Chapter 272: Not Worth It
"Sister, are you awake?" Jun An threw himself to the bedside with an excited face.
Jun Lu's originally blank gaze turned around, looked at him fixedly for a moment, and then slapped him without warning.
Jun An was stunned for a moment, subconsciously angry at first, but after reacting, his face turned white, "Sister, you ...... Remembered?"
Jun Lu sat up with some difficulty with her hands, and asked expressionlessly, "Where is your brother-in-law?"
“…… What?" Jun An was stunned.
Junlu asked, "Where did you bury Ryan?"
Hearing this, Jun An pursed his lips and said softly: "In City A." ”
Jun Lu sneered when she heard this, "If I don't recover my memory all the time, don't you plan to let me go to see him for the rest of my life?"
Jun An was silent for a long time before he said, "I just don't want to make you sad, sister." ”
"Excuse!" Jun Lu said in a loud voice.
She knows her brother better than anyone else, and he is not a peaceful person in his bones. At the beginning, Ruien was just an orphan who ate on the street, and when she was a child, she even had to beg when she was sad, she would take a fancy to him, Uncle Ma tested Ruien, and felt that he was sincere to her and agreed to it, and Uncle Erhei even said that as long as she was happy, it would be fine. On the contrary, it was Jun An, who always looked down on Ruien, feeling that he was just a down-and-out beggar and not worthy of her, the granddaughter of Jun Lao.
- When he was a child, he was told his origin by the elders around him, and he didn't say it, but he was actually proud of it in his heart, and gradually lost his normal heart and began to think very highly of himself.
His mind was ruthlessly pierced by his sister, and Jun An was embarrassed and a little moved. I used to say this, and I never hid my thoughts from my sister.
"Isn't that bad? My brother-in-law is dead, and my sister should have a new life. After a pause, Jun An said a little reluctantly: "If it weren't for my brother-in-law insisting on taking you to Narauszi's hometown, sister, you wouldn't have suffered such a thing." ”
"Do you have what it takes to say it again?" Junlu said sharply in a loud voice.
Jun An was stunned, a little unwilling, but in the end he still whispered: "Okay, okay, I shouldn't say that, sister, don't be angry, I'm just open-mouthed......"
Jun Lu was so angry when she heard this unintentional apology, she interrupted him: "Xing An! Are you stupid yourself or are you stupid for others? Have you forgotten why Ruien proposed to go to his hometown in the first place, not because you mocked him with words, saying that his origin was unknown, and even proposed to let the child in my belly take his mother's surname, saying that the child might be a beggar in the future, so he was so angry that he wanted to leave?"
Jun An's face turned pale, and his expression was a little weak and guilty.
He didn't remember it, but he was young and vigorous at the time, and he was just talking for a while, and he didn't think it would lead to such consequences.
"Even if you don't go back to your hometown, the original enemy will find a way to find an opportunity to attack, so I don't blame you for this, but that doesn't mean you can shift the blame to Ryan. Jun Lu gasped and said: "Do you know that it was Rui Ensheng who bit the enemy to death and scared the others, leaving only a handful of fire and leaving? Do you know that at that time, I was dug up the child and uterus, without anesthetic, and the wound on my stomach was not stitched at all, and I lost too much blood and pain, let alone escape, and I couldn't even stand up." If Ryan hadn't stood in my way when the beams fell, you thought I would have escaped?"
At that time, I couldn't figure it out, but at this time, how could Junlu not understand, when her husband left like that, he didn't really want her to avenge him, but hoped that she could live.
Jun An really didn't know these things, otherwise he would no longer be a thing, and he wouldn't be able to say anything to complain about Ruien.
This will learn the truth, and he can't help but mutter, "I don't know ......"
After saying so much, Junlu felt a little tired, especially when her throat was obviously hurt.
"One more thing......" For a long time, Jun An thought that Jun Lu had fallen asleep, but heard her speak: "When did I say that I was going to change my surname to Jun?"
Jun An was stunned for a moment, and said inexplicably: "Sister, don't you want to be surnamed Jun?"
"I don't want to. Jun Lu said with a firm face: "When I am discharged from the hospital, I will change my surname back." ”
"No......" Jun An was stupid, "In that case, grandpa will be angry, and the surname Xing is completely fictitious, sister, why do you still have the surname Xing?"
Jun Lu's gaze shot at the old man who appeared at the door like a sharp sword, and said coldly: "Grandma said that the reason why she is willing to give birth to her father is because grandpa is the only man who has said that he wants to marry her. Therefore, even if he died, even if it was extremely difficult for the grandmother at that time to give birth to a child, she gave birth to her father under pressure and raised her. ”
Unlike Jun An, who has never seen his grandmother, Jun Lu was brought up by his grandmother when he was young. Don't look down on people just because the old man is a courtesan, in fact, in that era, ordinary people couldn't be courtesans if they wanted to.
Grandma Xing was originally born as a young lady, but later her parents were killed and the family property was swept away by her uncle, so she had to work as a courtesan in order to survive.
At that time, courtesans were still very popular on the bright side, living in a staggered variety of funds all day long, and were loved and sought after by many men. There may be many people who will get lost in such a life, but Grandma Xing does not.
She was very aware that she was just a plaything in the eyes of those men. It is also for this reason that she was so moved when the officer disguised by Jun Lao proposed to her.
It was not his love that touched her, but his respect for her.
For a courtesan who has been reduced by self-esteem and self-love, there is nothing that moves her more than respect.
It was also for this respect that she gritted her teeth and gave birth to the child in her belly, and raised the child with hard work.
It can be said that the dead officer surnamed Xing is Grandma Xing's faith, which makes her remember it until she dies.
Jun Lu didn't know what Jun An thought when she learned about her background, but her words were only for her grandmother to feel worthless.
Grandpa, whom her grandmother regarded as faith, was actually deceiving her from the beginning.
If it was understandable that grandpa was inconvenient to reveal his identity at first, what about after he got out? From beginning to end, he never sent anyone to find grandma, and it seemed that he completely regarded grandma as a prop to complete the task, and he lost it when he ran out.
The so-called marriage proposal was nothing more than a deception, after all, he had a wife and children at that time, and his family was happy.
Junlu doesn't know how glad her grandmother went early, otherwise she would have collapsed if she learned the truth.
Now, at least grandma didn't have any regrets when she left, and she even left with a smile, because she felt that she could see her grandfather and father after closing her eyes, and she could give them an explanation.