April 20, 2023.

The popularity of "Twilight" is on fire, whether it is an attack or the romantic love for the vampires in it, this global simultaneous release continues to take revenge on society, but Bao Shiyi didn't think about waiting any longer, and soon updated and published the latest "The Life of the Disgusted Matsuko" on Weibo.

In the eyes of many netizens, this seems to be Bao Shiyi's response to the constant attacks and abuses of netizens on Weibo.

Now he is disliked.

This made countless netizens and readers curious about this one, and naturally they would read this story when they were curious.

Just like the hesitation of Xu Wanqing, a large grain producer, they have been deeply hurt by Eleven many times, but every time they still read the new book written by Eleven.

Eleven abused them thousands of times, and they still treated Eleven like their first love.

Because of this, netizens and readers actually have a premonition in their hearts, and it is obvious that this "The Life of the Disgusted Pine Nut" is another sadistic story.

But to everyone's surprise, they thought that this story was sad, but they never thought that this story would be so sadistic.

That's it, netizens and readers began to read the story "The Life of the Disgusted Matsuko".

Then they learned what Matsuko's life was like.

What is even more surprising to netizens and readers is that there is a unique name Eleven in this "The Life of the Disgusted Pine Nut".

The story goes that Eleven's father suddenly came to Eleven one day and told him that an aunt he had never met had died, and told him to clean up his aunt's house. In the dilapidated hut by the river, Eleven gradually began to understand what kind of life his aunt had in his father's mouth.

This surprised many netizens, because netizens and fans know very well that Eleven is an orphan, who grew up in a welfare home since he was a child, and has no father at all, so naturally there will be no so-called aunt.

But now Bao Shiyi actually uses his own tone to tell this story, telling the story of his aunt Songzi, which makes netizens and readers feel the truth of the story, and even like Bao Shiyi is standing beside them, whispering to them the story of Aunt Songzi.

It's like a story that really happened.

……

Then, a feeling of sadness ensued, and under Bao Shiyi's narration, a disgusted life was recalled again.

Before that, of course, first of all the death of pine nuts.

Matsuko died suddenly in his humble rented house. Nephew Eleven begins to meet this aunt who has never met because he is in charge of collecting his belongings.

Before he died, when his aunt Matsuko was very young, Matsuko often dreamed of Snow White, but in the end, he died alone in a rented house.

"When you were a kid, you always thought your future was shining, didn't you? But once you grow up, nothing will come your way. “

It seems that this is the sentence that begins to tell the life of Matsuko.

Because Matsuko's father only had a sick sister in his eyes, the neglected Matsuko started his life in this way, and he needed to make faces in his childhood in exchange for a little smile from his father.

When he was a child, he worked hard to make funny faces to attract his father's attention, and because of the lack of father's love, Songzi struggled to find love and maintain love all his life, even if he lost his self-esteem. After graduating from university, Matsuko became an ordinary teacher, but was dismissed from the school for harboring a student who committed theft.

Later, because she ran away from home, her relationship career began to have ups and downs, and she lived with her boyfriend, who aspired to be a best-selling author, and after that, her boyfriend committed suicide and she became the mistress of her boyfriend's friend. Later, he learned that her boyfriend's friend had been just taking advantage of her, so the angry Matsuko began to abandon herself and become a bathroom girl, becoming the most famous local prostitute. Later, with the change of the times, the bathroom went out of business, so Matsuko lived with Ono, the man who accosted her, to "make a lot of money".

Half a year later, Ono's betrayal was discovered, and the money earned with him Ono wanted to be swallowed by himself, so he killed Ono in a scuffle and fled to Tokyo. Matsuko, who originally planned to commit suicide, met a local honest barber and lived with him, but the police's relentless pursuit forced Matsuko to leave his lover and start an eight-year prison life. After being released from prison, Matsuko saw that her lover had a new love and gave birth to a child, so she silently left and worked in another barber shop to engage in the barbering business.

met a fellow inmate by chance and reunited with Long Yang, who was once his student, although Long Yang had joined the underworld and became a gambler at this time, Songzi fell in love with him. Long Yang couldn't escape the fate of being in prison in the end, thinking that he couldn't give Songzi happiness, and even would only bring pain to Songzi, Long Yang decided to leave her after being released from prison, but Songzi has always dreamed of staying with Long Yang until he gets old.

