Chapter 45: Yumo's Decision
Yumo didn't know what he was thinking, until Lin Guiren and the others helped Macy who had fallen asleep to go back, they were still silent, and only after a long time did they say to Zhang Wei: \"Trouble you, help me back!\" Zhang Wei held her shoulder with one hand, let her center of gravity lean on her body, to reduce the burden on her feet, and slowly walked towards the hostel. The pen %fun %pavilion www.biquge.info didn't say a word until she returned to the hostel room, until Zhang Wei put her on the bed, and when she was about to leave, she grabbed her hand, and when she looked at her again, her face was already full of tears.
\"Don't go, don't leave me!\" She whispered with tears in her eyes.
Zhang Wei sighed secretly in his heart, sat on the edge of the bed, Yu Mo hugged him tightly from behind, leaned his head on his back and wept while sobbing.
Women are made of water, it's really right, Zhang Wei felt that his back had been soaked with Yumo's tears, and he couldn't help but think.
At this time, Zhang Wei's mobile phone text message rang, Zhang Wei took it out and clicked on it, chuckled, and put it away after pressing it on the phone a few times. Suddenly I felt wrong, and when I turned my head, I saw a beautiful face close at hand, a pair of beautiful and sad eyes, and I could still feel the hot breath from the other party's breathing, and the faint fragrance on my body, I couldn't help but be stunned, and paused: \"Is it better?\"
"Hmm," Yumo replied, looking at him with a strange expression. Then there was a pause, and his voice was slightly muffled, "Texting someone?!\"
Zhang Wei hummed.
"Female?\" She continued to look at Zhang Weidao in that strange tone.
"Hmm" Zhang Wei looked at her strangely, only to see that her face was flushed, thinking that her wine was up. wanted to get up and pour some water for her, but before she could stand up, she was suddenly pressed down on the bed, and then Yumo's whole body pressed on him.
\"Yumo, you~\" Zhang Wei opened his mouth in surprise and asked, but before the words could be spoken, his mouth was blocked, his eyes widened, and his mind went blank.
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The next day, when the first rays of sunlight in the morning shone into the room, Zhang Wei opened his eyes, and after a short period of sorting out his thoughts, he looked down and saw the person lying in his arms sleeping peacefully at the moment, his eyes were complicated and heavy! This was something he never thought would happen, and it came too suddenly, so that he was completely unprepared and caught off guard. He really wanted this to be a dream, but the beautiful and charming face in front of him was too clear, the delicate body in his arms was too warm, and the memory of last night was too real, he didn't know if he really loved her, if so, why was he in such a complicated mood now, if not, then what could have happened last night, if it was just impulsive, then what should he say about the second, third, and fourth times! He really didn't understand this kind of feeling! But now he just needs to know one thing! Zhang Wei lowered his head and kissed Yumo's forehead, and his gaze slowly became firm.
His hand caressed her cheek, his fingertips followed her contours, slowly roaming, eyebrows, eyes, nose, mouth, as if to carve her face in his heart.
In fact, she is really beautiful! Zhang Wei chuckled as if he suddenly found out, looking at her sleeping and a little tired, a feeling of distress suddenly surged in his heart, she was too wild last night, and kept asking for it, and he had never had this kind of experience at the beginning, and she looked at her with a strange look and said: \"So you are still a virgin!\" made him blushed for the first time, and finally entered her body under her guidance, because it was the first time that it would inevitably be faster, she looked at him with a kind of teasing eyes, making him a little annoyed and angry, looking at the beauty under him, his mind unconsciously remembered the picture he accidentally saw when he helped her find the ring, and an evil fire in his heart suddenly filled his mind, as if he released the beast in his heart, and it was also to retaliate against her eyes, frantically possessing her body, and sending her to the peak again and again, until she fell on him from exhaustion, and let her go without power。 Thinking of last night's madness, the body reacted again, and the delicate body in his arms seemed to feel it, hugged him lazily, squirmed and said in a daze: \"Don't move! I want to sleep\".
Zhang Wei had to breathe, slowly calmed down, hugged her tightly, and said: You will be my woman in the future!
By the time Yumo opened her eyes, it was already noon, and the people around her had disappeared, and she felt lost in her heart, wrapped her body in a sheet, and sat there without saying a word.
