NO.49 I JUST WANT TO TRY
Nightshade hurriedly stepped forward to check on Ling Shou's state, but fortunately, he just fainted. Xun Xing kept watch every step of the way, watching everyone hold a red ceremony for him, and she no longer resisted as before. As long as Ling Shou can be saved, nothing else matters. After the Red Ceremony, they asked them to send Ling Shou to her bedroom, and she had to guard him every step of the way. She watched over him, and they watched over her, but she was in no mood to speak, and she couldn't say a word to let them rest first.
Xun Xing didn't know why, why did Ling Shou's blood turn into his body, why? Could she be a monster? Looking at Ling Shou lying on the bed, she slowly recovered her blood, and the hand holding him was also slowly recovering her temperature. Her hand caressed Ling Shou's wrist, which had regained its former smoothness, as if nothing had happened. But she may never forget the scene where Jì 泠Shou's blood seeped into her body, and what is even more terrifying is that her body will have an indescribable sense of pleasure when she gets Ling Shou's blood. She's not really what they say at all, she's probably a blood-hungry vampire, a cold-blooded creature in the truest sense of the word.
The person on the bed didn't know when he opened his eyes, Xun Xing looked at him and didn't speak, and the face of the person on the bed still had the usual fox-like smile. "Xing'er," he whispered by her name.
"Don't be so gentle. Xunxing's eyes were full of tears, how could she be lucky enough to meet him. How could she deserve such tenderness from him? Her body longed for his blood, even theirs, and yet he was as gentle as ever for her.
Ling Shou reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, "Where am I gentle? You ask these boys, which one is not afraid of me!" He was still smiling, the star-seeking instinct had exploded, so the day when she would be completely awakened would not be far away.
"I'm telling you not to be so gentle with me. "I'm sick and in the mood to play tricks, and I really want to slap him in the face. "How's your health, rest at home for a few days, and leave the enchantment and signal tower business alone. ”
"I'm in good health, I'm refreshed!" Ling Shou stood up and stretched, "Look at the enchantment outside that you have broken, how you let me rest." Ay...... I'm a toil. As he spoke, he walked outside, and to be honest, he hadn't seen anyone absorb the power of the enchantment. Sure enough, he is the most powerful race patriarch among the speakers, and his ability is really strong.
Starhunter grabbed him, "I command you and all of you to rest for me." ”
"I'll go" Ling Shou looked at the totem that flew into his body, and then a powerful force pushed him back to the bed. "Isn't it okay for us to rest after opening the barrier?" he was lying on the bed, but he was not honest, "I can't sleep well without the barrier." ”
"If you can't sleep, you have to sleep!" Xunxing ignored Ling Shou's struggle, ignored him and turned to the others, and said, "Go back to your room to rest, didn't you hear?" As soon as she finished speaking, everyone ran out, and just now they didn't leave because the patriarch's order was not clear, and this time they had to leave.
After they left, Xun Xing left a message: "Have a good rest." So he went downstairs.
Xun Xing stayed quietly in the living room, watching the garden's originally tender green lawn appear as a large abrupt patch of dry soil, like the drought in the news report. The cherry blossom trees she had carefully cultivated also withered...... Broken images flashed in the mind of the star-hunter, and they were all accusing the star-hunting. This qiē is all caused by her, and she is the culprit. She knew better what kind of creature the speaker was. She can unconsciously suck in what is beneficial to herself, without choice and without control, but instinctively does extremely selfish things. Even the closest people, even if they say no, the body enjoys this qiē with pleasure. Suddenly, she picked up the fruit knife on the coffee table and slashed it hard at the artery in her wrist......
Bright red blood dripped out, ticking and ticking...... She wants to return the nutrients she absorbed. She walked into the garden, blood dripping into the dry dirt, but nothing happened, and the soil still didn't return to its original appearance.
"Are you crazy?" Ling Shou jumped straight from the bedroom window to stop the bleeding and called Night Shadow to bandage her. This time, Ling Shou's tone was full of anger, "It's okay if you want to die, kill me first." ”
"I don't want to drag you down......" Xunxing didn't dare to look at Ling Shou, she didn't want him to see her tears.
"You're not dragging us down, on the contrary, because we found you, we have the hope of going to Yechangxing. If you are going to die, we can only continue to search for your next life on Earth. But the more time we stay, the more chance we have to be discovered by humans, and to put it bluntly, we have one more chance of being locked up as a monster in the real room. Then humans can disembowel us, or be sliced and specified, and of course, if they like it, they can also make me an elixir of immortality until we die. Ling Shou didn't want to say that he was so great, and he didn't want to wrap his thoughts with high-sounding words like responsibility and obligation, "I don't want to be tortured to death by humans, so if you don't want to help us, you can kill me directly." Without you, I wouldn't have anything else to think about. He closed his eyes and tilted his head up like a warrior looking at death.
