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"They are after the pain / soft still / still singing in the sun"

"They are thorns all the way / Silent / Walk through the fields of flowers in full bloom"

"Are they after a thousand sails / The green mountains are still / Still not stained with a trace of dust"

"They are life and death / cold and warm / but still fly alone in the sky"

"It's Phoenix Nirvana/Reborn from the Fire"

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As if the ice cracked and everything recovered, as soon as Huang Guolun's heartfelt refrain came out, the realm of rebirth was about to come out.

The so-called Chinese folk songs, the most inferior, are sensational;

The mediocre ones are strong in their feelings;

The minority, singing about the human society;

Highly sought after, although the words are beautiful, but the left is not a little love, personal feelings;

Intriguing, compassionate, light and light;

The highest, appreciated by both the elegant and the vulgar, is unpretentious, and is for life and death.

The song "Rebirth" sung by Huang Guolun, although it is not the highest level, has a kind of calmness in the bright moon.

There are no thousands of sails competing, and it has nothing to do with singing and dancing, but it is thorny all the way, and he is calm and silent.

It is like a phoenix that is injured and walking alone, flying and dancing for nine days, waiting for the moment of nirvana, and being reborn in blood.

People who are familiar with Xu Wei will immediately think of Xu Wei's style when they hear this melody.

When Huang Guolun had this song in his mind, he also felt this way.

But it seemed to him to be just an illusion.

How could Xu Wei stuff the song into his head? This inference can't be explained.

So he decided that he wrote it himself, but he was influenced by Xu Wei.

The connotation of this song is exactly what he wants.

For him at this moment, winter is coming, and spring is no longer far away.

After surviving this historically rare winter, at the beginning of spring next year, I hope that his life will also usher in the moment of nirvana rebirth.

This night, Huang Guolun used a song "Rebirth" to sweep away the sadness and melancholy in the duck shop, and he used music to make everyone calm and return to reason.

After the singing, Huang Guolun wore sunglasses and took a photo with the two student fans and asked their names.

These two children have just started college, the boy's name is Cao Fei, and the girl's name is Jin Weiwei.

Because of their love for music, the two of them came together, and the process of getting to know each other was very romantic.

Huang Guolun agreed to them, and he would definitely write a song for them in the future, but only if they could stay together during college. Otherwise, if you take the liberty of writing a song for them, and the two of you break up, it will be too embarrassing to send them a song.

If they can fall in love with each other in four years of college, Huang Guolun will definitely write a song to praise their romantic love story.

Huang Guolun's commitment to love made Cao Fei and Jin Weiwei die-hard fans of Huang Guolun, and they threatened to come to see Huang Guolun's special show this Saturday, and bring the students to appreciate Mr. Huang's demeanor.

Cai Yafang also said that she was going to come to the duck shop this Saturday to listen to Huang Guolun sing again, and after being sent to sing by Huang Guolun, she also became Huang Guolun's iron fan.

Zhao Yan, Zhao Jing, Sister Xu, Liu Xiaowei, Su Ling, they won't talk about it, they are all looking forward to the early arrival of Saturday, and they want to hurry up to see Huang Guolun and Bai Yao do a whole music performance.

Huang Guolun's main purpose in coming to the duck shop this night was not to sing, he wanted to talk to Zhao Yan about the relationship between the two of them.

When all the friends were sent away, and when the two went out for supper alone, Huang Guolun and Zhao Yan finally made it clear to Zhao Yan about the intention of asking Zhao Yan out tonight.

The industry that their family is engaged in is very special, and Zhao Yan was introduced by the elders of the family and understands their family background, so Huang Guolun doesn't need to rack his brains to think about what to say to Zhao Yan.

He had nothing to hide, but he told Zhao Yan about his current situation.

After all, the family did this, and there were many taboos, and he felt that Zhao Yan should be able to understand him, instead of misunderstanding his intention to keep his distance from Zhao Yan as that he was dissatisfied with Zhao Yan.

He also told Zhao Yan in particular, he actually wanted to continue to look down with Zhao Yan.

But if what Mr. Yi said is true, he and Zhao Yan will be pitting Zhao Yan if they continue to go down.

He bluntly said that Zhao Yan is a kind girl, and he hopes that Zhao Yan can find the true happiness that belongs to her.

If he really had this fate, he didn't want any woman to bear it with him.

The most bitter road, he would rather walk alone than drag another person to walk with him and be unhappy together.

Chen Jia's matter, he has now begun to blame himself, and he doesn't want to drag other women down.

Zhao Yan originally thought that Huang Guolun asked her out for supper because he wanted to have a small date with her.

Unexpectedly, Huang Guolun actually told her such a bizarre thing!

If this is Zhao Jing, she will definitely be clever and think that Huang Guolun is fooling her, just making excuses and not wanting to go down.

Zhao Yan is much simpler than Zhao Jing.

From the bottom of her heart, she is willing to believe every word Huang Guolun says.

