Gu Ying returned to the room in a daze, ate a few bites of food hastily and lay down on the bed, and then slept in a daze all afternoon. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 When I opened my eyes, it was already completely dark, but Xie Xuan hadn't come back yet, and the next person didn't know when he came to deliver the food, and the food was completely cold. Gu Ying got up and took a few bites of food, hastily filled her stomach and walked out.

It was a half-dark evening, there was no sun, no sunset, no stars and moon in the sky, a gray patch, and Gu Ying was inexplicably sad when she saw it. In such weather, Xie Xuan walked in from outside the door, and the tired look on his face slowly faded after seeing Gu Ying, and was replaced by a relaxed color: "Why is my sister so well-behaved today?

"Hmm. Gu Ying smiled and admitted it.

Xie Xuan smiled and rubbed Gu Ying's hair: "Rest early, I may come back later in the future, don't wait for me, go to bed early." ”

Gu Ying nodded and smiled at Xie Xuan obediently.

Xie Xuan stretched out his hand and rubbed Gu Ying's hair: "I will go out with my uncle tomorrow, I can't accompany you at home, you should be careful at home." ”

"I know, how many days will I go out this time?" Gu Ying asked.

"It should be about a month, to attend a rally. Xie Xuan sighed: "Don't worry, as long as I can come back earlier, I will try to come back as early as possible." ”

"I know, you rest early, then I'll go back to the room first. Gu Ying tidied up Xie Xuan's clothes, stood on tiptoe and kissed Xie Xuan's chin: "You can go with confidence, don't worry about me." ”

Xie Xuan left very early the next day, but Gu Ying got up a little earlier than him, she hid behind the window, and saw Xie Xuan walking farther and farther through the gap in the window, praising his clothes and sleeves, looking thin and distressing.

A month may sound like a long time, but it really doesn't last that long, because Gu Ying always feels that she is incapable day by day, and always feels that she needs more time to improve day by day.

Gu Ying rarely finished reading a book of soldiers that day, although she didn't understand anything, but she was very happy in her heart. In order to celebrate this event, Gu Ying gave herself a small vacation and walked out of Xie Xuan's courtyard for the first time.

Lined with green trees, although it was the height of summer, it didn't make people feel hot, Gu Ying walked around the manor. Suddenly, she heard someone's laughter on the other side of the stream, Gu Ying was stunned for a moment, followed the sound and walked over, but suddenly stopped when she walked behind a tree.

The people who appeared in front of Gu Ying were all brothers and sisters of the Xie family, they surrounded a living water, sat in a group under the shade of the tree, wrote poems and drank wine, and seemed to have indescribable happiness. Not to mention whether Gu Ying can write poetry, even if she can write poetry, it is incompatible with these people.

Gu Ying lowered her eyes, and when she turned around and wanted to walk away, she suddenly heard someone on the other side say: "I don't know how many times we can have such a happy party, if Brother Xuan really wants to marry the woman in white surnamed Gu, we will have to call her together for future gatherings, how can we have fun at that time?"

Hearing this, Gu Ying's originally slow figure immediately sped up and left the place in a hurry. From that moment on, Gu Ying suddenly felt that something strange separated her from the Xie family, no matter how hard she tried, she was still out of place for this big family. It was from that moment that Gu Ying made a decision that she regretted for the rest of her life, and she chose to escape.

Gu Ying returned to his room in a daze, found out the paper he had used to practice calligraphy these days, a few boxes of paper, Gu Ying lit the fire fold, and directly burned all this. This is the memory of Gu Ying and Xie Xuan, Gu Ying can't forget the feeling when she knelt upright in front of the bookcase, Xie Xuan hugged herself behind her.

One fire can't burn all the memories, but it can burn a lot of opportunities for people to remember. Gu Ying didn't leave anything for Xie Xuan, but she took two things with herself, the bamboo flute that Xie Xuan gave her, and the violet sachet.

In the long pavilion, Gu Ying took out a pot of wine alone and toasted a glass of wine in the direction where the Xie family was located. There is the sound of horses' hooves in the distance, there are not many people riding fast horses, the sons of this era are soft and weak, like to sit in the carriage, people riding horses are generally people in the army, and the combat effectiveness of the army in this era is generally weak.

