Chapter 166: I Don't Want to Hurt You
"I ......"
Mo Ran couldn't say a complete sentence, and she didn't dare to look directly into Leng Feng's eyes now.
Even Leng Feng didn't dare to open this album, but Mo Ran finished reading it all, and he didn't look at it with Leng Feng's permission.
The five fingers of his right hand were spread out in the angry cold wind, and the "abyss" appeared in the palm of his hand.
He would never let anyone touch this album, not even Bing Lei and the others knew about the existence of this album.
This album is filled with all the memories of his childhood, and also records his growth.
He never allowed others to look at it, even Yun Zaitian, he never opened this photo album, but just put the photo of Leng Feng kneeling in front of the tombstone into the box.
Mo Ran left the chair, biting his lip hard, his body trembling.
She knew what this album meant to Cold Wind, so she could understand Cold Wind's mood.
"I'm sorry. Mo Ran was in tears, almost biting her lip to bleed.
Cold Wind held the "Abyss" hard, he was almost engulfed by anger, this album was his taboo, but now that he had touched this taboo, it had to not make him crazy.
"I'm sorry ......"
"I'm sorry ......"
"I'm sorry ......"
Mo Ran kept saying sorry, but she knew that no matter how much she said, it would be impossible to calm Leng Feng down.
The cold wind gritted his teeth hard, and anger bubbled in his eyes.
The next moment, the cold wind put the "abyss" on Mo Ran's neck, as long as he moved slightly, Mo Ran would die!
"You do it, it's my fault. Mo Ran choked up, maybe because of the sadness in the album, maybe because of the touch of the scene.
She's crying, crying all the time.
"Do you really think I don't dare to kill you?" Leng Feng gritted his teeth, almost crushing them.
From beginning to end, he didn't dare to keep his eyes on the photo.
Because once he sees the past, he can't control himself.
"Do it, my father won't trouble you. Mo Ran smiled and shed tears, and said softly: "It's not bad to die at your hands, at least I can stay by your side for the rest of my life." ”
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have messed with your stuff. ”
"Her name is Mu Shiyun, right?"
"She's really beautiful, I envy you for having such a master, and your life when you were a child must have been very happy, right? ”
"Kill me, so I can go to heaven and go to your master and tell her that you are doing well. ”
Mo Ran said with a smile while shedding tears.
Cold Wind's body trembled, and so did his right hand holding the sword.
He didn't know how long it had been since he had been out of control like this.
"You ......" Leng Feng gritted his teeth, and finally threw his right hand aside.
He couldn't do it, because Mo Ran had saved his life and killed Mo Ran, and he couldn't do it.
The "abyss" that fell to the ground suddenly dissipated, turned into black feathers, and flew into Leng Feng's body.
Leng Feng no longer looked at Mo Ran, but bypassed her body and came to the desk.
The album has not been closed yet, and the last photo with Mu Shiyun three years ago is presented in front of the cold wind.
Mo Ran turned around and looked at the back of the cold wind, tears welling up.
Leng Feng looked at himself three years ago, and Mu Shiyun three years ago.
After looking at it for a long time, Leng Feng closed his eyes, slowly closed the album, put the album back into the box without saying a word, and then put the box into the cabinet, and locked the cabinet with a fingerprint lock.
In this way, no one can easily open the cabinet anymore.
Suddenly, Mo Ran hugged Leng Feng from behind, and she hugged her very tightly.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Mo Ran leaned her face on Leng Feng's back and cried bitterly, her voice was distressing to hear, "I'm sorry, it's my fault, you can beat me, scold me, or even kill me, I won't blame you, please, don't suppress your sadness, don't let yourself suffer, okay?"
Leng Feng stood in place, let Mo Ran hold him, but his body was trembling.
"I shouldn't have opened this box, and I shouldn't have peeked at the photo album, I'm sorry, please, you can do whatever you want to me, but please don't bury your sadness in your heart, it's really painful. ”
Mo Ran cried bitterly, she hugged the cold wind very tightly, very tightly...... I'm afraid that the cold wind will suddenly disappear.
Like Cold Wind, she has lost her loved ones.
At the beginning, she was like the cold wind, as if the whole world had collapsed.
After so many years, she has long since come out, but every time she thinks about it, she always can't control herself.
But, she came out, and the cold wind didn't.
Seeing Leng Feng's past today, she couldn't control her sadness anymore, because Leng Feng and her experience were too similar.
When she saw the anger on Leng Feng's face, she knew that this was Leng Feng's taboo. And she, who violated this taboo.
When the cold wind put the sword on her neck, she had no fear, only deep sadness, and tears of extreme sadness, and a trace of sympathy.
Mo Ran even hoped that Leng Feng could kill her, if this could bring Leng Feng out of her grief, then she would definitely kill herself immediately.
