Kim So-hyun has unconsciously fallen into the story of Chen Anxia, and Kim So-hyun feels as if he has become the child in the story

Kim So-hyun seems to be able to feel the surprise of grandma appearing in the child's world, and also feel the warmth brought by grandma

Even in a trance, Kim So-hyun seemed to feel a loving gaze looking at him, and Kim So-hyun knew that this was the gaze of his grandmother looking at the child at that time

Chen Anxia also seemed to have returned to that time, feeling that loving gaze, the corners of her mouth unconsciously showed a smile, and her eyes continued a little hazy

"From that day on, the child has a relative who gives the child warmth, from that day on, the child recognizes the existence of the family, and from that day on, the grandmother uses her warm old hand to pull the child out of the lonely world, out of the frozen world"

"It was she who made the child truly recognize the world, no longer reject, no longer deliberately avoid anything~"

"During that time, the child was really happy, very happy, the child cherished this hard-won happiness very much, and was often tired of being by grandma's side, doing what she liked, eating the dishes she liked, ah, by the way, sweet potatoes with kimchi is grandma's favorite dish~"

"Grandma said that her life was bitter before, there was no rice, no big fish and meat, sweet potatoes with kimchi was already the most delicious thing she had ever eaten, and she still thinks so, that is, from that day on, children have liked sweet potatoes with kimchi~"

Kim So-hyun silently listened to Chen Anxia's reminiscences, and his thoughts followed Chen Anxia's words into Chen Anxia's story

In the story, Kim So-hyun seems to act as a bystander, watching the child laugh, watching the child get tired of his grandmother's side, and watching the child eat his grandmother's favorite dish with a happy face, sweet potatoes with kimchi

At that time, the child was really happy, very happy, and it can be seen from the sunny smile on the child's face that the child was really happy

The narrator-like words continued to ring in Kim So-hyun's ears

"However, the habits that children have developed during that lonely time have not changed, and they are often in a daze, and it takes a long time to be in a daze."

"Whenever this happens, the child's grandmother will sit next to the child, gently let the child pillow her thigh, gently stroke the child's head with her hand, and always have a loving look on her face~"

"Really, really, the child's heart is very, very fond of this grandma who brings him happiness and warmth, very, very loved, very, very cherished~"

"The child's grandmother hates it the most, and likes rainy days the most, it's strange, the child also thinks it's very strange, on another rainy day, the child sees his grandmother sitting in front of the window, quietly looking at the heavy rain outside the window, so he goes to ask grandma~"

"Grandma told the child that her husband left on a rainy day, so she hates rainy days, but rainy days are also the time to get closest to her husband, so I like rainy days~"

"Saying that, the grandmother looked at the child's face with a still puzzled look, with a loving smile on her face, but there was sadness and loneliness in her eyes that could not be concealed, and said, 'Anxia, you are still young, when you grow up and find your bride, you will understand~'"

The child looked at his grandmother with some puzzlement, although he couldn't understand his grandmother's words, but he could feel his grandmother's sadness, so the child reached out and gently stroked his grandmother's white-haired head, just like grandma usually did to herself~"

"The immature words came out of the child's mouth, 'Grandma, you still have Anxia, Anxia will accompany you in the future, and will always accompany you~'"

"The child will never forget, that time, the child's grandmother cried, that was the first time the child saw his grandmother crying, holding the child tightly and crying~"

When Kim So-hyun heard this, tears couldn't help but flow down again, Kim So-hyun knew, knew the meaning of grandma's words, and knew why grandma hated it the most, but she liked rainy days the most

Grandma must love, love her husband very much, just like she loves Chen Anxia, love, love, love so much that she hates everything that takes him away, loves so much that she looks forward to the things that appear to take him away

Because of this, you can see the face that you think about day and night in your memories, and because of this, you can experience the happiness he brings in your memories....

Because of this, you can experience the pain of parting, the pain that makes you tremble in your memories, so that you will not gradually forget his voice and smile with the passage of time and age

That unforgettable pain is always awakening my memory

Chen Anxia's face also shed tears at some point, her eyes were hazy, and she continued with a hint of hoarseness in her mouth

"From that day on, the child deliberately tried to make his grandmother happy, and the child knew that adults liked their children to have excellent places, so from that day on, the children gradually showed their talents."

"Kendo, piano, painting, Go..... As long as it can make his grandmother happy, the child will try his best to do it, just for his grandmother's words of appreciation and a satisfied smile~"

"However, birth, old age, sickness and death are irresistible to everyone, and children clearly know this fact, but when this day comes, children still can't accept it~"

"Looking at the old and sleeping figure on the hospital bed, the child only feels that his heart hurts so much, how much the child wants his grandmother to look at him lovingly again, and call his name with a gentle voice again~"

"However, the child knows that in the future, he may not be able to see that figure, and the child feels that his world is about to collapse, and desperately makes a wish to the ethereal gods~"

"Maybe the gods heard the child's wish, and the grandmother finally woke up, her face seemed to be very energetic, looking at the child who was sleeping beside her, with a loving smile on her face, she reached out and gently stroked the child's head, just like before~"

"The child woke up, looked at the sober grandmother, the child was excited, and thanked the god in his heart who seemed to realize his wishes~"

"The child heard the grandmother's wish in the chat with the grandmother, the grandmother wants to see the child win the award, wants to see the child standing on the podium with the trophy, and wants to see her grandson succeed~"

"So, in order to realize grandma's wishes, the child went to participate in the competition, the Go competition, there was no hidden strength, the child passed all the way, became the biggest dark horse in the Go competition, and finally won the national championship, the child succeeded~"

"Holding the trophy, the child happily wanted to return to her grandmother's side, and wanted to tell her grandmother that she had fulfilled her wish, but the child didn't know that the grandmother at that time was just returning to the light~"

"Could it be...," Kim So-hyun's eyes widened when he heard this, and he covered his mouth tightly with his hand in disbelief, not wanting to make a sound

"When the child returned to the hospital with the trophy, what was waiting for the child was the death of his grandmother and a pair of big hands that were no longer warm~"

"That's right, the child's grandmother passed away, and during the child's participation in the competition, however, the child didn't even see her last face~"

"Not only the child, but also the father of the child who accompanied the child to the competition, but also failed to see the last side of his mother~"

"Although he knew that his mother had died, the child's father didn't want to disturb the child's emotions, so he didn't tell the child, and he didn't show abnormality in front of the child~"

"But at that time, the child's father must have felt very, very painful in his heart, remorse and pain were intertwined in the child's heart, and the huge sadness made the child faint on the spot~"

"Since then, the child has buried this remorse and pain with his father's guilt deep in his heart~"

"This is, that child, that is, my story~"

At this moment, Chen Anxia and Kim So-hyun's tears couldn't stop flowing out

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