As soon as he said a few words, Tang Jiahong was suddenly speechless.

"Yes, you're right. Tang Jiahong admitted with a wry smile, it seems that he is really not drunk, if he is drunk, where will there be so many things that he can't let go, and there are things that he has to admit and face.

She and Lin Shuyan are just fifty steps laughing and laughing a hundred steps, why should she stand on a detached high place and teach Lin Shuyan to be too persistent.

"Don't think about it so much. Lin Shuyan hugged Tang Jiahong tightly, "If you want to drink, drink it, instead of seeing you now, I hope you can really get drunk." ”

Tang Jiahong looked at him in confusion, as if he was looking at an alien, just now he obviously disliked himself for being drunk, how can he talk back now, what a capricious man, hum.

"I'm fine now, is there anything wrong?" Tang Jiahong looked at Lin Shuyan provocatively.

"You......" Lin Shuyan sighed lowly, and a faint distress flashed in his eyes. He gently stretched out a finger, carefully stroked her brow, and whispered in her ear in a gentle tone that had never been seen in him before: "Do you think that you have disguised yourself well? Even when you're angry, it's obvious that you're restraining your emotions, and some things are obviously more effective, but you never say them. ”

"......" Tang Jiahong completely turned into a stone statue in his arms.

"Ah...... That's ......" was silent for a moment, she smiled a little weakly, she thought that she had always hidden her emotions well, one way to hide it was as unfathomable as Lin Shuyan, always a poker face, or a smile to show people, and the other was more confusing, that is, like her, she seemed to have no heart, she could do whatever she wanted, and her joys, angers, sorrows and sorrows were put on her face, the more this was the case, the easier it was for people to relax their vigilance and no longer explore the true intentions under the emotions she revealed.

Lin Shuyan nodded silently.

"It seems that that incident is really hurtful to you, so that you will even frown when you sleep, you must not know, the more you smile or be arrogant during the day, the tighter your brows will be when you fall asleep, and the more melancholy your expression will be. If you feel uncomfortable, why do you have to pretend that you are fine? You are being too yourself. ”

……

was completely said in her heart, Tang Jiahong closed her eyes without saying a word, picked up the wine bottle and shook it, and there was a little wine at the bottom of the bottle to make a rattling sound, she raised the wine bottle and took another big sip, letting a strong sense of wine with infinite sorrow flow all over the body, and with a hot current straight to her mind.

Why aren't you drunk yet? Why are you still so sober, why are you flashing all kinds of ...... in your mind again? Didn't you say that you get drunk quickly, liar!

"Those things that are hidden in your heart, as long as you are willing to let go of your arms and find a new replacement, you can calmly leave it behind, and if you want, I can also deal with it for you. ”

Lin Shuyan pulled her little face, stared into her eyes tightly, and asked in a low voice.

Hey, it's easy to say, Tang Jiahong disdainfully pushed away his approaching handsome face.

"You're in too much hands, Mr. Lin, this! no! off! you!

“…… Who said that!" Lin Shuyan immediately retorted, without waiting for Tang Jiahong to say anything more, his face suddenly enlarged in front of her eyes, and before Tang Jiahong could react, he turned over and pressed Tang Jiahong between his body and the grass, and his lips pressed up without evasion.

It seems like...... You're really not drunk...... Tang Jiahong thought drunkenly.

She could clearly feel Lin Shuyan's strong arms hugging her tightly, as well as the firm chest in front of her, the lingering and intimate death-to-death entanglement between his lips and tongue, and the fiery breath he sprayed on his face.

Every touch was so clear that it flowed through her consciousness without missing a beat.

It can't be like this...... As the kiss deepened, Tang Jiahong vaguely gave birth to this consciousness in her heart, but she didn't want to raise her hand to push him away at all, it must be because she was drunk, and her body was so soft that she couldn't lift any strength, so she could only collapse on the ground weakly, letting Lin Shuyan's hands and lips and tongue act wantonly on her body, unable to resist, and did not want to resist.

The alcohol gradually robbed her of the last trace of clarity in her mind, and her brain became more and more dizzy.

