Chapter 1245: Shattered
A few months later, Tao Tao heard Raodi's bad news.
Because of the sudden deterioration of his condition, Rao Di still left this world.
At this time, Taotao, after getting off work, was resting in the dormitory.
When he received a call from his mother and heard the news of Raodi's death, he immediately couldn't believe that everything that happened in front of him was real.
At this time, in the dormitory, Tao Tao was alone.
It was already dark, and the house was silent, and even the sound of a needle falling on the ground could be heard.
The phone in Taotao's hand fell to the ground.
He felt as if he had fallen into a bottomless abyss.
Rao Di is such a beautiful and kind girl, so young, so cardamom, how can she say go and leave?
Human life is too fragile, right?
Although, eight years have passed.
However, when Tao Tao recalled that he and Rao Di were in the bits and pieces of Changqing Bridge, they were still vivid.
What happened eight years ago seems to be like yesterday, in front of Taotao's eyes, like a movie, over and over again.
Tao Tao recalled that the first time he asked Rao Di to eat......
The first time I visited the school playground with Rao Di, ......
For the first time, I took a car with Rao Di and returned to the provincial capital Xi'an from Changqing Bridge......
Tao Tao recalled the phone calls Rao Di made to him many years ago, and the content of their chats.
Also, when he divorced, Rao Di deliberately came to Yan'an from the provincial capital to accompany him to go shopping, accompany himself to relax, and wait for his moment.
However, all this is like a passing cloud, gone forever, forever.
In an instant, Tao Tao couldn't control his feelings and cried uncomfortably.
Just when Taotao was crying in the dark, his wife Zhang Wei's phone called.
When Zhang Wei learned from her mother-in-law Dongmei that her husband's first love died of cancer, she had already thought that the fragile heart in her husband's heart may be broken now.
So, Zhang Wei called her husband Taotao, wanting to comfort him.
Sure enough, when Zhang Wei got through the phone, she heard her husband crying on the phone.
Zhang Wei can understand her husband's discomfort.
Because she knew that although Rao Di was her husband's first love,
However, since her husband married her, she has basically cut off any contact with Rao Di.
It can be said that the husband is responsible for himself and the family from beginning to end in marriage.
So, Zhang Wei comforted her husband Taotao on the phone and said:
"Husband, don't feel bad,
I also just learned the news of Raodi's death from my mother......"
Listening to his wife's comforting words, Taotao's heart became even more painful.
He cried sadly and said:
"How can God be so unfair, how can a girl as kind, beautiful, and intellectual as Rao Di leave this world when she is in her early 30s?"
Zhang Wei paused and said:
"Life is impermanent, no one knows, whose life is long......
If Rao Di gets married early and then has a child,
Perhaps, she is now living in a happy family, but ......
Husband, I know, in your heart, it's very uncomfortable,
But what's the use of being uncomfortable?
People can't be resurrected after death, and you can only mourn silently in your heart......"
Listening to his daughter-in-law Zhang Wei's words, Taotao sobbed and said:
"Rao Di, why is she so stupid, knowing that the cancer in the uterus will be life-threatening, and she still chooses conservative treatment instead of removing the uterus?
Is it true that having a child is more valuable than one's own life?"
Although, Tao Tao can't understand Rao Di,
However, as a woman, Zhang Wei may be able to read some of Rao Di's thoughts.
Zhang Wei continued to comfort her husband and said:
"People want the best of both worlds, and who wouldn't want to have a child?
However, there are many things that we can not predict.
Perhaps, Rao Di can be treated conservatively, that is, the uterus is saved, and the cancer is cured.
However, it is also possible that Raodi's conservative treatment failed and he also lost his life......"
Hearing Zhang Wei's words, Tao Tao was silent.
After a while, Taotao's crying also stopped.
He sighed and said:
"If Rao Di can live, maybe in another year or two, she will be pregnant and have a child, and she can be like us, a family of three, happy.
Her parents can also experience the joy of family life with Raodi's children......"
Zhang Wei continued:
"Husband, if you want to open a little,
Rao Di died, not only you are sad, but all of us are very sad.
However, we can encourage and care for each other.
However, you are alone in the mountains, no one enlightens you, no one comforts you, and no one tells you the pain in your heart.
I'm afraid that after a long time, your heart will become depressed. ”
At this time, Tao Tao suddenly worried about his wife, and he said nervously:
"Wife, when I come back this time, I will take you to have a cervical biopsy to check if you will get cervical cancer?"
Listening to her husband's words, Zhang Wei immediately shook his head and said:
"Although my mother has cancer, he has oral cancer, and our family does not have a genetic history of cervical cancer......
At this time, Tao Tao suddenly thought that what he read on the Internet was that there is a trivalent cervical cancer vaccine, which can allow young women to avoid the invasion of cervical cancer as long as they take one injection.
So, Tao Tao immediately said:
"Wife, whether you have a family history of genetic diseases?
When I come back this time, I must take you to the best hospital in the provincial capital and get a cervical vaccine, so that I can rest assured.
Otherwise, if you get sick or go wrong, what can you do? ”
After speaking, Tao Tao was frightened, thinking in his heart:
If his wife is like Rao Di, she dies, and the child Junjun is still young, and there is no mother, who will take care of him and raise him, and who will give him maternal love?
And I, the front-line oil worker, has been working in the most remote and harsh environment in the mountains for many years, so I can't take my children with me to take care of him, right?
And his parents, who are old and in poor health, are unable to take care of their children......
Hearing that her husband was suddenly worried about her health, Zhang Wei said:
"Cervical cancer vaccine, I don't need to get vaccinated, I do a physical examination every 3 or 4 years, it's fine.
In this way, it is relieved......"
Listening to his wife's words, Tao Tao said seriously and seriously:
"However, your mother's father died of liver cancer, and your mother now has oral cancer.
I'm so scared of some kind of cancer when I come to you......"
Listening to her husband Taotao's words, Zhang Wei said embarrassedly:
"Although my grandfather had cancer and my mother had cancer, there is no medical proof that cancer is 100% genetic......
Besides, I'm still young, after all, the chance of getting cancer is very low......
Even if you get cancer, it's at least over 50......"
When Zhang Wei comforted her husband Taotao, she wondered:
Is her husband mentally ill because of Rao Di's death?
Otherwise, why is he suspicious all day long, full of fear of cancer......