Outside the window, the rain was murmuring. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Slightly cold.

It was also raining in my pen after the first description of "Soul Marry".

Today, I have been thinking about how to express and write this single chapter all day...... Thousands of words came to my heart, but when I came to the pen, I wanted to say goodbye.

Too many thoughts, too much gratitude, too much apology, too many feelings of virtue and ability......

In 11 years, he entered the online literature circle, stopped writing in April 14, took two and a half years off from two surgeries, and began the update of "Soul Marriage" on September 15, 17.

The first book is purely misleading, and the third book has just been put on the shelves and must not be kept dropping, in fact, there is only one book that is really serious from beginning to end.

I think I really love this industry.

During the two and a half years of recuperation, I never thought of giving up.

I always want to work hard to recuperate my body so that I can come back as soon as possible.

Because I'm no longer young.

Not much time wasted.

The geese have left traces.

Since you love deeply, you should do your best, so that when you are old, you can't write that day, and when you wait for the end of your life, you can have no regrets.

Sounds a bit pretentious.

But that's what Qiqi really thinks.

Before, it may not have been so clear.

But one day before, Qiqi heard Qibao proudly telling his classmates that my mother wrote novels, so I wrote good essays.

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Actually, I never praise anything in front of my children, because there really is nothing to praise for.

I've never thought of myself as just a codeword, or a codeworder who wasn't very successful.

But when the child is older, he always thinks that his mother is great.

At that moment, the thought that had been in my heart became clear.

I always wanted to before.

Do your best to write and tell a story, let your imagination fly, express your life philosophy, world view, love outlook, and values, integrate them into the story, and tell them to all the book friends who resonate, share and discuss together.

Now, the idea is clearer.

I hope that in my lifetime I can write the best story I can do.

I hope to be recognized by more book friends.

So when "Soul Marry" was conceived, I may have thought too much and taken it too seriously, but I couldn't find a better way to express it.

But I was reluctant to write this article, and I felt that the reality was very helpless.

If I were only in my twenties, I wouldn't hesitate to persevere.

If the structure of this article was not so big, I would not hesitate to stick to it.

But holding on until now, I hesitated.

I'm not young, I have a limited age to write, and I give myself a forecast of ten years.

It looks like a lot, but it can't stand the rug.

Every second counts.

But I'm deeply sorry.

Jiuyou, the deputy version of my family, didn't give up helping Qiqi correct typos during his father's illness and hospitalization, and didn't even tell me.

The deputy version of my family, Ah GU, because I refused to treat her as a tree hole, even secretly set up a trap to listen to my emotions and want to comfort and encourage me. If she doesn't want to give a reward, she has to give a reward, and even if she gives a reward, she asks naughtily: "You bite me?"

I am the leader of the LJ League, I am busy with work and have to take care of my children, and I still don't forget to vote every day.

My family has fallen into the alliance, and there is no shortage of a day to post in the comment area, and the sentences are heartwarming and emotional...... In the middle of the night, the third watch is still posting a long comment~~

My family Z League......

Silver Alliance......

For the first time in my life, I never thought about it......

I really feel that I can~~

"Soul Marry" does have problems, it is not well thought out, and it is not good enough.

I have thought countless times that if I were given another chance, I would think more fully and express it in a better way.

But there was no turning back from the bow.

When the child landed, I could only do my best.

I never thought I would get such a big support~~

I thought, Qiqi, what qualifications do you have?

In addition to what I just mentioned, there are also Stone, Jiexi, Xianzhi, 6677, Yaya, Yueyue, Qingqing, Xiaobao, Tao Mama, Wandering, Micah, Dustshuang, Deep Valley, Xiaobao, elsa, Spring, Hedgehog, Wei'er, Yaya, Xiaojing, Transparent, Zhenzhen, Grandma, DICI...... There are many, many names that come to mind......

I'm just a codeword worker......

I try more for myself.

For income, but also for interest, for the value of self-existence.

So for every extra support and care, I always feel like I should repay it.

The only way is to work harder and harder at the codeword.

If you don't get good grades, you feel guilty.

I feel like I can't live it.

The so-called life to learn from all the time, Qiqi still needs to grow.

Companionship is the most affectionate confession.

Thank you for your company, and may the friendship last forever.

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