Chapter 371: A Rainy Night Alone Hurts
It's just that no matter how difficult the choice is, you still have to make a decision in the end, which there is no way to escape. Pen %Fun%Pavilion www.biquge.info Novels.23txt.
Under Zhen Gu's rather playful gaze, Ye Qingxuan bit her lip lightly, and then her heart ached to the point of suffocation.
"Hate, hate, it's good if you live!" Ye Qingxuan muttered in his heart, having made a decision.
Her beautiful eyes faded all luster, looked at Zhen Gu in despair, and said: "I hope you don't break your word, I want you to make an oath that once I break up with Brother Mo Xuan, you will let go of my dearest relatives, and at the same time withdraw the attack and kill order issued to the Blood Rain Tower!"
"No problem!" Zhen Gu showed a smug look in his eyes, smiled and nodded, and then made a military oath.
Seeing this, Ye Qingxuan stopped speaking, dragged his soulless body, slowly turned around, and walked towards the outside of the palace gate.
"Boom la la ......"
In the sky, it was raining heavily, and in the night, Zhen Gu sneered and watched Ye Qingxuan gradually go away, and his heart was happy!
"Mo Xuan, Mo Xuan, can you bear it, I hope you don't fall down so easily, and it's best to go to the Great Yan King!" Zhen Gu muttered to himself, and drank all the tea in his cup.
"Boom ......"
In the dark night sky, the furious thunder suddenly broke through the sky, illuminating the royal capital, only to return to darkness after a moment!
On the street, Ye Qingxuan was alone, drenched in the rain, dragging his tired body, walking towards Fengjun's mansion step by step.
Her heart was like a knife, and with every step she took, tears welled up, and after a while, she burst into tears, mixed with rain, and it hurt to see people's hearts!
She is extremely painful, and she has to be ruthless and say the breakup when Mo Xuan needs her the most, which is no less than a thunderbolt from the sky, which will make Mo Xuan feel painful.
She knew all of this, but she had no choice!
The Blood Rain Building is a well-known killer organization on the Big 6, large and small rudders are all over the place, accepting anyone's commission, as long as they can afford to pay the price, it is not a problem to kill the monarch of the empire.
The killers in the Blood Rain Building are divided into three levels according to their levels, and each level is divided into nine levels, and if you want to be promoted, you can only rely on strength!
Generally speaking, day-level killers are active in the major god kingdoms, month-level killers are infested in the imperial realm, and only star killers will be active in major dynasties.
Seven-star killer, although the level does not sound very high, but the actual combat power is already extremely terrifying, once the full force is attacked, let alone the great dry, even the Great Yan Dynasty can't prevent it, and the monarch's life is difficult to protect!
These killers are all elusive, proficient in the art of assassination, even if the cultivation is not high, but with those unguardable means, they can also make many masters die.
If you want to invite the seven-star killer, the price you pay must be extremely huge, and it is estimated that only Zhen Guchuan can get this price.
Other people, even if they are many families, do not have such assets, after all, Zhen Guchuan has been searching for people's fat and people's ointment for many years, coupled with the support of the Great Yan Dynasty behind him, and his own strength is strong enough, so he has taken out so many natural treasures.
Others, too, are just out of reach!
In contrast, King Feng is much shabby, he is dedicated to the people, he is honest, and in terms of asset strength, he is far inferior to Zhen Guchuan, and he can't afford to hire a killer.
If it weren't for that, things wouldn't be so troublesome, just pay enough to hire someone to kill Zhen Guchuan and a group of enemies, but few people can afford this price.
Ye Qingxuan really wanted to ask someone to kill Zhen Gu, a hateful person, but she was born poor, how could she come up with that precious price.
So, she could only sigh in vain, helpless to accept this cruel reality.
The seven-star killer, even King Feng may not be able to stop it, let alone Mo Xuan now.
Once such a figure is dispatched, Mo Xuan will definitely die, and as soon as he leaves the royal capital, he will be attacked and killed, and there is no possibility of survival!
Ye Qingxuan would rather die herself than Mo Xuan's life, as long as Mo Xuan can live, she is willing to give everything.
Therefore, after thinking about it in every way, she decided to agree to Zhen Gu's request, give up her heart, go to Mo Xuan to break up, and abandon him!
There is no doubt that if he does this, Mo Xuan will hate her to death, and it will be impossible to forgive her for the rest of his life, and he will even lose his heart because of this.
But so what, it's better than dying on the road!
In contrast, Ye Qingxuan has to endure far more than Mo Xuan, who can turn all pain into hatred, but she can only taste the pain silently alone.
She needs to cut off all the fetters in her heart, leave ruthlessly, and endure the spurning and insults of many companions, and she has no way to explain it, and she can't justify herself.
This kind of life can be called torment, but Ye Qingxuan still resolutely chose to do so, because she wanted Mo Xuan to live well and strongly.
"Whirring ......"
The cold wind was cold, the rain was pouring, and Ye Qingxuan's delicate body slowly walked in the rain alley, revealing desolation!
She was born poor, and she has worked hard all the way to this day, helpless, and even Mo Xuan was obtained by her by means of blindness!
Over the years, her life has not been easy, until she met Mo Xuan, her life finally improved and became wonderful.
But now, for the sake of her beloved, for Mo Xuan to live well, she has to make a choice!
Ye Qingxuan finally chose to sacrifice herself and bear all the guilt and pain alone in exchange for Mo Xuan's safety.
She didn't know if Mo Xuan could survive in the Great Yan Dynasty, all she could do was to work hard to fight for Mo Xuan that chance to live.
"Whoa......
