Chapter 450: Don't blame yourself

Xia whispered and the cold wind came to the forest behind the academy, and the entire forest was white and completely covered with snowflakes. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

The snowflakes in the academy are cleaned up, so there won't be too many.

But no one will clean the forest, so the whole forest is like a white world, crystal clear.

Xia whispered and walked beside Leng Feng, her eyes stayed on him, with a deep sense of guilt and sadness in her eyes.

She didn't know what to do to make up for the cold wind that was bruised all over her body.

But in fact, Leng Feng didn't need the Long family to make up for him, he didn't care.

Leng Feng has been walking forward silently, without whispering a word to Xia.

He observed the snowflakes around him, and he loved the white expanse of the view.

Although he has experienced so much, Leng Feng is only a nineteen-year-old young man now, and for other peers, he can only be regarded as a child.

Xia whispered and looked at the cold wind, and then said softly, "Is it cold?"

Hearing her words, Leng Feng subconsciously shook his head.

He was wearing thick clothes, so he didn't feel cold.

Leng Feng could feel Xia Qingyu's gaze on him, and he was still a little uncomfortable.

After all, Xia Qingyu was not Mu Shiyun, she did not raise the cold wind. Even if she has a blood relationship, she is not the closest person to Leng Feng after all.

The path in the woods is very beautiful, and many times Mo Ran will walk here with the cold wind and feel the quiet atmosphere in the woods.

At this time, the whole trail was white, as if it had been colored.

Xia whispered and looked at the back of the cold wind, subconsciously slowed down her pace, and then said slowly: "When you were not born, I was always thinking about when I could take you to see the snow once, so that you could feel the world rendered white. ”

"Although I would love it, I really want to...... But fate didn't give me this opportunity, fate took you away from my hands, and severed the bond between our mother and son. ”

"Mu Shiyun, she is a very great person, whether it is for this world, or for me and your father. ”

"Because she raised you and gave you everything you needed most. ”

"With her abilities, there is no way she doesn't know that you are my son. I don't hate her for not sending you back, and I'm grateful that she has always taken care of you for me and given you the best life. ”

The very sensational words came out of Xia Qingyu's mouth.

She didn't want to do that either, but she couldn't help but say it.

The cold wind had been listening silently, and his footsteps had stopped.

This means that he will listen carefully to what Xia whispers to say.

Tears appeared in Xia Qingyu's eyes, but she tried her best to restrain herself from letting the tears flow out of her eyes.

"One year, you only have one year left to live......" Xia whispered as she tried her best to control her emotions, and her voice became trembling, "It's all caused by me, if I hadn't hurt you, you wouldn't have experienced so many things, everything is my fault." ”

"Nope. Leng Feng finally spoke, he turned to look at Xia and whispered, and said in a deep voice: "I don't care for a long time, you don't have to think about it so much, and you don't need to blame yourself." ”

"But I care. Xia Qingyu closed her eyes and burst into tears, and choked up: "You are my Xia Qingyu's son, you should have lived the most comfortable life and have the most noble status, you shouldn't have to bear so many bad things." ”

"It's not good for me that I brought you into this world, but instead of giving you the best care and attention, I made you suffer so much. ”

"How I wish I could go through this for you, so that you can live happily. ”

"As long as you can be happy, your dad and I are willing to endure everything. ”

After saying that, Xia whispered and choked again, tears constantly falling from her eyes and dripping on the white snowflakes.

Leng Feng closed his eyes, not daring to look at Xia Qingyu's tearful eyes again.

After reuniting with Xia Qingyu, Leng Feng can always see her shed tears.

In the past, Leng Feng didn't feel anything, he only had resentment towards Xia Qingyu and Long Hui, hating them for ruining his life.

But now, anything has become unimportant in the eyes of the cold wind.

Let him pass the past, and everything will be fine with the wind.

When people come to the end of their lives, they will always figure out many things, and they will also look down on many things.

The past is like a movie, flashing in my mind one by one.

The pain of the past will also be presented, but the saddest part is gone, and all that remains is sighing.

When you calm down and look at one thing, you will find that it is nothing more than that.

Leng Feng has already let go of the breakup half a year ago, the heart-rending sore spot, and the resentment in the deepest part of his heart.

It's hard to let go, but if you want to live a comfortable life in the true sense, you can only let go of those pains and resentments.

Leng Feng didn't expect to live a comfortable and good life, he just didn't want to think too much about things, and he didn't want to hate anything.

Now, he just wants to cherish the life in front of him and live the rest of his life peacefully.

