Chapter 7: Repentance

In her previous life, Yan Xue was very eager to read. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info Moreover, for a while, Zhang Yi happened to be on a long vacation in the army, and brought back a lot of books, and also taught himself to read or something. At that time, Yan Xue especially began to study, but, after all, he didn't learn much. That is, in the future generations, going out to be a nanny for others,

I was taught some basic words by other people's children. Later, the children of that family, because they had too much homework, asked themselves to write some basic things for him, and slowly Yan Xue knew more words. Later, even in order to make her nanny job last for a long time, Yan Xue studied hard.

After all, after coaxing the little ancestor of the family, the parents were also willing to keep Yan Xue to work. Yan Xue has not talked much, but she is diligent and clean. Later, in order to keep up with the child's progress, he also memorized words and learned English by going to bed early and late. Even, in the end, Yan Xue can be a teacher.

And all this, Yan Xue is in order to get a higher salary, so that her children can live a good life. After all, except for the necessary expenses every month, Yan Xue handed over the rest without losing a penny. Every time, Yan Xue was reluctant to eat and wear, and sent her salary back.

At the beginning, Yan Xue would also buy a dress for her son. However, Zhang Yi's mother, Liu Lanlan, sent a telegram to herself directly, but her son didn't like it, so she didn't let herself buy clothes in the future and sent money directly. They will accompany their son and buy him the clothes he likes.

And Yan Xue at that time was also very convinced. In short, Yan Xue thinks about it now, in her previous life, her brain was grown for others. What others say, how you believe. I never thought that the son I saw was so skinny, even if he was wearing new clothes every time he came over.

Is that being treated well, but he subconsciously paralyzed himself and fooled himself, thinking that he was the grandson of the old Zhang family, and he was his own grandson, and they would definitely not abuse him. I don't think about why my children are so timid when they look at themselves, and they are so resentful in the corners where no one is paying attention.

Yan Xue thinks about it now, she directly spent the first half of her life as a slave for the Zhang family, and later worked as a nanny for others to make money and support the Zhang family. And his own son was actually used as a cow and a horse in their family. is gone, and all the work he used to do has fallen to his son.

Now, Yan Xue resents herself, and feels that she is most sorry for her son. I hate this big family, very Zhang Yi, let alone hate myself, lard blinded my heart. I was looking forward to others paying attention to me, but I ignored my son and let my son go the way he once was.

It's no wonder that when the vicious woman strangled her son, the child didn't resist at all, and even felt a sense of relief. Thinking about it now, Yan Xue can't wait to give herself two slaps. I look forward to that child, reincarnated in the next life, and don't be my own son.

And in this life, Yan Xue has also made up her mind that she will never be involved with the Zhang family again. There is no longer a chance for that child to be treated like that. Thinking that if he didn't follow the same path, then he would also be reincarnated in someone else's family. I hope that in the next life, he will live a good life in a good family.