The sound of the horse's hooves was getting closer and closer, the horse was whistling from a distance, the people on the horseback were getting clearer and clearer, and Gu Ying clearly saw Xie Xuan's figure. After Gu Ying saw that it was Xie Xuan, Xie Xuan got off his horse and ran towards the long pavilion.

Gu Ying was only momentarily flustered after seeing Xie Xuan, and then she calmed down, raised her wine glass and looked at Xie Xuan with a smile: "Brother, it's the road, drink a glass of turbid wine to quench your hunger." ”

Xie Xuan nodded, walked to Gu Ying's side and took the wine bottle, it was the strongest wine Xie Xuan had ever drunk in his life, Gu Ying watched Xie Xuan drink all the wine in one gulp, and also took a sip of wine, raised his eyes to see Xie Xuan's stunned expression, and smiled: "Brother, let's say goodbye, forget each other in the rivers and lakes from now on, it is better than each other's pain." ”

Xie Xuan paused with his hand holding the wine bottle, and the quaint wine bottle fell to the ground in an instant: "What stupid thing are you talking about?"

"I'm not saying anything stupid. Gu Ying's expression was indifferent: "I can't stand this atmosphere of your Xie family, you know that I have never been an idle person, I have been confined to the Xie family for so long for you, I have had enough." ”

After Gu Ying finished speaking, she stared straight at Xie Xuan, Xie Xuan's eyes were really good-looking, like a deep spring, which made people unable to see the bottom, but they were fascinated by it.

"Have you thought about it?" Xie Xuan asked calmly: "If you think that you will be happier if you leave me than if you are by my side, I will not stop you, but I hope you can think about it clearly, after all, ......"

"I thought it through. Gu Yingkou interrupted Xie Xuan's words: "I've thought about it clearly, there's nothing to think about." ”

"If I had come back a day earlier, it wouldn't have been different? Xie Xuan didn't let go of his hand, but asked at Gu Ying.

"In this world, there are no ifs. Gu Ying replied.

"Remember when you told me that you also wanted a table?" Xie Xuan asked again.

"I don't remember. Gu Ying replied lightly.

Xie Xuan smiled bitterly and swallowed the rest of the words into his stomach.

"I wanted to take you out to play, you know, I love to play, but I haven't had the opportunity to take you out before. Xie Xuan said with emotion.

"Hmm. ”

"Are you sure you want to go?"

"Hmm. ”

"Is there anything I need to bring?

"Nope. ”

Then there was a long silence.

"It's all my fault that I let you suffer so many grievances in the Xie family, if I wasn't so self-righteous you would suffer a lot less grievances, I know I'm sorry for you, at least let me send you away, I don't feel at ease if you go alone." ”

Gu Ying looked at Xie Xuan politely: "Don't bother brother, I'll go by myself." ”

Xie Xuan's fist clenched under the wide sleeve, and after a moment of silence, he almost trembled and took out a silver hairpin from his sleeve, stretched out his hand and handed it to Gu Ying.

Gu Ying looked down at the silver hairpin in Xie Xuan's hand, waved his hand and knocked the silver hairpin to the ground without hesitation, turned around and closed his eyes and said, "I don't want it." ”

The silver hairpin made a loud noise when it landed, and then it was divided into two strands, Xie Xuan lowered his head and looked at it for a long time, bent down to pick it up, took one of them into his sleeve, took a few steps forward, and inserted the other strand into Gu Ying's head.

Gu Ying stretched out her hand and wanted to take it down, but her hand was held down by Xie Xuan: "If one day in the future, if you are still willing to let me take care of you, come to me." ”

Gu Ying's hand stretched out in mid-air suddenly paused, and then let it go a little weakly. When did her Xie Xuan become so humble?

Xie Xuan turned his back and said lightly: "If you don't leave now, I will be reluctant to let you go." ”

Gu Ying turned around and looked at Xie Xuan, although Xie Xuan's clothes were wide, he always looked very thin, but this time Gu Ying could see that Xie Xuan was really thin, and his back was so gloomy that people wanted to cry, Gu Ying really wanted to rush up and hug Xie Xuan at that moment, and then said that he was not leaving, and he would stay with him.