An inexplicable strange sensation slowly rose in her body, making her feel more and more confused, almost forgetting where she was.

The only thing that can be determined is that Lin Shuyan's kiss does not carry any meaning to show to others, nor is it simply venting**, gently, like a gentle comfort when you are most sad and disappointed.

This realization deprived her of the last barrier of her psychological defense.

Strange, how could it be like this? Leaning on Lin Shuyan's arms, Tang Jiahong thought in confusion. Obviously, he has always been very clear about his identity with him, and he also knows that he is destined not to be together, and he knows that the deeper he falls, the less good it will be for him.

I don't know how long it took, finally ended this long kiss, and when Lin Shuyan let go of her lips slightly, she won a chance to breathe, and let her brain, which was entangled by many emotions, calm and calm in the night wind.

A cool breeze brushed her cheeks, and she noticed the hot temperature on her face.

This is probably a dream, Tang Jiahong reached out and touched the man in front of him, the touch was extremely real, and he couldn't fool himself if he wanted to.

She stood up and staggered to the lake, and by the moonlight, looking at the reflection in the lake, she couldn't believe that this woman with half-faded clothes, red cheeks, and confused eyes was herself.

"I think you're drunk. Tang Jiahong gasped softly and buttoned the unbuttoned button on his chest, trying to keep his voice calm.

"I'm drunk or not, you know best. Lin Shuyan, who was pushed away, replied with a cold face, his eyes did not leave her for a moment, and dangerous flames flashed in his eyes.

"Really, that must be me drunk......" Lin Shuyan's burning and shining gaze made her feel a little panicked, she turned her head in a panic, avoided his forced gaze, and reluctantly smiled and wanted to pull away from the topic.

Lin Shuyan was still staring at her quietly, watching her smile become more and more embarrassing under his gaze, and finally couldn't laugh and froze on his face.

"Your character will make you suffer a lot. Lin Shuyan said suddenly.

Tang Jiahong tilted his head, thought about it, and shook his head: "Ah, yes, thank you for reminding me." ”

"You should also relax at the right time and don't keep everything in your mind. ”

"Ah, I'm sorry, it's instinct, I'm born like this, if you don't like me, then I'll just leave. Tang Jiahong's brain has lost the ability to think at all, and it blurted out completely out of instinct.

"You!" Lin Shuyan never thought that she would say such a thing, he took a deep breath: "Isn't there ever someone who can make you put away the thorns in your body, who can make you completely trust?"

"Hehehe, this, of course there is, at the beginning of people, nature is good. Tang Jiahong said drunkenly, speaking with a big tongue, her sister's smile flashed in front of her eyes, and He Zhiyuan carried the back of things for her, "There used to be...... A must-have ......"

As for now, Tang Jiahong rubbed her head, thought about it and thought, it would make her have that kind of trust, would do anything for that person without hesitation, and believe that that person would do anything for herself, no, there will never be again.

She didn't want any more.

The more trust and expectation is given, the more serious the wounds after the betrayal, and some blows are too fatal, once in a lifetime is enough to put a thick layer of cocoons on the soft heart, and never show the true meaning of the heart again.

Her answer seemed to make Lin Shuyan very unhappy, his eyes suddenly appeared a layer of haze, he looked at Tang Jiahong sullenly without saying a word, and opened his mouth slightly several times as if he wanted to say something, but finally didn't say it.

"Actually, you are the same," Tang Jiahong waved the wine bottle in his hand and smiled, "You have a Xiaoli, but you will never dare to let her come to your side." You have a house, but you have a room that you can't even walk into. Trust? Prime Minister Bai knows how to press the sword, Zhu Men Xianda laughs and plays the crown, how can there be any trust in the world, and only the most trusted person can do it if he can stab the knife in the back. ”

Tang Jiahong tilted his head and looked at Lin Shuyan, who looked uncertain: "Do you think what I said is right?"