"I said, I don't care anymore. Leng Feng turned around, turned his back to Xia and whispered, and said in a calm tone: "If I give me some more time, maybe I can accept you in my life." ”

"But I'm running out of time......"

"So, I'm sorry ......"

After speaking, Leng Feng took a step and walked on the white wooded path again.

His shoes left deep footprints on the ground, but it didn't take long for the snow to fill the footprints.

Xia covered her face softly, staring at Leng Feng's somewhat lonely back.

She just wants to be a good mother and make up for the motherly love she owes to her children.

But...... Reality didn't give her a chance.

Leng Feng's words just now kept echoing in her mind, and these words meant that Leng Feng was willing to accept her and Long Hui's appearance.

But, cold air takes time.

Unfortunately, the cold wind doesn't have much time left.

The snow was a little heavier, and Cold Wind's hair was covered with white snowflakes, making his black hair almost turn white.

Gradually, the coast appeared in the eyes of the cold wind, and he didn't open his eagle eye, the coast was indeed very close to him.

And a slender figure, standing on the shore, facing his direction.

It was a girl, a beautiful girl.

She has long black hair and wears a long white dress.

Her name is Zhang Yinghan.

The girl who was once loved by the cold wind.

Seeing her standing on the shore, Leng Feng subconsciously quickened his pace, for fear that she would suddenly jump down.

Zhang Yinghan looked at the cold wind that was pale, but still quickened his pace towards him, and the corners of his mouth subconsciously outlined a smile.

"I'm not going to jump, don't worry. Zhang Yinghan shouted loudly at the cold wind.

Hearing her words, Leng Feng was slightly stunned, and then he was relieved.

Leng Feng walked in front of Zhang Yinghan, but he didn't speak, but stared at her long black hair, and the past came to mind for a while.

But he quickly put all the past behind and smiled at Zhang Yinghan.

"I already know that you have one year left to live. Zhang Yinghan bit his lip vigorously and stared at the cold wind with guilty eyes.

"Looks like Hank has told me everything. Leng Feng shrugged his shoulders a little disappreciatively, and said: "It doesn't matter, it's just a year, I have nothing to be nostalgic about in this world, even if I die soon, I won't have any regrets." ”

"But there are still a lot of people who care about you, and if you do leave, everyone will be very sad. With that, Zhang Yinghan took a step forward, and there was still less than a meter away from the cold wind.

"Don't give up, Hank, he's working on a cure for you, and the research is coming to an end. ”

Zhang Yinghan wanted to embrace the cold wind, but she couldn't, she didn't think she was qualified to embrace the cold wind again.

Leng Feng pursed his lips and said with some distraction: "I didn't say I wanted to give up, but I just looked down on many things." Life and death don't matter to me now. ”

Listening to his seemingly mature words, Zhang Yinghan's heart twitched.

Her heart actually hurt because of Leng Feng's words.

"Cold wind. Zhang Yinghan bit his lip hard, and then his eyes moved, not daring to look at Leng Feng's face again.

Leng Feng looked at her and turned his face, and then said, "Just say something, I'm listening here." ”

Zhang Yinghan had a smile on his face, but there were tears swirling in his eyes, almost falling from his eyes.

Her appearance suddenly made Leng Feng a little flustered.

What he was most afraid of was seeing girls crying.

"What makes us who we are today. Zhang Yinghan choked up and said.

In normal times, Zhang Yinghan is a goddess who is extremely cold, and she has never been so out of shape.

But now, holding back tears and trembling voices, she spoke to a boy she loved.

"You already said that yesterday. The cold wind didn't overdo it, and also avoided Zhang Yinghan's gaze.

Zhang Yinghan smiled bitterly and continued: "It was my irresoluteness that changed everything. ”

"Don't blame yourself for anything. Leng Feng looked at the blue ocean and said, "I didn't care so much for a long time, and I never blamed you for the choices you made. ”

"Maybe fate is so fond of playing tricks on people, huh?" Leng Feng smiled at Zhang Yinghan.

The sea breeze began to rage, blowing the cold wind's clothes, making him feel icy cold.

"Cold wind, I won't embarrass you. Zhang Yinghan wiped the corners of his eyes, but still choked up: "It's impossible for us now, Moran is by your side, she is your rightful girlfriend, and I am not." ”

"I won't bother your life again, I don't want to see you bothered by my business. I just want you to live well and be happy every day. ”

After speaking, Zhang Yinghan finally stood on tiptoe and hugged the cold wind hard.

She leaned on Leng Feng's shoulder, tears streaming down her cheeks, wetting Leng Feng's clothes.

She closed her eyes, and the cold wind closed them as well.

Leng Feng didn't reach out to hug her, but he let her hold it like this.