51. Staff officer
Wei Huan's question, I can't answer it at all. It would be pure nonsense to say that she is really so good that people will never forget it at a glance when they see it in the crowd. But to say that she is no different from everyone else is also against her will. I don't know exactly how to describe her, but I must force me to say that I can only be comfortable with her. The word comfortable is quite mysterious, such as "happy", "happy", or "sad" and "sad", as soon as you say it, you will clearly know what kind of love it is, "comfortable" is different, like happy, not all happy, like calm, but not completely calm, that feeling is difficult to explain, just like Wei Huan, you say she is smart, sometimes it is ridiculous to do things, say she is stupid, but there are some small means. To say that she is an ordinary person is to bury her, if she is a genius and a prodigy, then where is Cui Mingde and his ilk? She is more like a child whose grades in the class were always hovering around the top ten in her previous life, stronger than ordinary people, but not very strong, and with twelve or three points of effort, she can barely rank among the bottom of the genius, and if she puts in five or six points of effort, at least she is a little better than ordinary people -- in terms of family background, appearance, talent, Virtue is like this, only playing is considered to be the top, but if you talk about the hard work you pay, Cui Mingde, a person who can be proficient in skills without hard practice, is even higher than Wei Huan.
Wei Huan was angry, I really didn't dare to tell her these words in my heart directly, after thinking about it repeatedly, Fang said carefully: "It's about... Like-minded?"
Wei Huan snorted and said, "If you don't want to say it, I'll say it for you—it's just that they don't live with you, and I live with you." If Cui Mingde, who lives in Penglai Guan, is changed, I'm afraid that you and her will have to be more compatible. ”
I wrinkled my nose and asked, "Do you think I can talk to Cui Mingde in the same bed like this?" Wei Huan is not good to mention anyone, I want to mention Cui Mingde, I admire Cui Mingde's talent, but if you want me to live with her, isn't that looking for guilt?
Wei Huan said: "Then if it is replaced by Fang Qi, you will also get along with her." ”
I even frowned, and muttered, "Fang Qi is not as good as Cui Mingde." ”
Wei Huan was speechless for me, and said sharply: "Then Wang Ping Wang Wan." ”
These two people are even more unreliable- Wang Ping Wang Wan from the Langya Wang clan, although the clan is far less prosperous than the Taiyuan Wang family, the door style is more clean than the Taiyuan Wang family, they have been taught etiquette since childhood, it is simply a model of the ladies of the family, the books read are not female virtues, or female precepts, is to memorize some Confucius and Mencius, but also to have a deeper understanding of the ethics of the norms, all activities such as juju, not reluctant is definitely not to come, leisure time is not to sit, or embroidery, it is said that their family even has a weaving hall, the girls of the family can usually go there to weave cloth - Such two people get along with me day and night, either I am driven crazy by them, or they are driven crazy by me, how can they be as casual as me and Wei Huan?
Wei Huan himself knew that this was strange, and after waiting for a while, he said: "There are so many people in the world, you can't all of them get along with you, without me, there will naturally be others." ”
I said, "That's so, but now it's you who is by my side, not someone else." At this time, there is an identical Wei Huan to accompany me, and you will come half a year before her, and if I am asked to choose, I must choose you, not the person who is exactly the same as you, do you understand?"
Wei Huan was silent. I was afraid that she would still be angry, so I lay on my side and faced her. There were people outside who were on night duty, so they lit a small lamp to illuminate it, and the faint light penetrated the darkness and shrouded it in fog. I used this light to see Wei Huan's side face clearly. Half a year after entering the palace, she has lost a lot of weight than before, I don't know if it's the lights, or the relationship between the fewer times she plays, she looks a lot fairer than before, lying quietly still, but she also has a bit of a ladylike appearance, which is completely different from when she coaxed me to drill the dog hole a few months ago. When I saw her, her head tilted slightly to that side, and it seemed that her already slender neck was getting thinner, as if it would break if she touched it with her hand. I subconsciously held my breath and gently called "Ah Huan", she hummed, and I said, "You lift the quilt, it's cold." ”
She said, "It's not cold." Glancing at me, he asked, "Are you cold?"
I hummed softly, my eyes still fixed on her neck—how could a human neck be so thin and so long?