Xun Xing finally looked at Ling Shou, and tears kept falling. After a long time, she finally hugged him, and choked up with a thick self-reproach in her voice: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." But I'm useless, I've always been like a disaster star, whoever treats me well will be unlucky. I don't want to see anyone disappear from my life anymore, I don't want you to have anything to do with you. I'm afraid I'll be like this day again, I'm afraid I'll lust for your blood like a vampire. I'm scared...... I don't want to be a monster, I don't want to lose you......" She hugged him tightly, she was afraid that one day she would become a monster and do something irreparable. Ling Shou is the only one he can't afford to lose now. In front of this man who is as fresh as the wind, because she can get simplicity without pretending, she will not be bound and become free, and there is no trouble caused by pressure. He understands her, trusts her, and at the same time loves her and dotes on her.
Ling Shou gently patted the star's back, her back heaving violently from crying, her breathing became more and more rapid from crying, and the hem of his shirt became wet from her crying. He lost his previous anger, and the corners of his mouth once again raised a faint smile. He knew that he couldn't bear to find the stars, and he had always liked her kindness and wisdom. From a long, long time ago, she has been silently paying every time, without asking for anything in return. Her real anger is all because of herself, and she always finds reasons in herself. She has always been able to see things from the perspective of others, and has always lived with a strict and self-interested attitude. "My dear patriarch, if one day you can regain your ability and regain your memories and hold me like this, I will be satisfied. Hehe...... "He saw that the love of the stars slowly calmed down, and he couldn't help but say something in his heart, but why is the content of this heartfelt word so poor?
Xunxing didn't attack when he heard Ling Shou's words, but just hugged Ling Shou tighter, and rubbed all her snot and tears onto his white clothes. She looked up after making sure she had wiped her face clean, "I'll hold you like this every time I cry in the future." I have to say that Ling Shou calmed her down, because of his strong and regular heart, because of his even breathing, she understood the simple truth of "it's good to be alive".
Today's tragedy will come to an end with a smile on the stars, and they will welcome the morning sun together. No one knows when the clouds will fall again, but at least today they stood together and walked forward in the sun. Xingxing is slowly becoming stronger, and they are slowly learning what kind of woman Xingxing is. Take Hainu's words: she is not bad, but she is a little naughty, and she is kind.
"Let's go, it's time for us to go back to our room and rest. Ling Shou took the hand of the star-seeking and said.
Xunxing glared at Ling Shou, "You sleep in the study!" and entered the house without looking back.
"People don't want it!" uh...... Lord Ling Shou was actually disgusted, so I guess I should consider the mood of the audience, and Night Shadow didn't want to be the first to suffocate to death because of laughter.
Ling Shou chased Xun Xing upstairs, Tai Lian shook her head helplessly, "Is it time for Adjutant Ling Shou to take medicine?" and then turned his eyes to look at Ling Shou, "Everyone is laughing, what are you holding back? After saying that, he patted him on the chest, "Why don't we go in and sleep for a while?" uh...... Is Tai Lian infected by Ling Shou? A crazy kid in a room and a stupid person.
Ling Shou finally succeeded in landing on the soft double bed of Xingxing, and Xingxingxing slept peacefully on his arm. Isn't it true that Lord Ling Shou will eat her up and wipe her clean before she is actually in the wilderness? In fact, it's because Ling Shou is so beautiful, so beautiful that her gender has been blurred. Because he was too tired, Ling Shou also fell asleep quickly, but he still hugged her tightly......
Rain, such a heavy rain, looking for stars standing alone in the rain, surrounded by a blank. Judging from Cheng Dù, whose clothes were wet, it is estimated that she has been in the rain for more than half an hour, and there is water in her shoes. She likes rainy weather the most, and since she is in a dream again, she is unrestrained, so she just lies on the ground and closes her eyes to enjoy it. But suddenly the noise stopped, did the rain stop? She opened her eyes, and the raindrops actually stopped in the air, in fact, their time must have stopped. Starhunter caught a drop of rain, and the raindrop was divided into countless smaller droplets. "Haha......" Xunxing laughed happily, and then sang and danced.
"Wouldn't it be too exaggerated to sing and dance while taking a shower?" said Ling Shou loudly as he looked in the direction of the bathroom.
Xunxing suddenly woke up when she heard Ling Shou's voice, why was she taking a bath when she was obviously dreaming? Xunxing looked at the water droplets hanging in the air around her a little dazed, and couldn't let Ling Shou worry anymore. Keep going, keep singing, she can't let him find anything wrong.
There was a knock on the door, "Patriarch, it's time for you to come out, right?" Ling Shou looked at the time, "It's been almost an hour since you went in, how dirty are you?"
"I felt like I was smelling all over my body, and I suspected I had OCD. Xunxing turned off the faucet, put on a bathrobe, and came out, stretching out his arm in front of Ling Shou, "You smell it, is it smelly?" ”
"It's really smelly," Ling Shou sniffed closer, his frowning brow quickly relaxed, "It's just a scent." It's so fragrant, I really want to take a bite. ”
Xunxing hurriedly pulled his hand back, "**!"
Fortunately, Xingxing successfully deceived Ling Shou. But she's been sleepwalking all the time lately, what's wrong? She didn't have the habit of sleepwalking before, could it be that her body is changing!
