life-threatening, and puts the disease that can be cured in danger

In fact, most of the illnesses do not cause the death of patients because of the hospital doctors' lack of efforts, but the patients' own emotions that send them to the blade of death! The so-called benevolence of doctors means that most doctors in hospitals still think about their patients, and when they are people, they are also somewhat unscrupulous and lose their professional ethics! Compared with bad people, there are often more good people in this world......

However, some bastards who take advantage of the kindness of others to openly carry out extortion and play the game of legal margins chill the hearts of this society. For example, in the case of a certain grandmother, the court's judgment is: Why should you help the person you bumped into, this kind of unabashed words, a judgment like this chills the hearts of many people; for example, the incident of relying on the old and selling the old to give up their seats in a certain bus; for example, the incident of touching porcelain by some acting schools......

This kind of thing can be grasped casually, and all kinds of things in society are ...... The occurrence of all kinds of incidents has chilled the hearts of many people in this world, and how many people's minds have been cooled! Maybe it is really true that as said on the Internet, it is not that the good people are gone, but that the bad people have grown up and the bad people have become old......

(It's written crookedly here, but the author just wants to express his emotions willfully!) Although the world has become so dirty for some reason, and it is not easy for us to live, I believe that there will always be more good people than bad people in this world...... Let's get back to business!)

For the patient, the hospital is originally the patient because she is unwilling to be haunted by the disease, but she voluntarily gives up, what does it mean? Does it mean that she is willing to be at the mercy of fate? Does it mean that she will use her hand to push herself to the brink of death?

"It's not about giving up, it's about seeing the facts and not wasting everyone's time. For me, every minute and every second of my life is very important, I still have a lot of things to do, I don't want to waste my limited time on endless examinations and endless medical treatment in the hospital, I don't want to leave regrets in my life, and I don't want to do nothing and just wait for death, leaving with nostalgia and regret. ”

At least until death...... I'm going to wash those existences about me out of other people's memories! This is all I can do, and that's all I need to do!" Wang Wanling said resolutely as she met the doctor's gaze

What her eyes reveal is like looking down on the few lives left, forgetting the pain, no struggle, only mediocre enjoyment

"Have you just given up? before you have done any tests, before the doctor has taken any medical records, before you have officially started your treatment...... "The doctor could not see what she was thinking, nor did he know what she was thinking! But the doctor's heart was very unhappy, because her words were as sad as drawing the last end of life

"Didn't you understand what I said?" Please don't let me say the same thing over and over again," the doctor repeated, Wang Wanling raised her eyebrows angrily, gritted her teeth and glared at the doctor

"You ......!" the doctor paused, this child was different from the previous patients, who gave up on themselves with their eyes closed, and let the bitter hearts of others remain silent, just waiting quietly for the end of their lives!

"It's not a give-up, but do you think it's fair to you? Is it fair to us as doctors to refuse when we don't know anything about your real medical records and haven't started medical treatment?"

"Fair?" "Damn! It's okay not to mention these two words, but when I mention this, I get angry! Is it fair to turn me into a woman? Is it fair to let me lose my old life? Is it fair to easily erase my future? Does it make me know that it is fair to live soon?

Wang Wanling raised her eyebrows: "What is the definition of fairness you mean, and what is the fairness you mean? Do you think that all patients should be treated by doctors, and if the treatment is not good, they will give the patient a notice to wait for death, and let the patient wait for death in fear, this is fairness?"

Wang Wanling forgot that it was not anyone else who gave up all this, but herself! When she was a man, she gave up on herself the moment she lost her beloved! She lived a life of the walking dead......

Perhaps, there is no absolute fairness in this world, is it? Maybe what you think is not wrong? For the profession of a doctor, seeing a doctor and prescribing medicine can cure what can be cured, and if it cannot be cured, it will delay time until the patient's life is over. This is indeed fair to you as doctors, because you have done what you think you should do, and you have given a death certificate. But have you thought about it........."

Wang Wanling frowned at her eyebrows, which seemed to have been retouched, and screwed them together fiercely

"But for some dying patients, this is a blow, this is an injustice. What have you done when the patient has given his life to you with hope for healing? Do you know how deadly the blow you can inflict on the patient with your powerless prevarication? Is it fair to push the patient from the beginning of hope to the end of despair?"

"I don't understand what you mean?" the kid ...... The doctor looked at her, knowing she was digging into the horns. After all, her every word was obviously contradictory, and she was overly excited now. Doctors have to avoid certain aspects of the topic

"I don't understand? You mean I'm not making it clear enough? Well, I'll make it clearer and start with a more objective aspect. The contradiction between language and emotion unconsciously caused by her has not been realized until now, "Can you cure the terminal cancer?"

The "......" doctor was speechless, where is the case of terminal cancer objective

"I know the answer without answering, for this disease, we must declare the end of life and let the family prepare to deal with the aftermath, which is inevitable and the best way to cut through the mess quickly. However, most doctors will make people give so-called well-meaning advice, let patients undergo endless chemotherapy and endless examinations, and drag their dying bodies to live in the pain of the disease. And what else do doctors do? What can patients with late-stage cancer do but listen to doctors?"

"Because you can't cure these sick people at all, because of your so-called good intentions, you know how much they suffer more?

Wang Wanling said indignantly, maintaining that passionate and distorted emotion

(End of chapter)