He suddenly became normal again, and after dinner, he placed the knife in his room at midnight and locked the door to prevent his parents from suddenly breaking in!

After preparing everything, Bai Ling sat on the bed with a knife and stared blankly for twenty minutes, not thinking about anything in these twenty minutes, just watching!

A knife that sells everywhere and I don't know what to see!

The pattern of his body began to spread again, because he felt the pain, and now he knew that the pain was a symbol of the spread of the pattern, and he was drawn into reality!

"Uh~" Belltron pressed the painful place, suppressing the sound of moaning, so as not to wake up the family!

There is no way for him to relieve the pain, there is no way to alleviate it, he can only endure it, but he has been tortured in his right leg for a long time, he is already on the verge of collapse, and now he is tortured by his stomach, and it is even more unbearable than when his leg hurts, he has collapsed!

The trembling hand picked up the knife and pointed it at the stomach, but he didn't do it for a long time, because he didn't dare, although he was very broken, but the idea of being afraid of death did not disappear, but became more and more obvious!

He had been thinking about stabbing it for a hundred years, but another voice kept resisting, telling him not to do it!

He was torn between two voices, the former was unbearable for him, and the latter was what he really thought in his heart, and he couldn't choose it!

No, it should be said that he subconsciously favored the latter!

But even if he is struggling, the side effects of the pattern, he will not pay attention to his thoughts, the pain still hurts, and it hurts more and more!

"Ahh

Belltron grabbed the position of the pattern with all his might, if he did this under ordinary circumstances, his skin would have been scratched a long time ago.

But because of the pattern, there are no scars and they are intact!

Finally, the pain was so painful that he couldn't bear it anymore, and since the position of the long pattern couldn't hurt, then he shot in the place where there was no pattern!

In the end, he used a knife to stab himself a little in front of the pattern!

"Ah~cough!"

The knife was stabbed in, and the blood was constantly flowing out, but he didn't feel liberated!

Because after a knife went down, the idea of being afraid of death expanded infinitely, and he began to regret it, regretting stabbing him impulsively!

And the knife was not pulled out, because he was afraid that he would lose too much blood and die if he pulled it out, but if he didn't pull it out, he would also lose too much blood and die, so he shouted for help, and he was afraid that his family would know that he would lose face, so he didn't dare to scream!

He just slowly passed by, the wound was still bleeding, it had soaked a large sheet of sheets, and his face gradually became haggard!

I don't know if it's because this knife hurts more than the spread of the pattern, he can't feel the pain of the pattern!

If you want to lift your clothes and take a look, but the knife is still there, and if you want to lift your clothes, you have to pull out the knife!

He may feel that he is close to the brink of death, but as soon as his hand is on the hilt of the knife, he falls backwards!

Because of excessive blood loss, he began to lose consciousness and slowly fell into darkness, even though the light was on, it was still dark in front of him!

The thought was gradually lost, and at this moment he thought he was dead, but unfortunately no one found out!

Not yet, he's just infinitely close to death!

When he lost consciousness, the blood that flowed out was slowly absorbed back by him!

The skin that was originally terrifyingly white due to the spread of the pattern gradually became crystal clear because of the absorption of blood, and it was no longer miserable white, but also white and red!

And the pattern seems to be spreading at a speed visible to the naked eye because of the absorption of blood, and the pattern has passed through the wound with the knife, and the knife was forced out, and the wound recovered quickly!

The level of recovery was perfect, hardly like it had been injured!

And the pattern has also produced a certain change, of course, not its shape has changed, and the edge of the pattern has a reddish color, but if you don't look closely, it is difficult to see!

His body had changed, and his thoughts, which had disappeared, were slowly recovering!

But he thinks he's in hell, and although he never believed in it, but now that he's in it, he can't help but believe it!

"Awakening with death, this is still the first one!" The voice that came from nowhere, suddenly sounded in his ears!

"Who?" asked Belltron in alarm!

"We should have seen it!" the voice didn't tell him who he was!

"Have you seen it, when have I ever been to the underworld?" Bai Ling thought that he was in a mythical underworld, and he had just died for the first time, how could he have come to the underworld, so he was very puzzled!

"What is the underworld?" the voice was stunned when it heard his words, which proved that it didn't know the underworld, or maybe there was no underworld at all!

"Isn't the folk superstition in mythology all about going to hell after death, isn't this hell here?"

"No, this is in your dream, not some hell, of course, everything is possible in your dream, as long as you want, hell and hell can also exist!"

"Am I not dead in a dream?" Bai Ling was so surprised when he heard that he was in a dream, he felt that he was obviously dead, how could he be in a dream!

Am I dreaming? Those patterns are fake, and I'm still healthy?

