Chapter 42: Confession

Seeing Guangxi's hesitation, Concubine Duan changed her tone and said softly: "I know, after all, the queen has raised you for more than ten years, and you still have feelings for her, and it is indeed not easy for you to accept this cruel fact all at once." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Concubine Duan paused and continued: "But the queen is the murderer of your mother, you can't be indecisive, you are sold and help others count the money." You're a smart kid and I think you'll make a wise decision. ”

"Mother, let me think. Guangxi said, his heart was in turmoil.

"Okay, I'll wait for you, come to Ci'an Palace when you think about it, we welcome you at any time. Concubine Duan said with a smile.

Guangxi responded and got up to leave.

Xiao Zhuzi and Mu Xiaoxiao had been waiting for a long time, and were worried about whether something had happened, when they saw Guangxi, who had a gloomy face, coming out of the door.

The little bolt hurriedly greeted him and asked with concern, "Your Highness, what's the matter?"

Kwanghee shook his head and walked straight forward.

Along the way, Guangxi kept a calm face and didn't say a word. The little bolt couldn't bear it, and was stopped by Mu Xiaoxiao several times when he wanted to ask.

It wasn't until he returned to Zhuyuan Ju that Guangxi spoke, asking Xiao Bolt to retreat first, and he had something to say to Mu Xiaoxiao alone.

The little bolt glanced at Mu Xiaoxiao, turned around and retreated.

Mu Xiaoxiao naturally understood the meaning of the little bolt, but Guangxi didn't open her mouth, she wouldn't ask first.

"Xiao Xiao, come with me somewhere. Guangxi looked at Mu Xiaoxiao and said.

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"It's here. Guangxi said, untying the ribbon that blindfolded Mu Xiaoxiao's eyes.

Mu Xiaoxiao opened his eyes and found himself in a secret room full of candles, filled with books and beautifully styled ceramics.

"Where is this?" asked Mu Xiaoxiao.

Guangxi's eyes were apologetic, and he said, "I'm sorry, I can't let you know now, so I blindfolded you." It's not that I don't trust you, it's just that knowing too much can be bad for you. ”

"I understand. Mu Xiaoxiao said with a smile.

Guangxi pulled Mu Xiaoxiao to a clearing and sat down, didn't know where to take out a jar of wine, and said, "Can you take a break with me when you get drunk today?"

Mu Xiaoxiao nodded, this was the first time he had seen him drink.

Guangxi lifted the lid of the wine and took a sip, but was choked and coughed. Mu Xiaoxiao hurriedly patted him on the back and said softly, "Your Highness slow down." ”

Guangxi's face flushed, and he didn't know if he was choked by alcohol or embarrassed because he felt that he was too embarrassed to look like him.

Mu Xiaoxiao took the wine jar and took a sip, the strong taste filled her throat, spicy heartburn, she slowed down hard, and it was a little better.

"This wine is really strong. Mu Xiaoxiao said, gently wiping the corners of his lips.

Guangxi didn't speak, and took another sip.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Mu Xiaoxiao stopped talking, and the two of them drank the wine one by one, until the wine bottomed out, and the two of them let out a sigh, leaning against the wall, lazy and not moving.

"Are you more comfortable?" Mu Xiaoxiao asked, looking at Guangxi, who had a ruddy face and a misty look in his eyes.

Guangxi smiled and said, "Why do you say that people live so hard? Why do you want to deceive each other and calculate with each other? Why do you want to be so involuntary and at the mercy of others?"

Mu Xiaoxiao listened to Guangxi's question and said lightly: "Being born as a human being, how can there be anything that is not hard." ”

Guangxi looked at Mu Xiaoxiao, whose face was calm, and felt that she was mature and didn't look like a girl who was only thirteen years old.

"Why didn't they let me go if I didn't fight?"

Mu Xiaoxiao looked at Guangxi distressedly, and said firmly: "It's not you who is wrong, it's the world." ”

Guangxi looked at Mu Xiaoxiao in a daze, and felt that she seemed to be radiating light all over her body, which was very charming and divine.

"If it weren't for me, my mother wouldn't have died. I really miss her, you know, when I was little I dreamed about her every night and woke up crying. They didn't allow me to cry, saying that men don't flick when they have tears. But I miss her so much. Guangxi said, holding Mu Xiaoxiao's hand, tears in his eyes.

Mu Xiaoxiao's heart hurt suddenly, thinking of his mother, his nose was sore, and his eyes were red.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault. I killed my mother. Guangxi said, his tone was very excited.

Mu Xiaoxiao gently wiped away the tears on Guangxi's face, held his face and said solemnly: "It's not like that, it's not your fault." If you had heard what your mother had said at the time, she would have said that, and I feel honored to be able to give birth to you and then die. ”

Guangxi looked at Mu Xiaoxiao's serious eyes and said, "Thank you, can I hug you?"

Mu Xiaoxiao didn't answer, but reached out and wrapped his arms around Guangxi's neck and hugged him tightly.

Guangxi closed his eyes and put his hands around Mu Xiaoxiao's waist. It was the first hug in his life, and it felt wonderful and wonderful.

"I'm guessing that's how mother's arms are, right?" Kwang-hee asked.

Hearing this, Mu Xiaoxiao felt a little embarrassed, mumbled, and patted Guangxi's back, his movements were very skillful and gentle, just like a mother coaxing a child.

Guangxi was very young, Guangxi often saw the queen hugging the prince or Anping, with a pampered look, and he was also eager for someone to hug him like that, but unfortunately no one had ever hugged him.

Unexpectedly got this hug he dreamed of when he was a child more than ten years later, Guangxi was very emotional and enjoyed this feeling.

"You know, the first time I saw you, I thought you were very kind. I guess my mother was like you when she was younger, and even though I haven't met her, my feelings tell me so. Guangxi muttered.

Mu Xiaoxiao raised his eyebrows and thought to himself, "Could it be that he has been imagining himself to be his mother?" ”

Seeing that Mu Xiaoxiao was silent, Guangxi thought she was unhappy and explained: "I didn't mean that, I mean・・・・・・ I think we are very fateful." ”

"No, no, I see what you mean. Mu Xiaoxiao said with a smile.

Guangxi reluctantly let go of Mu Xiaoxiao and said affectionately: "Are you willing to continue this fate?"

"Is this a confession to me?" Mu Xiaoxiao thought to herself, looking at Guangxi's serious face. It doesn't seem to be drunk.

"I know there is a gap between our identities, and I know it's out of place right now, but I really want you to accompany me on the road ahead. When all the turmoil has passed, I will definitely marry you, and we will leave the palace and go to a place where no one knows, and live our ordinary little life. Okay?" said Kwang-hee sincerely.

"But Your Highness, you don't know anything about me. Mu Xiaoxiao said.

"It's a long time coming. Guangxi said, holding Mu Xiaoxiao's hand.

Mu Xiaoxiao is naturally moved by Guangxi, but now is not the time to fall in love at all, but looking at Guangxi's affectionate eyes, Mu Xiaoxiao has no way to refuse.

"It doesn't matter if it's drunk or the truth, so be it. Mu Xiaoxiao thought and nodded.