“…… There is a person," Lin Shuyan was silent for a long time before he stared into Tang Jiahong's eyes and said slowly, "I hope to be able to trust, and I can also get her trust." ”

"Oh oh, is it?" Tang Jiahong staggered to his feet, tried to support his drowsy head, squinted his eyes slightly and smiled: "Then I wish you happiness, don't be like me, I was stabbed and didn't die, if it weren't for my grandmother, I'm afraid I wouldn't have had the courage to live to this day." ”

I didn't hear Lin Shuyan's answer, I only saw him turn his head stiffly, and a faint sigh came from the night wind.

There was silence and darkness between heaven and earth, only the full moon was in front of him, bright and shining, it looked as if he was reaching out to beckon her, Tang Jiahong stared at the moon for a long time, and inexplicably imagined that he was in the middle of this round of bright moon, his long hair was scattered in the water, fluttering and swaying, he must be very good-looking.

"Whoa. ”

Before Lin Shuyan could react, Tang Jiahong's figure was no longer visible on the shore, the water on the lake was rippling, and the reflection of the moon was shattered into pieces, sparkling in the water.

The soft water wrapped tightly around the body, and it was impossible to breathe.

Can't breathe, what's the matter, at that time, when she saw her sister and He Zhiyuan in the clouds, she was already heartbroken and couldn't breathe, even if it was over now, what did it matter.

Tang Jiahong closed his eyes and let his body continue to sink into a darker depth.

Suddenly, her waist tightened, I don't know who hugged her waist tightly, and in a shock, her cherry lips opened slightly, and the air she originally held turned into small bubbles and fled quickly, is everything going to end?

Just when she was about to lose it, her lips were covered with softness, and the meager oxygen was transmitted from there, and her whole body went limp, allowing herself to be pulled into a warm embrace by a pair of strong arms, and the alcohol completely invaded her whole body, and the lack of oxygen plunged her brain into a misty darkness, and she couldn't remember what happened next.

But consciousness is not completely lost, and the senses, though dulled by the effects of alcohol, still retain the last vestiges of the ability to perceive.

Someone was holding her, the wind was whistling in her ears, and in the haze it seemed that someone was whispering in her ear, like the whisper of an elf, but she couldn't hear anything clearly, but vaguely remembered that the deep voice seemed to have a powerful power to soothe people's hearts, enough to get rid of the nightmare of darkness.

For the first time, it was no longer a painful hell in the dream, but a sunny sky full of laughter.

"Let go, forget those unfortunate pasts, whether it is the joy or sadness of the past, the past has passed, your life is still going on, there are still many good things waiting for you, why can't you leave behind those meaningless pasts, and then, let yourself start again?"

The deep voice whispered to her in the golden sun.

Tang Jiahong couldn't open his eyes, but instinctively, he grinned in that direction: "Are you a god?"

"I can be your God, shelter you from the wind and rain, and let all your pain and misery go away from you, if you are willing to pay sacrifice. ”

Tang Jiahong tilted his head, making the brain gears that had been completely stuck barely move, huh? It sounded like there was nothing to lose.

"Yes, of course I do. Tang Jiahong smiled like an innocent child.

Anyway, maybe it's really time to let go of everything, the divorce certificate has been taken for so long, in that home, their traces have been cleaned up, and the three words Tang Jiahong no longer exist in their lives, and those memories, sorrows, and pains about that marriage should be buried forever like the marriage certificate that has disappeared.

From then on, Tang Jiahong will start a new life.

Maybe there won't be that simple happiness anymore, but don't be sentimental anymore.

Maybe you will never get true love again, but you will never cry helplessly in the night again.

At least, in the dream, there is a pair of solid arms that can clasp her, so that she can feel relieved in the dark, and no longer be disturbed by nightmares.

It's a great feeling of peace of mind...... I hope this dream will be longer, and longer, before the last bit of consciousness left in the brain is completely gone, Tang Jiahong thought in a daze.

Lin Shuyan looked at the woman who slept like an angel smiling under the lamp, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "If you promise me, you can't go back, just use yourself as a sacrifice to God." ”

When she woke up, the headache made Tang Jiahong couldn't help but moan.