Huang Guolun's family is indeed taboo, and his ex-wife died of a strange disease, which makes it even more difficult for her to doubt Huang Guolun's words.

Although Huang Guolun didn't say anything to death, he just said that this could be the case, but Zhao Yan was still shocked when he heard it.

After Huang Guolun told her about this, Zhao Yan's mind became a mess, and he couldn't sort out his thoughts and Huang Guolun to say more.

She didn't know how to deal with it.

She really likes Huang Guolun now.

If Huang Guolun took out his engagement ring while eating supper tonight, she might marry Huang Guolun as soon as her brain was hot.

She likes Huang Guolun to this point.

And then the eggs.

Huang Guolun now tells her that there is a curse in their family! The woman who is with him cannot have any more children......! Zhao Yan really can't accept it!

Her current age is not too young for having children, and if it drags on for a few more years, the quality of her fertility will plummet.

And her parents and elders hope that she can have a stable family as soon as possible, have a few more children, and live a lively and happy life together.

Zhao Yan himself yearns for such a life.

Once upon a time, she once fantasized about having a child with Zhao Yijun on a football team, and she spent the rest of her life in a small restaurant with her husband and children, watching Zhao Yijun draw and grow up with the children.

And after deciding to watch Huang Guolun everywhere, she fantasized about having a football team child with Huang Guolun, and in the second half of her life, she taught her husband and children in a duck shop, listened to Huang Guolun sing, and grew up with the children.

Now Huang Guolun said that he can't have any more children, which is really too big a blow to Zhao Yan!

When listening to Huang Guolun singing "The Light Chaser" this night, she was also moved to follow Huang Guolun and chase Huang Guolun like a shadow to sleepwalk. She is willing to wait at the intersection, regardless of whether Huang Guolun will pass by or not.

But alas, those are all fairy-tale imaginations.

The cruel reality is really in front of Zhao Yan, Zhao Yan will eventually return to her senses and think about what happiness she really wants.

After all, she had already missed once, the best time of seven years.

Right now, she didn't have a chance to go wrong.

If she spends another seven years on Huang Guolun, and finally ushers in the happiness she wants, then her life will be over.

Just like a child, Zhao Yan is most troubled by this kind of problem.

But now she has to think, she has to force herself to grow.

Lying on the bed, she released the "Steady Happiness" that Huang Guolun sang in the last special performance:

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"I want to be happy / Able to resist the cruelty of the end / In the restless late night / To have a home"

"I want steady happiness / I can touch it with my hands / Every time I reach into my arms / I have your temperature"

"I want to be happy / I can resist the pain of loss / I will not be lonely on a person's journey"

"I want steady happiness / I can make length with my life / No matter where I am / I will not get lost"

"I want steady happiness / This is the happiness I want. ”

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When he heard this song in the duck shop, Zhao Yanneng realized that the stable happiness in this song is the happiness that Huang Guolun wants.

This is actually the happiness she has always wanted.

At that time, her heart seemed to be united with Huang Guolun, and she was about to work together to create a happy future.

If the fantasy of that time could come true, how beautiful their future life would be.

But who would have thought that the reality is so cruel that it doesn't give you a chance to make your dreams come true.

Zhao Yan remembered what Huang Guolun said before singing "Rebirth" this night:

"The world is not as beautiful as we imagined, so we were beaten down over and over again, and then we got back up again because of hope, faith, warmth, or the strength of our natural instincts......"

No wonder Huang Guolun wants to talk about this with emotion, it turns out that Huang Guolun has suffered such a heavy fate.

Zhao Yan thought about it with his heart, the most painful person in this matter was Huang Guolun.

She just lost someone she loved, but she still had a future.

But if this fateful fate is to come true, Huang Guolun will lose the happy future he wants.

Thinking of this, Zhao Yan was sad and heartbroken. is heartbroken for herself, and even more heartbroken for Huang Guolun, a reliable and likable genius music teacher.

Listening to Huang Guolun's song like this, my heart was broken for a while, and Zhao Yan praised the broken heart stuffing and re-glued it together.

She can't break her heart like she used to, and it won't get better for ten days and half a month.

Now that she's the owner of a shop, several people are still pointing to her for dinner.

She can't just be crushed by reality.

Just like Huang Guolun just sang "Rebirth", even if it is a thorny road, she must be calm and silent, and strive to walk through the fields where flowers are in full bloom.

She had to calm herself down and think about what to do.

First of all, she is very clear, that is, if the Huang family really has this curse of Kemu, it is absolutely impossible for her to be with Huang Guolun.

Even if she is willing to grieve herself for not having children, and being with Huang Guolun, her parents will never agree.

Besides, if she really wronged herself like this, Huang Guolun is likely to bear the psychological burden of the previous life.

Just as he feels sorry for his ex-wife, he will most likely feel sorry for her for the rest of his life.

Such a future is too painful.

She didn't want it, and she didn't want Huang Guolun to want it.