After taking a bus from the township to the county hospital, Wei Guo finally found the ward where his father was. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

It's just that at this time, my father has no breathing, no heartbeat, and no signs of life at all.

When the doctor told Wei Guo that his father had died of a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, Wei Guo couldn't believe what was in front of him.

He couldn't believe that his father, who was still in good health half a year ago, was waiting for him to take him into the city, just like that, just leave?

And as the eldest son, he didn't see his father's last face before his death.

Wei Guo was completely defeated, he rushed over, shook his father's body, and shouted: "Dad, wake up, Dad, wake up." Didn't we say okay, in the summer, I will take you to the doctor, and then take you into the city? Don't you always have a wish, want to see your son's home in the city, want to see how the people in the city live, you say that you are a farmer, you have trained an engineer, you are very proud, you did not think that you, a person who has worked all his life in the farm, without any knowledge and culture, can give birth to the son of an engineer......

Wei Guo was in front of his father's hospital bed, crying to death.

He grabbed his father's cold hands and looked at his father in front of him as if he was asleep.

He couldn't believe that his father had left his mother, himself, and all his children forever.

Wei Guo cried and said: "Dad, you were born in the era of famine, followed your grandfather to escape the famine, asked for food, and survived with difficulty by relying on corn paste.

You have not had a mother since you were a child, and you have never felt what motherly love is.

As soon as you could walk, you began to herd cattle for the landlords, and from childhood to adulthood, you never had a full meal.

You went out to serve in the army when you were sixteen, married my mother at the age of twenty-five, and it wasn't until after liberation that you had a full meal for the first time.

After you had a child, for the sake of the child, you were never willing to eat, you were reluctant to wear, you hardly bought yourself a single piece of clothing, and you never spent a penny for yourself, you saved up all the meager income of the family for me to study, for Baoguo to study.

Now, my life is rich, my country's life is also well-off, and my sister and sister's life are also well-off, but you have quietly left......"

Wei Guo's mother was beside her, she had no strength, her tears had dried up, and her words had been spoken.

She was talking to herself: "Every time I come home, I see your father at home, the pot is dry, the electric kettle is dry, there is not even a mouthful ......of water, I say to cook a meal for you, you always say, the grandson is important, you go to Baoguo to see the child, don't care about me"

Baoguo and Xiaofang, guarding their father's bedside, sobbed.

Dongmei and Wei Guo's sisters stood on the outermost side, wiping away tears.

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After his father's funeral, Wei Guo's mother took out the tens of thousands of yuan that Wei Guo's father had accumulated in front of him, and she told the children that her family was old, and it was useless to ask for so much money, so let the children divide it.

Although the four children did not make a sound, Dongmei firmly disagreed.

She asked Wei Guo's mother to hold the fold and keep the money herself, no matter how the money was spent, as long as it was Wei Guo's mother's.

Wei Guo's mother was grief-stricken, and she felt that she would not live for a few years.

She hopes now that the children will prepare their coffins in advance, and they will be buried with Wei Guo's father in the future.

And after Wei Guo's father died, his whole person was paralyzed, he didn't say a word for several days, and there was no expression on his face for several days.

He was always alone in the dark, wiping away tears.

The sudden death of his father became the biggest regret of his life.

The son wanted filial piety but his relatives were not there, and Wei Guo originally planned to take his father to see a doctor, travel, and eat delicious food in the summer, but all of them were in the soup, and it would never be realized.

Wei Guo even resented that he had gone out of school instead of staying in the countryside.

If he always guards his father's side, when his father has a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, he can send his father to the hospital as soon as possible to save his father's life.

However, because he was not by his father's side, when his father had a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, he lay alone in the ground for a whole day......

By the time my father was found and sent to the hospital, it was too late.

Patriotic self-blame, pain, anger, struggle......

He was simply powerless to emerge from the pain and shadow of his father's death.

After returning to the Zuanyi family home from his hometown, Wei Guo was still depressed.

And when the two children learned the news of their grandfather's death, they also cried into tears.

They couldn't accept the death of their grandfather.

This is also the first time that thirteen-year-old Taotao and ten-year-old Nana have faced the death of their loved ones.

And Wei Guo not only can't eat, but also can't sleep, and he can't even go to work.

Team Li, the captain of the cementing team, even made a special trip to defend the country and visit the country, hoping that the country could go up the mountain to cement.

But when he saw the decadent appearance of Weiguo, he immediately retreated, went up to the second floor, pushed the permanent worker who pretended to be sick up the mountain, and forced him to take the sick cement.

Wei Guo doesn't go to work, but Dongmei's business still has to be done.

So, with the help of her mother, Dongmei did business in the morning and at noon, and in the afternoon she accompanied Wei Guo out for a walk, enlightening him and making him understand that people cannot be resurrected after death, and they must work hard to accept reality.

However, Wei Guo always believed that it was he who delayed his father's illness, that he was a son, that he did not fulfill his obligations, and that it was he who promised his father and did not fulfill it, so that his father died of a cerebral hemorrhage.

The pain was unbearable, and Wei Guo, a person who had never drunk, actually started drinking, and began to drink heavily.

Every night, he can only fall asleep by drinking a bottle of liquor.

At first, Dongmei thought it was good, at least Wei Guo could sleep soundly.

However, Dongmei slowly discovered that Wei Guo actually relied on alcohol anesthesia.

Without the anesthesia of alcohol, Wei Guo would either be mentally broken or unable to sleep.

Slowly, Dongmei realized the seriousness of the problem.

If he didn't immediately stop Wei Guo from drinking, and didn't let him completely sober up and recognize the reality, Wei Guo might have to destroy himself by himself.

Dongmei knows that Wei Guo is a person with a very poor ability to bear it in his heart, and he is also very easy to give up on himself.

Dongmei still clearly remembers that last time, Wei Guo was decadent because he was forcibly transferred from the drilling team to the cementing team, and he gave up on himself.

That time, Dongmei brought Weiguo back on track by enlightening Weiguo, caring for Weiguo, taking him out for a spring outing, taking him out for a walk, and so on.

And now, Dongmei is once again facing the decadence and self-abandonment of the country, and she knows that her task this time is much more arduous and difficult than the previous task.

On this day, Dongmei, who was selling rice at the farmers' market, suddenly saw Hongxia rushing over.

Hongxia looked at the crowd around her, and quickly put her mouth to Dongmei's ear and said, "Dongmei, go and take a look, your family Weiguo was found asleep in the toilet?"

"Ah, what did you say?"

"Dongmei, your family must have been drunk, so he fell asleep in the toilet, and it was the women's toilet. “

"Ah, Weiguo, how can he, this is too embarrassing. “

"Yes, there was a woman shouting at the door of the toilet, saying that someone was playing hooligan, so I went in, and when I saw it, it was your family defending the country. “

"It's such a shame, Hongxia, you help me, let's go and get the country out. “

"Okay, let's go now. “

"Sister-in-law Tan, you can help take care of my stall for me. “

With that, Dongmei ran away with Hongxia.