Wei Huan quickly lifted the quilt a little, covered her neck, and said to me: "If you are still cold, just get closer, we will sleep next to each other, there is no gap in the middle, and there will be no air leakage." ”
Without hesitation, I pushed the pillow over, and she leaned over to me, and my left hand was on her right arm, where it was hot. I hadn't slept with my nurse for a long time, and suddenly I was next to someone in the bed, and I felt a little kind. Those clumsy and old-fashioned nurses have loose skin, but also love to dye a strong fragrance on the body, I don't like these aromas, I feel uncomfortable when I smell it, Yang Niangzi is not very fragrant, and she is still young, but she also has a decay that only old people have, although it is not obvious, in the end it is also a little disappointing. Wei Huan is different, the fragrance on her body is always very good, faint, with a medicinal fragrance before, now the medicinal fragrance is light, and there is a fresh smell of grass and trees, smelling this fragrance, it is in the harsh winter, and I also feel like a foot stepping into the spring of grass and trees, and the shallow sunlight around it shines, revealing a cheerful growth of all things. The warmth on Wei Huan's body is also different from theirs, the skin of those nurses is the same as theirs, aging, decaying, and the heat on her body always seems tepid, when they take me to sleep, even if I am sweating from the heat, I always feel unwarm. Now I can feel the blazing air on Wei Huan's body from an inch away, warm, like a small stove with full strength to heat up, I really want to put my hands and feet on her, absorb the warmth of her body, it must feel better than soaking in warm soup - of course, this is just a fleeting little obsession, I don't dare, I don't want to take a close friend like this, especially when our identities are so different, and she may still be angry.
We lay quietly for a while, knowing that the other was not asleep, and there was a very low voice of slogans outside the door, and it was the Jinwuwei who had patrolled the gate of my courtyard.
Wei Huan finally couldn't bear it anymore, turned to look at me sideways and asked, "What are you going to say to me in the morning?" ”
She was now closer to me, and the hot feeling was even worse, I couldn't help it, I gently stretched my foot out a little, and the nail of the right hallux toe was a little in the direction of her instep, as if it had touched, but it didn't seem to have touched, she didn't notice, but said, "You haven't slept either, tell me about it." ”
I said, "Actually, it's nothing, it's... I accidentally broke into the government hall, and the person who led me in was gone. I suspect he did it on purpose - these people, you know better than me, but can anyone do such a thing?"
Wei Huan said: "If you can let the imperial deacon do this, it must be someone in the palace who can manage personnel, but only those in the palace province, the inner servant province, or the people close to His Majesty." The two Majesties are well aware of everything, and the people around them are not harmless to you, and it is difficult to say about the palace province and the inner service province. You can only secretly investigate this matter. ”
I was worried: "I want to ask someone to investigate, but I don't want to alarm A-Niang." ”
Wei Huan tilted his head and thought for a while, and said, "Didn't there be a Wu Xiaolang by your side before?" She is very clever, after you return to Beijing, you secretly ordered her to let her check for you." And her sister, too. ”
I just remembered Xiao Lang and smiled at her: "You still have a way." As soon as I was happy, the whole person rushed forward, and I lost my hand to block it in front of me, so I didn't touch her chin, but my hand grabbed the place where it shouldn't be caught, I hurriedly withdrew my hand and said, "I'm sorry." ”
She didn't blame it, but blushed and said, "It's nothing—how did you go to the banquet?"
I wished she had just said a word, so I hurriedly said, "Yes, I have taken three more exams." "I told her about the feast and the drink, and thanked her for writing the essay for me.
Wei Huan heard that I told my mother that the policy was not written by herself, so she shook her head and said, "You." He added: "In the future, you are not allowed to always talk to me in front of Your Majesty, and don't say that I will write for you." ”
I said, "I'll find out later." Thinking of the three trial strategies, I really praised Wan'er: "Shangguan Cairen's article is really good, but it's a pity that Liulang didn't finish it... Huan?"
Wei Huan held his head with one hand and looked at me half-up: "Taiping, you said that Shangguan is such a smart person, if you really want to let King Ji, why don't you just try three scriptures, or write a general perfunctory fu, but it has to be so obvious?"