Since then, Matsuko no longer believes in love and no longer loves others.

She walked away alone, living a secluded and closed life alone. Because she no longer has a goal in life, she gradually becomes a lazy, fat, and mentally abnormal "stinky old woman".

In the end, he finally rekindled his hope for life, but was beaten to death by his stick for teaching the gangsters who never returned at night.

Beside the depleted river, the cold corpse of pine nuts was found.

It's such a life, it's such a story.

……

knew that Bao Shiyi was an orphan, had no father, and no aunt, but watching this "The Life of the Disgusted Matsuko" like this, readers still felt the cruel reality.

Because just like the final chapter of the story, what Eleven said-

"I can't guarantee that I won't have the same experience as Aunt Matsuko in the future. I, like Aunt Matsuko, will grow old over time and will die one day. ”

It should be said that no one can guarantee that no one dares to say that they have not encountered such an experience as Songzi, or that they are experiencing that disgusted life.

It can be said to be an instant, just as the name of the story was disgusted from the beginning, and it was lonely from the beginning of the introduction, and under the narration of Eleven, it was not the story of pine nuts that came to the face, but the negative energy of sadness.

Under the thick breath of negative energy, everything was so sad and hopeless.

After reading this story, readers and netizens were all hit by this story, or they were depressed.

Because everyone is extremely afraid that their lives will become like this, but now Eleven is putting those fears, nightmarish conjectures of life in front of everyone.

……

Netizens and readers don't know how to describe the sadness and desolation in their hearts, and when they finish reading Songzi's life, they may only think of the "Human Disqualification" that Bao Shiyi once wrote.

This time, Matsuko also mentioned the phrase "I was born to be human, I'm sorry".

What is really indescribable depression, indescribable madness, the reader may only have the grimace of Songzi in his mind, and the rest is the pain of bruises.

Originally, it was just the negative energy of the story, but now such a negative energy is like an introduction, which leads out the negative energy in the reader's heart, and the negative energy breath of rich sadness, despair and gloom, pain and sadness is diffused on the light curtain panel little by little.

When Matsuko, who was full of wounds and exhausted, was ready to return to his hometown, and Matsuko wanted to heal his scarred heart through the warmth of the remaining family affection, Matsuko's younger brother, Eleven's father rejected his sister, and this indifference and selfishness in human nature gave Matsuko the final blow and shattered Matsuko's remaining hope, so everything was shattered. ”

Matsuko is always thinking of a way, even if it seems weird and ridiculous to ordinary people, to face the unfair life encounters. I'm so depressed to see this, Eleven he wrote it on purpose, it's really sad. ”

"This is a book that you can't put down once you pick it up, and you will read it in one go. The two perspectives of Songzi and Nephew Eleven intersect and parallel, and the life of the disgusted Songzi unfolds directly under this unique narrative technique, which makes people can't bear to look directly and can't wait to know the story always, making people cherish Songzi and also denounce Songzi's weakness, and it also makes people sigh why the pace of chasing happiness is always difficult. ”

"This is not just Songzi's life, I really feel as if I am living like her, and in the end I am still desperate. ”

"It's really uncomfortable in my heart, Matsuko is obviously looking for love like that, even if he is humble, he doesn't want to be lonely, he wants love, even if he is beaten, even if he goes to hell, it doesn't matter. ”

……

When Songzi was holding a fire-like rose but was beaten by Long Yang in the snow and asked himself softly why, the tears were uncontrollable, what makes a woman so gorgeous and so miserable. ”

