Chapter 895: Sacrifice
This sober watching himself die, this is indeed a particularly novel feeling, watching his body slowly weaken bit by bit, watching his enemy pass infinitely, but he can only helplessly watch himself step by step towards the end, then the feeling is simply beyond words.
After Lin Yu's body was declared dead, Lin Yu came to nothingness.
Lin Yu couldn't feel the sky, the earth, or even his body, and when he looked at it, he couldn't see anything, and he was nothing.
Is this Hades?
Where is the so-called Lord of the Underworld, legend has it that people will be sentenced to life by the Lord of the Underworld in the underworld, and then reincarnated and reborn. Since this is the case, she Lin Yu wants to ask this so-called Lord of the Underworld, what did she do wrong, is it because of the difference in identity, she is about to die so unexplained, and even has her best friend.
But there is nothing in the void, there is no so-called master of the underworld, there is no so-called channel for reincarnation and rebirth, there is nothing.
But without waiting for Lin Yu to wait, a voice suddenly appeared.
"If you were given another choice, what would you choose. ”
Lin Yu didn't find the owner of this sentence, and this sentence seemed to appear directly in Lin Yu's mind.
As soon as the words fell, Lin Yu saw the scene in front of him, Lin Yu looked at it for a while, and found that this was his short life.
Lin Yu was born in a farming family, and his family was very poor, and even when he was a child, as long as he could eat enough, it was a very happy time. Lin Yu saw that he went out to work when he was a child, was deceived, saw that he wanted to study when he was a child but never had a way, and saw that his parents were killed because of the aristocracy, but the nobleman was not punished but only gave himself some money, and saw that he finally started to study and start cultivating with this money, and the difficulty was unspeakable.
Later, Lin Yu saw the elation of himself, Millie and Colin nervously participating in the test and then being admitted to the Royal Combat Academy, and then saw the anxiety of the three of them entering the Royal Combat Academy for the first time, saw the difficulty of being harassed at the freshman ceremony of the Royal Combat Academy, saw the exclusion in the academy during the year, saw his efforts to participate in the qualifying competition, saw the disappointment of being the first place in the end but was given up because of his identity, and saw himself and his close friends being killed.
This scene, scene by scene, flashed in front of Lin Yu's eyes in turn, Lin Yu's seemed to have re-experienced this period of his life, and the final despair, pain and sadness, as if the essence was tightly wrapped around Lin Yu's neck, so that Lin Yu could hardly breathe.
"What do you mean, what do you want me to do!" whoever it is, let yourself see what these things really mean, what is the benefit of making yourself miserable, and what is the choice of what you have to choose? What can you choose?
No one spoke, and the voice didn't appear.
The image in front of Lin Yu's eyes has changed, and he no longer plays Lin Yu's experience in the past year, but plays other things.
The protagonist of this broadcast is a little boy, and judging from the living conditions of the little boy, the boy is a child of a nobleman, and he is also a member of the kind of rich and powerful nobles. The boy is the heir to the family and grew up in endless favors until he entered the Royal Battle Academy. The boy didn't like to practice before, but after being defeated by another noble child in a match in the Royal Battle Academy, he secretly found someone to abolish this noble child, but he also began to cultivate hard that time, and the family provided the boy with a lot of cherished resources, and the boy's cultivation level skyrocketed until he became the best in the Royal Battle Academy.
Seeing this, Lin Yu understood the identity of this boy - it was Drink, it was Drink, the person who was Drink, and the person who Lin Yu wanted to eat his flesh and blood.
Lin Yu wanted to rush over and tear up the Derink above, but she couldn't even feel her own body, and she couldn't stop these images, so she could only watch it so forcedly, and the more she looked, the more angry her heart became.
She saw that Drinker killed herself and her friends but was not blamed in the slightest, she saw that Drinker became a disciple of the Dharma Saint was extremely high-spirited, and she saw that Drink's cultivation was rising rapidly, and in less than ten years, she became a Dharma God.
The God of Law is the youngest God of Law in the history of the El Empire. However, this was still the time when Drinker was in his last glory. Lin Yu saw the next Drinker show his might in the war, saw him make great contributions, saved the entire empire, and saved the world in a world catastrophe, and was praised by the people of the entire continent. Drink's deeds were compiled into poems by wandering poets and sung throughout the continent, and Drinker left a strong mark in the history of the continent.
This is Drinker's life, and compared to his own life, it is so smooth.
If you don't work hard, you can, the family will keep you free of food and clothing, if you want to cultivate, you have a lot of cultivation resources, if you want to become a disciple of the Fa Sheng, someone will arrange it later, and even if you can achieve results so quickly in this war, the help of the Derink family is also indispensable.
This is so different from Lin Yu's own short life, Derink doesn't need too much specialization, if he wants something, just work a little hard, and the rest of his family will be completely handled by himself.
What is the difference between Lin Yu and Drinker? If Lin Yu's talent is really compared, it is still better than Drink's talent.
The biggest difference between the two is their identity.
- Drinker is the heir of a great noble family, and Lin Yu can be said to be a commoner with nothing but talent.
Why, it's because of identity, it's because of an identity, it's such a big difference, I don't accept it, if I~~
Lin Yu had just thought of this, and that void voice appeared again.
"If you had to start all over again, what would you choose?"
"Noble? or [you]?"
The words of this question were a little unclear, but for some reason, Lin Yu immediately understood the meaning.
This is called self-choice, if you can choose from the rest of your life, let yourself choose whether to be a nobleman and ordinary talent, or choose to be 'Lin Yu' - the identity of a commoner, and peerless talent.
