Chapter 331: Clear Conscience (Z League Silver +3)
Kong Xiang took two steps and turned back, showing a rare trace of hesitation on his upright and solemn face: "Miss Shen—"
Shen Nishang had already turned around and looked back when she heard the words. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Kong Xiang seemed a little uncomfortable, but after a pause, he still asked: "What is your relationship with your master...... But really?"
Shen Nishang was stunned for a moment, but did not make a sound.
Kong Xiang took a deep look at her and walked out of the door.
Er Ya stood behind Shen Nisheng, watched Kong Xiang's back leave, and turned her gaze to Shen Nisheng.
Shen Nishang was looking at Mu Qing on the bed, her head was slightly lowered, her eyebrows and eyes were lowered, and her beautiful side face seemed to be a little stunned.
Erya frowned and pursed her lips.
There was a long silence in the room.
Footsteps were heard at the doorway.
Er Ya turned her head to look, and Ling Fei pushed the door in.
Erya's big black eyes fell on Ling Fei's face, Ling Fei's expression was not happy, and he seemed to be preoccupied.
"How's the people?" Ling Fei asked in a low voice as he stood beside the bed.
"It's fine. Shen Nishang said, her eyes fell on Ling Fei's face, "Didn't you go to rest, why did you get up again?"
Ling Fei was a little anxious: "I can't sleep." ”
Shen Nishang's eyes flashed, and her chin pointed out the door: "Go out for a walk?"
Ling Fei nodded.
Shen Nishang asked the second girl to guard, and the two went out together.
The two didn't go far, they just walked casually on the adjacent verandah and stopped.
Ling Fei remained silent.
"Something?" Shen Nishang tilted her head to look at him.
Ling Fei glanced at her, but there was no squeak.
I have something on my mind, but I refuse to say it......
Shen Nishang lowered her eyes: "But it has something to do with entering the palace this time?"
Ling Fei lowered his eyes, and his lips tightened even more.
Shen Nishang suddenly understood, looked at him and smiled faintly: "It has something to do with His Majesty's holy decree, right?"
Ling Fei turned his head away, not wanting Shen Nishang to look at his expression at this time.
He couldn't tell whether he wanted Shen Nishang to know or didn't want Shen Nishang to know.
This kind of emotional sustenance for Emperor Longwu is an extremely secret privacy in the depths of his heart, if it weren't for this incident, maybe even he himself wouldn't be clearly aware of it.
It's just that at this moment, his heart is full of the loss of being hit, and there is a sense of confusion that his belief is questioned, which makes him depressed and uncomfortable.
I couldn't sleep, and somehow, my feet walked to the room as if they had an idea.
Ling Fei's childish appearance was really rare, even though there were a lot of troubles in his heart, Shen Nishang couldn't help but smile.
She couldn't accurately guess what Ling Fei was thinking at this moment, but she could still guess some of them.
"Actually, there's nothing to worry about in this matter. Shen Nishang thought about the wording while pondering, "Everyone has their own position. Even if they are relatives, it is impossible to have the same position, not to mention that His Majesty is still the king of a country. In his position, seek his position, you don't think too much. ”
"Don't you care?" Ling Fei tilted his head in surprise, his brows furrowed, "If Your Majesty wants to convict Mu Qing for Mu Dongheng's sake, Your Majesty must defend Mu Dongheng, and you don't care?"
"It's one thing to care, it's another thing to be angry. Shen Nishang's eyes were deep and dark, as if she had already pointed something, "I will care, but I won't be angry." Anger is to make yourself uncomfortable, because you have feelings and expectations for this person, so once this behavior exceeds your expectations, you will feel uncomfortable and unhappy. But I won't. Because I have nothing to do with this person himself, he has his position, he has the right to choose, and I care, so I will find a way to solve the problem, turn the situation around, and make him change his decision. But I don't get angry, because I never expect more from this person than we can expect from our relationship. Without expectation, there is no harm. ”
In the end, Shen Nishang whispered.
Ling Fei was stunned.
After a moment, Shen Nishang turned his head a little embarrassed in Shen Nishang's clear vision as if he had seen through everything.
The bright and charming sunlight poured in from outside the corridor in the afternoon, but Ling Fei's handsome face was a little gloomy, a strand of hair fell down his cheeks, and his appearance of hanging his head and biting his lips was a trace of helplessness and fragility.
Although it is cruel, Shen Nishang feels that sometimes people need to face the truth more.
Otherwise, whether it is for others or relatives, if there are undue expectations and hopes, they may suffer greater harm and blows in the future.
"Once there was an emperor who had a most beloved daughter, and of all his daughters, he gave her the most honorable title. Shen Nishang looked at a red flower swaying in the sunlight in the courtyard, Ling Fei turned her head, she didn't look at it, she only continued softly, "This emperor has the most powerful empire in the world, both in terms of territory and national strength, he is the hero of the time. At that time, there was a small country in the frontier that was in turmoil, but the emperor thought that this was not the time to use force, and in order to show his sincerity, he gave his most beloved daughter to the lord of this country. This princess refused to leave her homeland, let alone marry into a barbarian land. But in the end, he was persuaded by the emperor. ”
Shen Nishang stopped, and the second half of the story came to her mind, she had only seen this history once, but whenever she thought about it, she would feel a little uncomfortable in her heart.