"I cried like a stupid, I really cried and had a headache...... For the sake of love paranoia, for love madness, for love to work hard again and again, but again and again to be hurt. With a relaxed and bright tone, he finished the life of this pine nut's suffering, and joked about the tragedy of life from the perspective of comedy. One wrong step, one wrong step, life can't be rewound. Born to be human, I'm sorry. ”

In order to please others, Songzi constantly paid money, body, soul and even everything, but the changes in life made her constantly broken and broken, but she still stood up again and again, applauded Songzi, and also grieved for herself. ”

"It's embarrassing to be sad with music, I really feel sorry for Eleven's aunt. ”

"Life seems to be like that. Whenever I think I really come to a dead end, I will give another chance, but when I really want to ask for another chance, what I am given is a dead end. Matsuko, she loves too sincerely, too persistently, too passionately, to maintain, until she dies, she still has that peculiar smile on her face. ”

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Bao Shiyi's Weibo was full of sad comments, and netizens were deeply depressed by this story.

Because it seems that all the misfortunes in the world can be imagined, pine nuts are experienced without landing. But she is persistent, stubborn and stupid, giving men God-like love, but all she gets is punches, kicks, and scars.

She was lonely and lonely all her life, so much so that she sadly wrote her last words "I'm sorry, I was born to be a human" before she died.

Of course, there are also readers who see perseverance from this story, and see that they face life with the spirit of not dying. In their opinion, Matsuko died tragically in the end, but so what, Matsuko has been working hard to live a life that asks to be loved and loved, and has never given up.

……

But it's more like "Human Disqualification" at the beginning, sad to despair.

That's a kind of resonance, the resonance of these masochists about the life of pine nuts.

Matsuko lacked love when he was a child, and his father ignored Matsuko, and Matsuko was not the only one who disregarded him.

Loving and being loved is full of longing, but it is not Matsuko alone who is in extreme humility.

Life is always unfortunate, then it gives hope, and then it gives it a chance, but in the end it comes to a dead end, and Songzi is not alone.

Born as a human being, I'm sorry for not only pine nuts, Ye Zang.

……

Netizens are uncomfortable not only because of pine nuts, but also because of themselves, more and more depressed, more and more sad, and more desperate because of their own lives.

There is always a lot of sadness in this kind that will crush some people, and no matter what the reason, there will always be masochism that cannot be beared.

Many readers and netizens have expressed that after reading this story, they died of depression, sadness, discomfort, crying, and despair.

However, for these comments, at this moment, what Bao Shiyi wants to know is whether there will be people who can't think about it and really die of despair.

It's not an exaggeration, it's not a vent, it's a real can't think about it, a real cry to death, a death of despair.

This is the real revenge society.

……

Now many people have finished watching this and listened to the true story of Aunt Songzi told by Eleven, and then as masochists who were abused again, they have been abused by life, in their opinion, this story is full of negative energy, but it is also a resonant story of their masochists.

They are also disliked, they have always been disliked, just like pine nuts, living a life of dislike, a life of please, a humble life.

In this case, under the negative energy of such sadness, do you choose to continue to desire to be loved and loved like pine nuts, and are willing to live even if you are beaten, or are you unwilling to be abused by the disgusted life, and you are no longer willing to bear it.

Pack Eleven really wants to know the answer to this question.

Looking at those comments on the Internet, the negative energy values that appeared on the light curtain panel were constantly refreshed, and Bao Shiyi's eyes kept falling on those comments that cried to death, died of despair, and died of discomfort.

is now this "The Life of the Disgusted Matsuko", he deliberately used himself as a tone to tell his aunt's life, just to be able to resonate more with those who were retaliated.

So, if there is really resonance, who will be Matsuko and who will be Hazo?

Bao Eleven is looking forward to it.

Then, Bao Shiyi looked at the negative energy values that flashed crazy, and the black swan in his heart smiled, smiling weirdly.

The resonance of masochism is accompanied by the breath of negative energy becoming more and more crazy and intense.

The black swan began to dance wildly under the masochistic resonance, and below the standing stage was the abyss, and below was the endless abyss, and a voice came from under the abyss—

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry too. ”