How do you choose this? Does this still need to be chosen? Of course it is the choice of aristocracy? Isn't Drinker and his life obvious enough?
Lin Yu blurted out.
"Of course I choose~~~"
Lin Yu was about to blurt out his answer, but the words stopped in his mouth again.
I don't know why, Lin Yu has a feeling that he can't answer easily, this should be a very important question, and he must think carefully before answering.
Think about it, do you have to think about it?
But the more Lin Yu wanted to answer, the more he couldn't speak, as if there was an inexplicable energy preventing him from speaking.
What's going on?
Lin Yu didn't understand, and he couldn't find the reason.
Lin Yu was irritable and annoyed, but he couldn't say it anyway, there was definitely something wrong in his subconscious, and in the end, he could only reluctantly calm himself down and think.
But at this time, the voice in the void was urging, and the voice kept sounding in the air, over and over again,
"Choice, noble? or [you]?"
"Choice, noble? or [you]?"
"Choice, noble? or [you]?"
The voice became faster and louder over and over again, as if he didn't want Lin Yu to think carefully, urging Lin Yu to give an answer quickly.
Lin Yu was also bored, how could such a voice make people think, and apart from thinking, Lin Yu couldn't do anything now, couldn't feel his body or his hands and feet, and couldn't do anything.
"Don't bother, don't bother, can you be still!"
However, the voice did not stop at all, and continued to ask over and over again, and for a while, there were voices of inquiry everywhere.
"Choose, choose, okay, I'll choose now!"
Lin Yu was dizzy from the noise, and there was no way to resist, so he could only accept other people's rules, and if he wanted to answer himself, then answer the other party's questions.
"Aristocrat or 'me'? I am Lin Yu, Lin Yu is me, of course Lin Yu chooses Lin Yu, I choose me!"
As soon as Lin Yu's answer came out, all the sounds disappeared, and there was silence around.
The sudden silence made Lin Yu a little unaccustomed, she looked left and right, a little uneasy.
Myself.. Is the answer wrong?
At this time, Lin Yu's original unwillingness and resentment have now disappeared, and now even the voice of the question has disappeared, and Lin Yu finally has time to think calmly and carefully.
Why did he end up in that situation? I was killed by someone, and even killed my friend?
It was because he wanted power and wanted to be accepted as a disciple by the Fa Sheng, but in the end he failed, and was regarded as a stumbling block by the successful Derink, so he was killed. So I resented, resented Drink, and resented the Fa Sheng.
But now that I think about it, it is right to resent Drink, it is true that Drinker killed himself, but why do I resent the Fa Sheng? Is it because I obviously tried my best to get the first place in the qualifying competition, but the Fa Sheng did not accept himself as a disciple, but accepted that Delink? So I resented Conrad Fa Sheng's gaffe and did not accept himself as a disciple as agreed, if he was a disciple of the Fa God, who would dare to harm him?
Is this really the case? It doesn't seem to be? From beginning to end, Conrad Fasheng only revealed that he wanted to accept apprentices, and never said that he would accept the first place in the qualifying tournament as apprentices, and he ~ seemed to be thinking wrong, no, it should be that everyone was wrong.
Indeed, how high is the cultivator of the Fa Sheng, how can he accept disciples just by virtue of the ranking of one competition, there is a qualifying competition in the Royal Battle Academy every year, and there are many first places, if he wants the first place, Conrad Fa Sheng will not come to watch it live.
Conrad Fasheng should observe everyone's performance and comprehensively evaluate everyone's quality before making a decision. So it seems that I really did something wrong.
I am a civilian, and I have no foundation in the Royal Combat Academy, no, to be more accurate, I don't have any foundation in the Royal Combat Academy, but I am desperate to fight for the first place, and even use the secret method of hurting my body in the end. That kind of secret method can be restored, but if it is to be restored, it will require a lot of resources and the treatment of high-level healing magicians, and this kind of thing is simply not possible for a civilian to do.
All of this together also shows that he has completely failed to consider what he would have done if he had not been accepted as a disciple by the Fa Sheng, and has not left a way out for himself at all, all of which shows that once his goal is not achieved, he will put himself in a very disadvantageous situation, and even kill himself is unknown. But it turned out to be true.
Lin Yu looked at the trajectory of Delink's future life and knew about the future war, although Derink was narrow-minded and could not tolerate the people who stood in his way, it can also be said that he was outstanding, he would never put himself in a desperate situation, he would never prepare a retreat for himself, and there would be more than one retreat, and this kind of character saved him and his subordinates countless times in the future war.
Besides, Drinker has the support of his family, but he doesn't work hard? Impossible, if Drinker doesn't work hard, he won't be able to reach that state at all, and at the same time, Drinker also has his own merits, otherwise there wouldn't be so many people who support him.
Thinking about it so carefully, Lin Yu herself does have a big problem, if she does it again, she will definitely fight for the identity of the disciple of the Fa Sheng, but it will definitely be much more tactful.
As if sensing that Lin Yu's thinking was over, the voice in the void appeared again, still the same question.
"If you had to start all over again, would you choose, noble?
"I choose 'me'"
Lin Yu's answer this time was very calm, without resentment or irritability, as if he was answering an extremely ordinary question.
The voice in the void repeated.
"If you had to start all over again, would you choose, noble?
"I choose 'me'"
Lin Yu's answer did not change.
"Your answer is about your life, it will really come true, you think about it before answering?"
Lin Yu was a little surprised, the voice in the void this time was not the same as the original voice, it was no longer so old-fashioned and mechanical, on the contrary, how to say it, revealing a breath... Urgent?
Is this talking actually a sapient thing?
But Lin Yu didn't think about it, she answered the question calmly.