Chapter 103: He is not worthy of being a man
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Just made up for a little sleep in the nanny car, and was accidentally hit by Zhang Yixing and received a call from Park Chulong, fortunately he didn't enter the girl's real name in the address book, and Zhang Yixing didn't hear her voice, and regarded Park Chulong as an illegitimate meal for harassing phone calls - the more I thought about it, the more I felt afraid, until the nanny car stopped in front of EXO's dormitory, Wang Nanqian was not able to panic from this kind of panic that his secret might be revealed
They have just won the first trophy after their debut, and less than two months later, they will have the return of the follow-up title song to the stage, and they will release another winter album in the eleventh and second time, countless variety shows, and individual itineraries are piled up with EXO's schedule in the second half of the year......
Not to mention others, Kim Young-min, who has high expectations for him and also gives him huge invisible pressure, will be the first to find him to have a good "heart-to-heart" talk. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
No one wants to live a life of fear every day, let alone a life where even their private lives have to be supervised all the time, but as an artist of S.M. Company, Wang Nanqian has seen and heard too many tragedies and ...... born in the company Tragedy - A man like him, who has neither a strong background nor an outstanding family background, must learn to keep a low profile and learn to endure if he wants to survive well in S.M. Company...... Or even learn to give up.
It is impossible for paper to contain the fire, in case one day, the matter between him and Park Chulong is discovered by the company...... If the iron-faced and ruthless President Kim ordered him to give up this relationship, could he let go of his responsibility to that girl and choose to be alone?
This question is as terrifying as the classic "your mother and your daughter-in-law have fallen into the river, who do you save first" multiple-choice question.
Since there is no way to make a decision on such a problem, and his position in the company is far from the level that can influence the company's decision-making, there is only one solution left.
Endure.
At least in the second half of the year...... Let her try not to contact herself so often.
Helping several other members to get out of the car with all kinds of gifts from the nanny's car, Wang Nanqian made a decision in his heart: anyway, he didn't think about giving up to do his duty, since there is still such a long time in the future, then he owes the other party for the time being, and then slowly finds a way to remedy it later......
If it is a normal couple, if the man has been so dodgy and can drag it out, it is estimated that ten out of ten girls will choose to break up immediately, right?
As an artist, he may be a good captain, or he can barely be regarded as a good brother, but he can't be associated with a competent boyfriend at all-
In addition to giving the other party a small gift on Christmas Eve last year, what else did he do for Park Chulong? This is the kind of self, and now he actually has to be cheeky to tell the other party that he will contact me less in the future? The more he thought about it, the more he felt guilty, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt that he was excessive, and Wang Nanqian couldn't help but complain about himself:
"Really...... There's no one worse than me......"
If you think about it carefully, the relationship between him and Park Chulong is not so much a normal lover as more like the kind of unmarried couple who were accused of being married in the old era: there are not necessarily many real feelings, and there are a lot of responsibilities.
Now in this relationship, there are hundreds or thousands of times more regrets.
"Chu Long, I'm really sorry, we have a trip today...... I fell asleep on the way back to the dorm, so I was called by him......"
It was precisely because of a heavy sense of guilt that when Wang Nanqian finally returned to the dormitory, hid in the bathroom, and dialed Park Chulong's phone, he didn't know how to say something like "Let's have less contact with this girl".
"oppa, it's okay with me, but it's on your side, isn't there anything wrong?
And the girl's words of concern in a sweet voice completely shattered his defenses.
From the very beginning when he unknowingly took away the first kiss of this very conservative girl, until now, it seems that the other party has always been accommodating him and tolerating him......
It's just a good girl who is pure and good and meets a scumbag.
And the scumbag is getting more and more scum and rotten without any conscience.
“…… Chu Long, think about it, since the two of us started dating, I have been able to do almost nothing for you, and I have been asking you to endure all kinds of things...... People like me are so bad that they can't take care of you or ......"
In fact, from the moment she heard the voices of other members of EXO and was inexplicably accused, Park Chulong probably guessed the situation seven or eight points - knowing that the other party would definitely take time to call her back later, so she kept holding back her sleepiness and did not fall asleep, but Park Chulong did not expect that as soon as she said a word, the man opposite began to gush on a tirade of self-examination.
After hearing the news that shocked her in the morning, and really couldn't hold back the anxiety and jealousy in her heart at night and fought with Zheng Eundi carefully, Park Chulong, who was full of resentment, was originally going to talk to the other party on the phone, at least let her boyfriend distinguish the benefits and disadvantages, and then coax her with kind words for a long time before she was willing to give up - but at this moment, when she heard the other party's sincere self-blame, Park Chulong suddenly changed her mind.
Compared with Zheng Endi, compared with the unimaginably powerful woman who is likely to become the most terrifying enemy, her biggest weakness is that she has no emotional foundation with the other party - she just took advantage of that man's character, plus a little trick, to seize the nominal commanding heights: once the day comes to make everything clear, let the real "war" break out, even if she has a little advantage, she is likely to be defeated immediately.
It is precisely because she has been worried about that situation that Park Chulong has been patient, has been carefully playing the image of gentleness, kindness and caringness, and has been taking advantage of all kinds of small opportunities to slowly try to increase her weight in the other party's heart - and now, for the first time, she has confirmed what position she has in her boyfriend's heart, and she has realized for the first time how her boyfriend sees her in his heart.
In the war of feelings, showing mercy to his rivals is the greatest cruelty to himself - since his strong sense of responsibility makes him feel very sorry for himself for more than a year, he feels that he owes himself a lot, and he feels that he has not fulfilled his responsibilities as a boyfriend at all......
Then what she has to do is to endure more and continue to play the role of a vulnerable victim in the relationship, in other words, to make the guilt that has taken root in the other party's heart deeper and deeper, so big that her boyfriend feels that she will not marry her home and not use the rest of her life to make up for her......
He is not worthy of being a man!
"Oppa, if you have such a heart, I am very content...... We're all artists who have already debuted, and there's no way to avoid these things, isn't it?"
"Even if OPPA doesn't say it, I know that being heard by Lay on the phone today must have embarrassed OPPA, right? Anyway, we will have a long time in the future, so I'll contact OPPA a little less after that, and try not to cause trouble to OPPA. ”
"OPPA, don't you always blame yourself, didn't I say everything, as long as I know OPPA's intentions, am I very content? If OPPA must do something to compensate me, then ......"
“…… As long as you keep thinking about me in your heart and don't do anything to betray me, that's enough. ”
Holding the mobile phone, which was still slightly hot from the long call, he sneaked out of the door of the apink's bathroom, and Park Chulong looked at the direction of Zheng Eunji's room, which was already pitch black, and the corners of his mouth turned up irrepressibly. 8