"Ling Shou, why did I become like that yesterday?" After calming down, Xun Xing asked again about yesterday.
"You yourself have entered the consciousness of self-preservation, absorbing a qiē to absorb nutrients to maintain your own life system. Ling Shou replied seriously, like a teacher who answers questions.
"Why did I get into that state?" said Finder feared what would happen if there was a next time.
Ling Shou hugged her into his arms, "It's good that you can get into that state, otherwise I won't see you again." The Instinctive Self-Preservation State is unique to purebred speakers and automatically triggers Conservation Mode when they are on the verge of death. This is an evolution among the speakers, and we all envy it. Don't be burdened, the speaker has always tried his best to protect the ecological environment, so this is also considered as nature rewarding us. ”
"However, I also sucked your blood......" This is the point, the point that the star hunt can't accept.
"You still don't think of yourself as a speaker, you see when I was unconscious, they gave me a little blood, and I could recover quickly, wouldn't that be great? What Ling Shou said was also told to him before the star, and the abilities given to them by nature should be used well and grateful.
Xunxing listened to Ling Shou's words and didn't speak again, but he agreed with his words in his heart. If you have this ability, why don't you use it, it's better to be alive than to become a wisp of ghosts. Her mind is too narrow-minded, and she is still stuck in the small goodness of human beings.
Ling Shou saw that Xun Xing did not speak, presumably because he had agreed with his concept, so he seized this opportunity to continue to lobby: "But after yesterday's experience, shouldn't you also reflect on it? If you hadn't allowed us to perform the red ceremony, where would I faint alone due to excessive blood loss." ”
Xingxing broke free from his embrace, "You've said so much, is that your point?"
"Have you forgotten that the Whisperer can't lie? Originally, every ten drops, we would supply seven times in turn, and it would be perfectly possible to restore it before the next supply, and it would be possible to satisfy the needs of your awakening ability without harming yourself. And in a situation like yesterday, the seven of us could have directly awakened you with the method of red rites. It's because you restrained us a few days ago, otherwise how could I waste so much blood!" Ling Shou knew that Xun Xing was still blaming himself for yesterday's incident, so of course he would not let go of the opportunity to take advantage of it.
Xunxing seemed to feel that she had been trapped, but she didn't have the courage to refute Ling Shou's words. Yesterday, Ling Shou's blood rushed towards her body vigorously, and gravity had no effect at that time. "Is one drop a day?" asked Xun Xing cautiously, ten drops added up to too much, estimated to be twenty or thirty milliliters.
"Do you think it's a vegetable market? Nowadays, people go to the supermarket to buy vegetables. Ling Shou disagreed, a drop of top fart.
"The supermarket is also on sale. "Finding the star continues to try, "Three drops?"
"Five drops in one bite and drink it every night before bedtime, and only on its own. Ling Shou stopped talking when he said his bottom line, and his eyes were firmly looking at the star. Although the little eyes of star-seeking and complaining are pitiful, Ling Shou must be ruthless. Xunxing's body entered the self-preservation mode because she couldn't bear the awakening of her ability, and the next time there is such a situation, who will definitely die because of it. "It's useless for you to look at me like this, this time you absorbed two-fifths of my blood to regain consciousness, and next time you estimate that you will have to absorb one of them before you wake up. "He's not alarmist.
Of course, Xingxing knew who they were, and just thinking about it made her tremble. "Okay. Finally, she nodded obediently in agreement. Thinking about the pleasure of Ling Shou's blood invading her body, she actually licked her dry lips subconsciously......
Ling Shou noticed her small movements, and did not open his mouth to break. Eat the marrow and know the taste, everyone will like such the best in the world. There have also been cases in the history of the Whisperers who kept their own kind in captivity just to drink blood, because the blood contained too much resentment and led the drinker to fall into the demon realm. Star seekers have always been the best of the whisperers, and they have no ambitions, and the red rites are rarely used in the clan. Now she is still like this, she has good self-control, and she will not increase the amount she asks for because of the deliciousness.
The matter of Chili was decided, and Ling Shou announced the results of his discussion with Xingxing at the dinner table. Everyone is completely meaningless, because they see the kindness of the star and see her self-blame, and it is their blessing to have such a good patriarch.
"Patriarch, I'll be the first. Tacoco stood up excitedly, and offered himself.
"Hmm" I really don't get used to stargazing, and I feel awkward.
"Isn't it okay to sleep with the patriarch that night? The point of Tacoco's listening is: drink before going to bed!
Ling Shou lightly tapped the knife on the dining table in front of Ta Coco, "What if you don't save zài with me?" and everyone laughed, and Ta Coco's dream of sleeping with the patriarch was shattered.
"You like to sleep with the patriarch so much, you must be comfortable sleeping next to the patriarch. I just want to try......" Tacoco hurriedly explained, and he wanted to see if it was different.
"Poof!" Xunxing couldn't help but spray a table of water, Ta Keke really didn't know or pretended not to know?