"Later—?" Ling Fei asked, looking at her.
"Later," Shen Nishang lowered her eyes and smiled faintly, "After a few years, the princess and the lord of the kingdom finally fell in love with each other, and the little prince also grew healthy, healthy, smart and cute, and the emperor launched a war, destroying this small country and incorporating the territory into his own territory. The princess persuaded her husband to surrender with her son, and also interceded with the emperor to save the lives of her husband and son, but the emperor did not agree and killed her husband and son anyway. Before committing suicide, the princess asked her father, "I didn't marry you and forced me to marry, and now I'm in love with him, and you killed him with your own hands, and you also killed your grandson, are you my father?"
Shen Nisheng's voice was very light, but Ling Fei was shocked to hear it.
"Then what did the emperor say?" Ling Fei couldn't help but ask.
"He also wept after the princess committed suicide, and he said—" Shen Nishang's eyes were distant and light, and his voice was equally soft, "I am your father, but I am the emperor of this world." ”
Ling Fei's body was shocked, and he was silent for a long time.
I don't know how long it took, Ling Fei asked softly, "If you were this emperor, would you do the same?"
"Me?" Shen Nishang smiled and shook her head, "I would never make a choice that I knew would embarrass myself. ”
"What do you mean?" Ling Fei was puzzled.
Shen Nishang smiled a little brightly: "I know what I will face when I become an emperor, why should I let myself fall into such a situation? ”
Ling Fei was stunned, and looked at Shen Nishang and laughed.
The dark heart seemed to open up all at once, and the feeling of depression also dispersed most of it.
The mood was suddenly much better.
"Ni Shang—" Ling Fei looked at Shen Ni Shang, and another matter on his mind also surfaced, but he only called out and stopped.
"What's the matter?" Shen Nishang looked at him.
"Do you still plan to use the upgrade order?" Ling Fei asked softly.
This time, it was Shen Nishang's turn to turn her gaze.
Ouyang Xiong asked earlier.
Kong Xiang asked before.
Now Ling Fei also asked.
It seems like everyone is concerned about this.
But Shen Nishang really didn't know.
I've never had such a difficult time to make a decision in my life.
She is always able to calmly consider various factors and pros and cons, and is quickly able to make various choices that are in the best interests of her.
There is hardly a time when you need to hesitate too much.
But this time, she really didn't know what to do with this decision.
Emperor Longwu's meaning was a little vague.
But it can also be seen that Emperor Longwu did not object to her using the promotion order on Mu Qing.
But the premise is that Mu Qing really becomes her husband, not an unmarried name.
Shen Nishang didn't understand why Emperor Longwu did this.
The plan set before was an expedient measure, but the situation was urgent that day, except for taking out the promotion order and then in the name of the fiancée, otherwise she and Mrs. Si would not be able to stand up for Mu Qing.
Originally, I thought that I would delay it like this for a while, set aside time to solve the problem and find out the truth, and when the matter was resolved, no one would care about whether they were really married.
But now, things have changed like this, but she didn't expect it.
The promotion order is naturally a guarantee for Mu Qing, but this guarantee is actually very fragile, and no one will have a real guarantee until Mu Dongheng is brought down.
Shen Nishang has no way to weigh the pros and cons.
Especially...... Get married.
She had never thought about it before.
Even if he had been moved by Rong Su, he was far from the time to think about it.
If Mu Qing was someone else, she might have an easier choice.
But because it was Mu Qing, this choice, whether it was accepted or rejected, became a little inexplicably difficult and troublesome.
Shen Nishang did not answer.
Ling Fei didn't ask any more questions.
The two of them stood silently, quietly watching the newly planted garden in the courtyard, swaying and trembling gently in the bright sunlight and gentle breeze.
After dinner, Shen Nishang accompanied Mrs. Si for a while to eat, and was taken to sleep by Mrs. Si.
Ling Fei proposed to drink, Zhang Shaohan glanced at him, smiled and shook his head: "You can drink at any time, if you can't do it today, you better go back and rest." ”
Ling Fei rolled his eyes.
Zhang Shaohan just ignored him and left with a smile.
Ling Fei had no choice but to go back to the house.
Zhang Shaohan walked to the corner of the corridor, but saw Shen Qiulian standing on the side of the road, Zhang Shaohan nodded politely, and when he wanted to take a step, Shen Qiulian stepped forward.
"Zhang Shaodong's house. ”
Zhang Shaohan was stunned for a moment, paused and was a little puzzled: "Second Miss?"
Shen Qiulian stepped forward and saluted: "Qiulian has something to ask for, I wonder if I can ask Zhang Shaodong's family to take a step?"
"This—" Zhang Shaohan looked left and right, "Let's talk about it here." ”
Shen Qiulian hesitated for a moment, but finally spoke: "I want to learn some business from Zhang Shaodong's family, and ask Shaodong's family to accept me as an apprentice." ”
Shen Qiulian knelt down after speaking.
Zhang Shaohan was startled, and hurriedly pulled her up: "Second Miss, don't be like this, let's get up and talk." ”
Shen Qiulian was together, and Zhang Shaohan immediately let go of his hand and took a step back.