The door opened, Zhang Wei walked in with something, put it on the table, sat next to her and said gently: \"Get up, are you hungry?\" After speaking, he looked at her to a trace of her hair, which fell to the corner of her eye, and stretched out his hand to help her fix it, Yumo leaned back to avoid him.
Zhang Wei was stunned for a moment, and silently withdrew his hand.
\"Zhang Wei\" Yumo suddenly screamed, Zhang Wei looked at her and smiled: \"What's wrong?\"
But she lowered her head and said: "Last night's incident was because I was drunk and impulsive, so let's just assume that it didn't happen?!\"
Zhang Wei was silent after hearing this, and his heart suddenly seemed to be suppressed by something, and his voice was a little low: \"Is it just impulsive?\"
Yu Mo's body shook slightly, and then said: \"Well, yes, because of the effect of alcohol, I haven't done it for too long, so I can't help it, everyone is an adult!
Zhang Wei looked at her smiling face and didn't speak, expecting that what she said was just a joke, but she was still smiling, he couldn't understand her heart. His heart sank little by little, and he had just made up his mind to treat her well for the rest of his life, but in her eyes it was just an impulse, and when something like that happened, he was able to say it in such a normal tone, as if he was eating and drinking tea, and let him act as if it hadn't happened, yes, it was really impulsive at that time, he was not ready to fall in love with her, he was not ready to spend his life with another person, but she was his first woman!
He knew he hadn't really fallen in love with her. But isn't it okay to work hard in the future?! Isn't it necessary to cultivate feelings?!
\"You go out, I'm going to change my clothes\" Yu Mo looked at his ever-changing eyes, his heart ached inexplicably, and his tone was cold.
Zhang Wei left the room a little distracted!
Yumo curled up on the bed and said to himself: \"Yumo, well done, that's it, he doesn't love you, and you don't fall in love with him, it's just an impulse!\" But from time to time, the surprise that came to mind when I met him for the first time in the elevator, the second time was when I learned that I was in the same apartment in the apartment, the little surprise in my heart, the embarrassment and an inexplicable pleasure when I might be found out about my shameful behavior in order to help her find the ring, because of the daytime, and suddenly dreamed of his distress at night, telling myself not to violate the ban, but I couldn't help but want to tease him, see his helpless appearance, because of his unfaithful thought to Richard and secretly ashamed, when I saw him look at himself and show his obsession, the huge surprise in my heart, knowing that I was suddenly a junior, although I felt angry and sad, but strangely there is a hint of relaxation, the love for Richard is real, unexpectedly in the mall when I met in Japan many years ago, he gave himself a porcelain doll, when she was broken by the crowd falling to the ground, she was really sad and sad, when she thought she was sad and desperate because of Richard's betrayal, the familiar figure suddenly appeared again, at that moment she just wanted to hug him and cry well, crying out all the sadness and grievances in her heart, she was stunned when she heard Macy crying and saying that she was unwilling, she didn't know if she was also sad because of her unwillingness, she was sad and wanted to lean on his back all the timeAt that moment, what she needed was someone she could rely on, but when she knew that he was chatting with another woman, the unwillingness and sudden jealousy made her want to possess him, at least for this night, he wanted to belong to her alone.
But the reality seems to have played a joke with her again, I heard that he was almost married to someone else, it was the first time, she hesitated, wanted to stop, but look at his clumsy blushing appearance, so cute, at that moment the desire to possess him completely destroyed her reason, she frantically asked, who knew that he was so strong, he tried his best, but he couldn't satisfy him, and finally he could only beg for mercy and fall on him, in the morning he reacted again, and the doppelganger who remained in the body was about to move, and the strangeness of the body made her sober up, but she was weak and had no strength to continue to be happy, so she had to stop it。 He suddenly hugged herself, feeling the deepening strength in his hand, listening to his whispered words, she suddenly wanted to stay with him like this all the time, but she knew that he didn't love her!
I was with her because of guilt and pity for her, and she didn't need such feelings!
"That's it, Yumo\" Tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, down her cheeks, down her arms, and onto the sheets.
Yes, isn't this just right? Don't worry about this kind of thing anymore! Live your own life, follow your original path, don't worry about others, and won't be affected by other things! Zhang Wei lit a cigarette against the wall of the corridor, convincing himself like this, but why didn't he feel any ease at all, and there was an inexplicable fire in his heart that wanted to vent out.
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