All of a sudden, he seemed to have found a glimmer of hope, and if he was really dreaming, then he wouldn't have to endure the pain of those tortures anymore!

"No, but it's in a dream, but your experiences aren't dreams!" It seemed to see through Belltron's thoughts, so it told him the cruel reality!

"That's... Then who are you, and why should I believe your words!" Belltron was poured a basin of cold water, and then said a little self-deceptively!

"It doesn't matter who I am, because I have forgotten who I am, you just need to know that we are symbiotic beings now, don't worry, if I don't die, you won't die, and if I die, you won't necessarily die!" It told Belltron a shocking news, but he himself didn't believe it!

"Hehe, do you think I believe it?" said Bai Ling with a sneer!

"That's why I told you to wake up quickly, if it's too late, you'll die, not only will you die, but even I'll bury you, even for my own sake, I have to wake you up!"

Because this is too fantastical, but the thought of that pattern, and the skin that suddenly can't be pierced by a knife, makes him a little shaken!

It is impossible for a normal person not to learn the hard qigong aspect of things, he will not feel that he has practiced it when he was a child, and he agrees with it a little bit from this aspect, but from a scientific point of view, he denies it extremely much!

"And how did you get in my dream?" Belltron put the tangle aside and asked it other questions!

"I! That's a long story, but to put it simply, even if I came here from somewhere, because I'm about to die, I have to find a body to possess so that I can save it, so I chose you in a hurry! And then after a while, I was surprised to find that it became your other half, so I said that we are symbiotic, and now the situation of the two of us can also be understood as you are me, I am you, of course I am not exactly you! Because I said before, if you die, I can't live, but if I die, you won't necessarily die, and you can also use me as a stand-in!"

"It's very unscientific!" Belltron still couldn't accept it!

"I know, if I didn't know what science is, I probably wouldn't have understood your words, I've lived with you for 20 years, and I understand the science in your mouth, so you don't believe me in myself!" It means that I have understood his words for so many years, so I didn't explain too much!

"I ......" Although Bai Ling couldn't hear the attitude of her tone, her heart was even more shaken, so she was even more entangled!

"Then how do you wake up?" Bai Ling remembered a sentence, that is, it is better to believe that there is something than to believe that there is nothing, so I believe her!

"I don't know about this, although you and I are one, but how to awaken still has to be understood by yourself!" It doesn't know how to wake him up, but it just knows that he will be in danger if he is late!

"Then how can you wake up?" Bai Ling felt hopeless, because he had not been in contact with it, how to comprehend this, and it was not a book to learn!

"Actually, awakening is not difficult, maybe as long as you admit these things, you may wake up, or you may figure out some things and wake up, and you may even inadvertently say a certain sentence and wake up, there is no limit to the method of awakening, so there is no fixed answer!" It comforted Bai Bell, telling him not to give up so quickly!

"Then my suicide is not considered a way to wake up......" Although Bai Ling knew that this was very, he did the most unacceptable thing for him, which was to stab himself!

"Hmm...... "It's not very clear!"

"Will there be any changes if you wake up, otherwise I don't know even if I wake up!"

"The body will change, but as for how it changes, it is not fixed, and there are side effects!" It tried to tell him everything it knew, so that he would not be ignorant!

"What side effects? leg pain?" When Belltron heard the word side effects, he immediately connected to his right leg!

"Yes, but there are other reasons for the more serious side effects, I can't tell you right now, but don't be afraid! That side effect won't be harmful to your body, but... Possible... It's going to be a danger to your spirit!" This explanation finally heard a little tone, it was a little anxious and worried!

"What kind of mental harm?" Bai Bell immediately asked when he heard that there was danger!

"I can't say this, but it probably isn't a hazard, and you won't know if it's a hazard until you get there!" it said uncertainly!

"Ahh

"Anyway, you'll know then, and once you awaken, I'll disappear, you have to be careful, you're not the only one awakened!" it reminded again!

"Disappearing? Why?" Belltron was surprised and surprised that it would disappear!

"Because most of my soul has already merged with you, and when you awaken, you will become one completely, so it is not considered to disappear, but it will exist in another form!, and I will become your power after awakening!" it said, and Belltron did not feel sadness from its voice!

"Don't you regret it?" asked Belltron calmly!

"No, if I had regretted it, I would have dissipated a long time ago!"

"Then judging from the experience of TV dramas, can't you rob my body, why don't you rob it?" Bai Ling didn't know if it would work, after all, TV series were all made up!

"Yes, but I don't want to, because I'm not one of those murderers, you're equivalent to my benefactor, without your body, I'd have died a long time ago, and there's still a chance to snatch it, so I won't!"

I don't know if he made a mistake, and then he fell silent, I don't know what he was thinking!