When I dreamed, my eyes were covered with blood, dark red colors filled every corner as far as my eyes could see, everything was red, the sky, the earth, the mountains, the rivers... It's all red. People large and small have turned into paper-thin figures in this red, and they are busily walking around in a large space under the high heavens and above the open earth, each figure has a wooden expression, a stiff movement, and a thin body, as if it can become one with this blood shadow at any time.

I knew it was a dream, so even though I saw the familiar faces of these figures, I was able to stand still on the side of the road, looking at the figures coming and going—most of them were people I knew but couldn't name, some of them I knew, and some of them I knew.

The one I know the most is Ah Yang. I don't know if it is because she is also familiar with me, her expression is more vivid than the others, she saw me from afar, turned around, walked all the way to me, came to the front, suddenly smiled, exposed the fangs of the mouth, and then her eyes also protruded, and her hands and claws also grew, but she approached me and said gently: "There is a vassal country in a foreign country, called Zhenla country, and the people there eat everything, and the favorite food is a little lady like you." ”

I hurriedly stretched out my hand, stretched it straight and straight, lest others not know that I was having a nightmare, and sure enough, someone grabbed my hand, shook me vigorously and woke me up, and immediately poked into my neck, and then frowned, half complaining, half sighing, and said, "Dreaming again?"

I hummed softly, grabbed Ah Huan's hand with one hand, and sat up on the bed with the other, my body was really sweaty, sticky and wet, when I got up, my eyes were a little dark, and my head was dizzy, and I sat down for a while. Shouli only entered the Zhenguan Temple to study, and I don't know what happened every day, you are ahead, go to see it from time to time, don't let people bully him. ”

Ah Huan didn't say a word, she quickly wiped me up and down, I dressed myself, she glanced at me a few times, and held my left chest with one hand, which made me blush, but she withdrew her hand and said lightly: "It's not a nightmare." ”

I smiled a little embarrassedly: "It's still the same dream, but I've learned to be obedient, as soon as I see that the people inside are going to catch me, I quickly stretch out my hand, as soon as you hold me, I will take it out, and those ghosts can't even touch the corners of my clothes." ”

Ah Huan glanced at me: "What the hell, what's weird, don't say this in the palace." ”

I sighed, and she added, "Don't say it at home, and don't say it on the road." ”

I knew that she blamed me for wanting to see Zheng Lang's execution, and it was when my heart was full of fire, so I didn't dare to disobey, so I pulled her hand and explained carefully: "I didn't mean to tire myself into getting sick, who knew that they really killed me on the street... After all, he is also a person who wears purple, and he is a person he recognizes..."Speaking of the back, remembering the situation that day, he still couldn't help but tremble, shut up and stopped talking.

By the time I arrived that day, I had almost been killed, and there were many people in front of me, and Feng Yongchang and his entourage refused to stand up for me and squeeze into a close place, so I only saw a row of corpses in the distance, and a disgusting bloodstain.

All the corpses are dressed in white, at first glance can not tell who is who, to look closely, the body is much more arrogant than the soul, holding the soul and fainting, when I woke up, I was in my mother's arms, surrounded by a circle of imperial doctors, and there was a very rhythmic beating and muffled sound outside the hall, but it was my mother who ordered, this time the person who went out with me was not divided into high or low positions, and was beaten in front of the hall, if I didn't wake up, the sound of the rod would not stop.

I didn't mean to abuse myself, but I hadn't seen a dead person in my two lives, and before Yang died, I only knew the word "death" at the funeral of my cheap grandmother, who was 90 years old. Since then, I have heard about the death of many people on and off, and I have also cried on the body of the former emperor, but deep down, I always feel that there is no big difference between "death" and "separation", it is just that this person will never appear in front of me again. Most people don't have a relationship with me at all, and if they do, it's not a pleasant relationship.

But when I arrived at Zheng Lang, I suddenly became a little curious. In some sense, I am actually a person who has died once, but that time I died suddenly and quickly, and then I found myself in a crossing, and I had no time to think about such boring and boring questions. In the days that followed, he was either busy adapting to this dynasty and pleasing his father and mother, or eating, drinking, and playing with Li Rui in the palace, and he never had time to care about these mysterious things. Until it was Zheng Lang's turn.

The greatest friendship between me and Zheng Lang is to prepare gifts for the names of the people in his family during the festival, to visit the door to greet their husband and wife at the time of the year, to meet a few "nephews and nieces" one by one, and to say some auspicious words to each other. I don't know why I went out of my way to see him killed, after all, his little brother of the horse and the servant of the household under the fourth rank is not a little worse than King Qi and Pei Yan and others. But I didn't feel anything when King Qi and Pei Yan were killed, and when it was Zheng Lang's turn, I felt like I was stunned, and I just wanted to see his death.

Now that I think about it, maybe it is because he is the son of the princess and the brother of the concubine, although he is close, his status is far less important than that of King Qi and Pei Yan, so I want to take a look at how such an unimportant person was punished with the same heavy punishment as someone as important as King Qi and Pei Yan. After all, my current identity is that a princess who is neither big nor small, far less important than King Qi and Pei Yan in terms of court politics, but far better than the first two in terms of kinship.

I want to see with my own eyes what it would be like for someone like me to die if he accidentally fell unlucky. It is true that in my capacity, both a woman and a direct of the line, I will never go to the point of abandoning the city, and at most I will be a death, but what will happen if I have a son, or if I have a good relationship with my husband, and they have a different mind, which is rare, or is slandered with a different mind. And my Ah Huan, my beloved Ah Huan, and my Shouli, if it were their turn, what would happen?

I saw the row of corpses with my own eyes. The first-rank commander, the fourth-rank officer, the princess's son, the emperor's nephew, the brother of the concubine, and the elder of the Zheng family fell hastily in a pool of blood, and together with the eldest son, domestic slaves, and friends, they were allowed to watch and discuss the children in the market who they had looked down on for a long time, and they became the talk of the after-dinner party.

If a person who had stayed in peace in a previous life for too long came and saw such a tragic event, and there was no heartache, perhaps he would also be heartbroken. I only fainted slightly, but I woke up on my own in an hour, and I don't know if it was because I had been here for a long time and had developed a heart of stone, or because I was a cold-blooded person in my bones.

It's just that no matter how indifferent I am, when I think of those people in my dreams, I can't help but feel related, and such days are too long. I looked at Ah Huan blankly, took her hand and asked her, "Ah Huan, you say, how many more people will die?"

She didn't answer me, just gently kissed me on the forehead, stroked my face and said: "The day before yesterday, I checked the register and saw Pei Lansheng's name, she is Pei Yan's nephew, her husband was implicated and died on the way to exile. Don't be astazed if you see it on the road. If you want to take care of her, tell the people around you to give you a command, don't make a big fuss. 166 Reading Network