When the news of Bao Shiyi's hospitalization for treatment spread, many reporters and paparazzi rushed to the hospital to know why Bao Shiyi, the national brother, was hospitalized.

Whether it is because of Bao Shiyi's high popularity, or news websites continue to report, the matter of Bao Shiyi's hospitalization is getting hotter and hotter.

News reports emerge one after another, both true and false.

Some people who know the matter will not disclose it, while others will sell the news to reporters, and for a while, Bao Shiyi is seriously ill, Bao Shiyi's spirit is abnormal, and even the rumors that someone said that Bao Shiyi is a neurotic person were mentioned again.

There is even news that directly says that Bao Eleven is dead!

Obviously, this made Bao Shiyi's fans completely unacceptable, and they directly and mercilessly sprayed those people who spread rumors on the Internet, and when Bao Shiyi was sick and hospitalized, he was still saying those excessive words, which was really unbearable.

"I really don't know if those news reporters have any journalistic ethics, just reporting in a mess, and actually saying that Bao Shiyi is dead, it is really getting more and more limitless, it is really disgusting, this is already cursing Eleven to death. ”

"I'm so angry, Eleven is sick, can't you stop the meeting? I don't understand what the benefits of hurting Eleven are, I really want to slap those people's ears and scrape. ”

"Those who spread rumors, don't your consciences hurt?"

……

"Eleven's illness is not serious, I'm worried, I hope it's okay. ”

"Eleven's doctors all said that Eleven was weak and should be overworked, and it was obvious that he had been busy filming "Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai" before, so he didn't have a good rest. ”

"I just hope that Eleven recovers soon and that there is no more messy news. ”

……

Just when the news of Bao Shiyi's illness and hospitalization was spreading, Liucheng Publishing House naturally knew about it.

April 8, Liucheng Press.

Xu Qi naturally knew about Bao Shiyi's hospitalization, but the matter was not like the news report at all, what was a serious illness and dying, and it was in danger, but Xu Qi knew very well that Bao Shiyi's state was not good now.

"Editor-in-chief, in the current situation, should the publication of Eleven's new book be postponed?"

Chen Xing, the editor-in-chief of Liucheng Publishing House, did not speak, but looked at the brand-new book that had been printed in his hand, his heart was quite heavy, and he said in a low voice: "The problem now is not that the release of new books is delayed, but that Bao Shiyi has written such a book. ”

Hearing Chen Xing's words, Xu Qi's heart suddenly became heavy.

She naturally read Bao Shiyi's new book, and when she was filming "Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai", Bao Shiyi sent her the draft of the new book to be published, and after she finished reading Bao Shiyi's new book, the whole person was completely stunned.

Because it's not, it's not a book.

It's a confession of a blood-dripping soul.

Xu Qi's eyes fell on the cover of the new book, and he saw that the black and white simple cover had four big characters - "Human Disqualification".

"Disqualified in the World"!

This is the new book that Bao Eleven sent before and has not yet been published.

Xu Qi's face was solemn, and he said in a low voice: "Editor-in-chief, don't think about it too much, it's just that, there's nothing to think about." The male protagonist in this story is completely different from Bao Eleven. ”

"yes, it's different. ”

The corners of Chen Xing's mouth twitched, and he said these words with a forced smile, and then his voice paused, and he said in a low voice: "Although it is different, it still makes people feel desperate." ”

Hearing Chen Xing's words, Xu Qi was silent.

She knew what the book was about, and she knew why the book had such a strange name.

A book similar to the theme of autobiography, tells the story of the male protagonist Ye Zang from adolescence to middle age, in order to escape from reality and continue to sink, experience self-exile, alcoholism, suicide, paralyzing himself with drugs, and finally step by step towards the tragedy of self-destruction, in the process of self-denial, express his deep inner depression, and the desire to be loved......

In the story, Ye Zang is cowardly and sensitive by nature, full of fear and anxiety about human life, coupled with the chaos of the world, the coldness of human feelings, as well as the hypocrisy and deception between family members, the boredom and intransgression of campus life, and the coldness and cruelty of social reality, all of which make him feel that he has become an "alien" in the world and has lost his qualification as a human being.

……

"Let's ask Eleven. ”

Xu Qi thought for a moment and said, "Now he is hospitalized, but I guess he must hope that we can publish him as soon as possible, because he asks for it every time." ”

Chen Xing nodded.

Apparently he knew that, too.

Chen Xing suddenly looked up at Xu Qi, and said with a wry smile: "Xu Qi, I'm not afraid of your jokes, to be honest, I really finished reading Eleven's book "Human Disqualification" in one go, I still don't believe that Eleven actually wrote such a book." ”

"I don't know what to say, but the feeling is like a film of truth slowly being torn apart, and continuing to be like falling into the abyss. The content is extremely depressed, emotionally corrupt, like a patient with sepsis, pale but straight to the heart, completely ruined, abandoned, and playing with all the flashy and hypocritical world. ”

Xu Qi's eyes flickered, and finally nodded, his voice was a little fluctuating and low, and he muttered: "Although it is in the first person, it is also the same as most of the 'awakened' people in the world, but we are not brave enough to say it." It's just that I understand my own disability from someone else's disability. ”

When I saw the last sentence, I was caught off guard and cried. ”

……

He also remembered the words, "Don't talk about me like that, or I'll cry." ”

The smile on Chen Xing's face was a little bitter, he had the same idea as Xu Qi, although he didn't cry when he saw it, he just felt a burst of despair and panic.

"Eleven, he is right, walking on thin ice with the world, the sense of emptiness that neuroticism cannot get rid of, can put anyone to death. ”

Xu Qi nodded, she agreed with this sentence.

Chen Xing said in a low voice: "You know, because of cowardice, so run away from life, to not resist in the darkest sinking to give birth to pride, because of pride, so do not choose to live, so reject crude optimism." If he is so proud, he thinks like this......"

"Maybe it's different, but it's just as worrying, you know that Eleven is really different. ”

Hearing Chen Xing's words, Xu Qi's heart felt a little uncomfortable.

……

Soon, Chen Xing and Xu Qi went to the hospital in person, and they took the book "Human Disqualification" that had just been printed and was ready to be published.

They were going to ask for the opinion of Bao Eleven.

Obviously, Bao 11 did not tell them that the book could be called another name - "Disqualification from Being a Human Being".