But Gu Ying didn't, as a flower that grew up in a greenhouse, Gu Ying didn't have such a strong heart to withstand the pressure brought to her by the Xie family. Gu Ying sat cross-legged on the ground directly, reached out and poured herself a glass of wine, and drank it all in one gulp. Xie Xuan turned his back, but he never looked back.

The wine is not as strong as imagined, but Gu Ying is easier to get drunk than imagined, maybe this is the wine is not drunk and everyone is drunk, in short, Gu Ying is drunk, with tears in her eyes, but she still gritted her teeth and didn't say a word. Gu Ying didn't know the mood at that time, she didn't know if she was really drunk or simply wanted to stay by Xie Xuan's side for a while. All she remembered was that she had fallen asleep on her stomach at the end.

There was gradually no sound behind him, Xie Xuan slowly turned around, and looked at Gu Ying with a complicated expression. Gu Ying's cheeks were already completely red, but they didn't look tacky, but they were extraordinarily pleasing, Xie Xuan stretched out his hand to pin Gu Ying's hair, and looked there for a long time.

If you don't wake up, it's not that you're too drunk, you just don't want to wake up and don't want to face it. Sometimes Gu Ying is very unfair to Xie Xuan, obviously Gu Ying made the decision to separate, but when it comes to really separating, it is Xie Xuan who has to face alone, Xie Xuan that day is hesitant, hesitant, and confused.

After the two separated that day, Gu Ying went to Jinling, sometimes there are really many coincidences in this world, Gu Ying met Gu Kaizhi on the way to Jinling. Gu Ying returned to the Gu family, but cut off all contact with Xie Xuan.

Gu Ying's life is very short, she spent it in the Gu family, although the Gu family is not as strict as the Xie family, but it does not lack the bearing of the scholars, although Gu Ying's life is not long, but more or less, there is also a little more temperament of the scholars.

Xie Xuan never saw Gu Ying again, he gradually matured, and the violet sachet was thrown into the fire by Xie An in a certain year, and it became a permanent memory.

In the eighth year of the Eastern Jin Dynasty, the former Qin sent troops to attack Qin, which had nothing to do with Gu Ying, but because the general was Xie Xuan, it touched Gu Ying's heart. Gu Ying originally thought that her heart was dead, but she knew from Gu Kaizhi's mouth that when Xie Xuan led the troops against Fu Jian, she still couldn't help but worry.

At that time, Gu Ying really couldn't help it, so she went to see Xie Xuan. In order to make Gu Ying achieve his wish, Gu Kaizhi wrote a letter to a person of the same clan he knew in the army, asking Gu Ying to take the letter to him. When Gu Ying arrived at his destination, the war had not really started, and that night, Gu Ying secretly met Xie Xuan.

That night, Gu Ying secretly watched outside Xie Xuan's tent, Xie Xuan didn't wear armor, but he lacked the purple sachet on his waist, standing in the courtyard, his eyes looked at the air, he didn't know what he was thinking, Gu Ying hid behind a tree and looked at him, the memory that had been gradually hazy seemed to come back in an instant, Gu Ying looked at Xie Xuan, and tears gradually appeared in his eyes.

As soon as a trace of loneliness flashed in Gu Ying's eyes, he saw Xie Xuan take out a handkerchief from his sleeve, the handkerchief was stacked neatly, but it was already very old, Gu Ying looked at Xie Xuan and hesitated for a long time, and took out the half of the silver hairpin from the handkerchief. Xie Xuan carefully wrapped the hairpin back into the handkerchief, and Gu Ying could feel his hands trembling.

Gu Ying couldn't stand it anymore, and turned around and left this place. The next time I saw Xie Xuan was on the day the army was dispatched, and Gu Ying saw Xie Xuan in armor for the first time in his life, he was really dignified, and Gu Ying's heart was full of words. She wanted to say that this person was hers, but she couldn't say any more when the words came to her lips, and then Gu Ying heard the news of the complete victory in the Battle of Weishui.