The rain was majestic, drenching Ye Qingxuan's dress, but she didn't react, her eyes were hollow, and she walked step by step.
The scenes of the past surfaced in her mind, those laughs, those troubles, as if it was just yesterday, still remembered clearly, and never half forgotten.
From the first meeting, to the same trip to the royal capital, to the final love and love...... In a short period of time, there were too many births, so much that Ye Qingxuan expected.
She never thought that she would love Mo Xuan so much, and she was even willing to give everything for it!
She remembered very well that the first time she hugged Mo Xuan and kissed for the first time, she was so shy, so sweet, and so pure......
Everything is so beautiful, she thought that the two of them would be able to grow old and have a full house of children and grandchildren, but ...... The reality is so cold.
Recalling everything in the past, Ye Qingxuan was so painful that she couldn't breathe, her hand covered her chest, and her pathos was boundless!
Her steps were very slow, and gradually, she stopped, looked at the Fengjun Mansion in the distance, and stopped!
After a long silence, she turned around and walked alone in the night, bathed in the heavy rain, her heart gradually became cold, and walked through the streets and alleys.
According to her memory, she walked through the streets and alleys that she had walked with Mo Xuan, rewatched the scenery she had seen with Mo Xuan, and quietly recalled the sweetness of the past!
A bitter smile rose at the corner of her mouth, her eyes were so gentle that they could melt the cold heart, and the whole person was like a wounded elf, beautiful and pitiful!
On the way, there was more than one team of forbidden army patrols, but they all turned a blind eye to Ye Qingxuan, obviously they had been ordered by Zhen Gu!
Ye Qingxuan didn't pay attention to these people, she mourned to death, for her, everything is not important now, she doesn't have the heart to pay attention to it, her mind is all on the last aftertaste.
Crossing the small bridge and passing through the streets and alleys, Ye Qingxuan shuttled through the royal capital, turning over the old scenes from his memory.
In the end, she left the royal capital and returned to the military mansion, and came to the cherry blossom snow forest that recorded countless bits and pieces of past love!
The cherry blossom snow forest is still beautiful and picturesque, very quiet, no one is seen, like a paradise!
This is the place where Mo Xuan and her fell in love, here, there are too many things and too many memories!
I think that at the beginning, she played the piano and Mo Xuan danced the gun, which was simple, indisputable, pure and beautiful.
But now, things are people, and everything in the past is no longer presented, which makes Ye Qingxuan's heart tingle and grief!
Peeling off the branches and leaves, Ye Qingxuan stepped into it, his eyes were gentle, sweeping everything, as if he could see through the years and see the figures of the two in the past!
She stood alone in the forest, the cherry blossoms fluttering, accompanying her body, showing endless sadness.
The tears on Ye Qingxuan's face have not faded, her heart trembles, the bitterness at the corners of her mouth is getting thicker and thicker, and her whole body is full of thick tenderness, which makes people's hearts hurt.
From childhood to adulthood, what she can really rely on is Mo Xuan, and now, this reliance will be given up by her own hands.
She looked at the cherry blossom snowlin, her eyes slowly closed, and after a long time, between the fluttering eyelashes, a drop of blood and tears slipped quietly and dripped under her feet.
At this moment, the cherry blossoms and snow trees around them drooped their branches and leaves, as if they felt Ye Qingxuan's sadness and heartache.
"Brother Mo Xuan...... I'm sorry, if you want to hate, hate me, as long as you live, I'm willing to give everything. ”
"Qing Xuan deceived you, now is the time to return you, I hope you can be well, Shihan will be better than me to you. ”
"I ...... I really love you...... I really can't bear you, I hope that the next time I see you in the future, you can make me proud and you can live a better life. ”
"From now on, let Qingxuan be your memory......"
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Ye Qingxuan closed her eyes, bit her lips tightly, and said in a trembling voice, her heart trembled fiercely every time she pronounced a word.
muttered to herself, as if she had exhausted all her strength, and she went straight to the slump, her face bloodless.
The rain soaked through her clothes, but her heart was colder and more painful, more painful than suffocation!
Just paralyzed on the ground, Ye Qingxuan wanted time to freeze here, she would rather be in pain than hurt Mo Xuan!
However, what should be faced must be faced, no matter how painful it is, she must do it, no matter how much she loves, she must also abandon it, in the world, there are many lovers, and how many can eventually become married?
She can't keep running away, what should come will come after all, and now that all the past is over, it's time to act.
Yes, after a long time, Ye Qingxuan's eyes that had lost their luster reopened, and she slowly stood up from the ground with difficulty!
Her heart has been pierced with sorrow, and her face is numb, which makes people's hearts ache!
Finally looking at the cherry blossom snow forest, Ye Qingxuan had to turn around and leave, this time, she was no longer depressed, forced herself to be ruthless, and went straight to the Fengjun Palace.
Along the way, his tears disappeared, the rain on his robe was evaporated by Xuanli, and the whole person was radiant, except for his stunning appearance became indifferent, other aspects were exactly the same as before!
Before and after coming to Fengjun Palace, Ye Qingxuan had already restrained all her heartache and became indifferent and ruthless, and the grief in the depths of her pupils was hidden by her very deeply.
After her heart twitched violently, she suddenly pushed open the door of the mansion and stepped into it, all the sadness was swallowed by herself, and outsiders couldn't see it!
ps: Headache, the plot here is very critical, I have thought about it a long time ago, but no matter how I write, I can't write that kind of pain, I hate myself a little!
Alas, in reality, I don't have high emotional intelligence, and it is the limit to be able to write to this extent, headache...... It's really hard for me to write emotional content!