Mo Ran has been crying bitterly, her crying voice is a little hoarse, she is crying like a child.
But why not?
She was just a girl who hadn't been around for a long time......
Leng Feng stood all the time, not moving, not speaking, not moving, and not shedding tears.
He didn't vent his sadness at all as Mo Ran said, he suppressed all the pain in his heart.
After a long time, Leng Feng sighed, then hoarsely said, "You go." ”
Mo Ran had been crying, and after hearing Leng Feng's words, her body trembled violently, and then hugged her tighter.
Sensing Mo Ran's move, Leng Feng grabbed her hand, and then pulled her hand away forcefully.
But what surprised Leng Feng a little was that Mo Ran hugged him again, hugging him very tightly, for fear that Leng Feng would suddenly disappear.
"Let's go, let's go!"
Under the roar of the cold wind, the wings instantly appeared behind him, shaking Mo Ran away.
Mo Ran took five steps back, but didn't fall.
The cold wind deliberately controlled the power and did not hurt her.
After retracting his wings, the cold wind slowly turned around and looked directly at Mo Ran.
His eyes were frighteningly red, and even his right eye, which was blue, was a deep red.
Mo Ran's lips had been bitten out of the blood by herself, and she was crying, crying all the time......
"You go, don't force me, I don't want to hurt you. ”
As he spoke, the "Abyss" appeared in Leng Feng's hand again, and this time, the sword body of the "Abyss" was surrounded by black feathers, and he really moved with a murderous aura.
"Even if you kill me, I won't blame you, and whatever you want to do to me, I won't have any complaints. Mo Ran walked up to Leng Feng step by step and looked up at his face.
Mo Ran was still crying, and her tears never stopped from the beginning.
"Let's go. Leng Feng gritted his teeth, he wanted to raise the sword in his hand countless times, but his arm just wouldn't listen to him.
Mo Ran was very close to the cold wind, and both of them could feel each other's breathing.
After staring at Leng Feng's face for a long time, Mo Ran smiled, this smile made Leng Feng feel distressed inexplicably.
"Let's go!"
Leng Feng finally relented and roared angrily.
Mo Ran was not frightened, just slowly lowered his head, then turned around and walked towards the door step by step.
Looking at Mo Ran's back, Leng Feng seemed to see himself.
The same loneliness, even a little helpless.
Mo Ran is very thin, only one meter six tall, and her body looks so fragile.
The "abyss" in Leng Feng's hand slowly disappeared, and his wings were also retracted.
Mo Ran walked to the door, turned his head, and looked at the cold wind with red eyes, with a trace of reluctance in his eyes.
She didn't want to leave.
From beginning to end, her tears never stopped.
The two looked at each other, and finally, Mo Ran slowly withdrew his gaze and left the cold room.
After Mo Ran left, Leng Feng showed a miserable smile, then leaned against the bookshelf and slowly closed his eyes.
A teardrop, coming out of his eye, then slowly dripping to the ground.
If it weren't for Mo Ran opening this album, maybe his mood wouldn't be so painful.
He has been suppressing himself all these years and not allowing himself to open this box, because once he opens it, it is equivalent to opening the source of sadness.
The pain of losing a loved one cannot be described in words.
Mo Ran walked down the stairs step by step, she was a little distracted, her eyes were not focused, she just walked blankly.
She didn't know why she was crying so sadly, maybe it was because of the emotion that reminded her of her mother. Or, she was sympathetic to the cold wind.
What she wants to see most is that the cold wind no longer suppresses the sadness in her heart.
But she didn't succeed, and instead provoked the wrath of the cold wind.
Mo Ran didn't want to go home, she wanted to stay here.
But she knew that if she stayed here, the cold wind would still drive her away.
Because she violated that taboo, she drew out the sadness of the cold wind.
If she hadn't opened the album, maybe it wouldn't have been like this.
When Mo Ran walked to the bar lobby, his eyes were dark and he fainted on the ground.
On the second floor, in the room with a cold wind.
Cold Wind clenched his fists before letting go.
His mood was hard to calm down, but the anger he had just felt had slowly receded.
A strange figure appeared in Leng Feng's mind, and he said to himself: "Why, why did you open this album, why did you want to arouse my memories." ”
"You let me release my grief, hehe, release? No, I can't bear it, I don't want to think about it. ”
Leng Feng said to himself, and then covered his head.
After a long time, Leng Feng let out a long sigh and fixed his gaze on the locked cabinet.
Inside was the box with the album, and the album was full of his memories, his past, his beautiful and painful past.
After looking at it nostalgically for a long time, Leng Feng left the room and walked into the bathroom.
Now he doesn't have the courage to look at this album.
But what he didn't know was that Mo Ran was in the bar hall and fell into a coma.