"I'm of little value,

But I have youth,

Arms open to the world in your arms,

I'll run forward.

I don't have anything to lose, no,

So I really don't care,

I don't grieve for this, don't grieve,

Take out the courage that lies deep,

With a smile on my face today, too.

I'm worthless to you,

But I have youth,

Arms open to the world in your arms,

I'll run forward.

I thought about it again last night,

Perhaps I've already said I'm afraid of such words,

Today, I want to hold back my tears,

It may take a lot of effort,

But why give up?

Mine is still, still brilliant youth.

I'm worthless,

But I have youth,

Arms open to the world in your arms,

I'll run forward.

Even though I'm not worth much. ”

The playful piano accompaniment and the harmonious and sweet harmony of the two girls came from the headphones hanging from his ears: since he first heard the album of the indie band called "Moonlight on the Roof" two years ago, Wang Nanqian, who was still a hopeless older trainee, had fallen in love with their fresh music style and interesting lyrics - so he always had the album of this band on his mobile phone.

I remember when I first heard this song called "No, It's Value" included in their album called "28", it was still in the middle of a summer night - after completing a full day of courses and the extra practice I had added for myself, I was lying weakly in the trainee practice room on the ground floor of S.M. Company, this song once brought Wang Nanqian a lot of comfort and motivation.

Maybe in the eyes of those executives in the company, trainees don't have too much value before their debut, but even so, they still have to run forward with open arms, right?

Time has passed, more than a year has passed in a blink of an eye, and the older trainee who was only confused and dark in front of him finally realized his dream and debuted as a real artist - when the familiar fresh notes came out of the headphones again, he was only groggy in bed, Wang Nanqian, who has been lying on his stomach for more than two hours in a daze, is looking out the car window at the street scene of Seoul slowly sliding backwards: Now, as the captain of EXO-M, as the central figure of the recent TV audience in the Republic of Korea, is he still a "worthless" person for S.M. company?

Early in the morning, the entire group and the twelve big boys were driven up by the two agents, Lin Hyunjun and Lee Seung-hwan, without exception, and were bombed into two nanny cars without even cleaning up properly - when he was lifted out of bed by Lin Hyun-jun, Wang Nanqian thought that he was going to be cleaned up by the agent because he didn't return at night: it wasn't until Park Chanyeol was also slapped by Lin Hyun-jun that he quietly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.

Since Lin Xuanjun didn't mention anything about himself, does it mean that he will turn a blind eye and be ready to let himself go?

"I just received a call that this arrangement is temporary. NAN, YOU'LL TALK ABOUT THAT LATER. ”

However, the happiness didn't last even ten seconds: Wang Nanqian, who was bending down to slip past Lin Xuanjun and use the bathroom before the other younger brothers, was glared at viciously by this agent brother and threw off such a sentence, he understood that he couldn't escape this catastrophe after all.

WANG NAM-QIAN, OR EXO'S NAN, MAY STILL BE IN AN AWKWARD POSITION FOR S.M. TO JUDGE ITS VALUE: BUT KIM TAEYEON, OR GIRLS' TAEYEON, HER STATUS IS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT.

Kim Taeyeon's guy is now the company's cash cow, as long as it's not too out of line, she can do whatever she wants, and she probably doesn't have to worry about what punishment the company will have for her behavior: but he's still just a newcomer, and Kim Taeyeon can do whatever he wants to some extent, but he doesn't want to think about his situation at all - if he is really scolded by those people in the artist management department, the responsibility should all be on Kim Taeyeon.

It's just that everything has already been done, so what's the use of thinking about it now? He can't really say to those people: It's all Kim Taeyeon's fault, I'm innocent! If you want to scold, you should count Kim Taeyeon's two sentences!

What's more, after making such a "promise" to Kim Taeyeon that is not like a promise, he now just wants to hide away from the other party, at least keep a proper distance if possible: when there is no way to explain the truth to Kim Taeyeon, he uses such a push and pull technique to delay......

It's like reading Wang Nanqian's mood, the previous song has ended unconsciously, and the shuffle mode automatically jumps to the song in another album of the group "Moonlight on the Roof".

"One day, you said to me, 'What is happiness?'

What exactly is happiness?

Everybody said to me, if I make money, if I succeed,

You'll be happy then, right?

But is there nothing that can make us happy now?

Yes, like a fool, enjoy every moment you spend now,

Yes, like a fool, go and enjoy what you have now......"

The lyrics are full of cheerful notes and full of happiness, but the listeners have no way to be infected by such a beautiful song.

Debuted as an artist and achieved some degree of success, had a lovely girlfriend, and had a wonderful opposite sex like a goddess around him who liked him - if it were someone else, he would probably feel very happy no matter what situation he encountered, right? But why can't he feel even a little happiness in his heart now?

I was really forced to do this because I had no choice.

When Kim Tae-yeon learns the truth later, will she forgive herself?

"What is the temporary arrangement to get up so early?Is it a new itinerary?At least we should tidy up before going out...... completely ignored Lu Han and Zhang Yixing, who were still sitting next to him and yawning, and did not notice the soft sigh that Wang Nanqian, who was sitting in front of him, just let out a soft sigh, Wu Yifan, who had not had time to wash his face properly because he had been in bed for five minutes, complained without any eyesight: This guy has always been the type who will lose his temper if he doesn't sleep well, Lin Xuanjun, the agent, is still sitting in the driver's seat, he doesn't want to talk nonsense like this.

"We just need to work hard to do the things arranged by the company," Seeing that the eldest brother and the captain of Team M was staring at the scenery outside the window in a daze, without the slightest intention of stopping Wu Yifan, Kim Minshuo couldn't help but fulfill his responsibility as the captain on behalf of the other party, "DON'T SAY A WORD, KRIS." ”

was counted down two sentences, Wu Yifan also obviously found that his casual complaint just now seemed to be a little inappropriate, he obediently closed his mouth, tilted his head and leaned on the back of the back seat of the nanny car, closed his eyes and refreshed.

"I asked you to get up early today because the teacher arranged a meeting, about you," Lin Xuanjun, who was concentrating on driving the nanny car, had no intention of worrying about Wu Yifan at all, these children have always maintained their original intentions after their official debut, and they have been doing their best to prepare for exercises and various itineraries: so occasionally when I hear these children who have been living very hard say something complaining, Lin Xuanjun can also understand their feelings," The teacher's time is much more valuable than the time you spend sleeping...... When you see the teacher later, you will be a little more behaved, understand?"

Teacher, a simple title, has a completely different meaning in S.M.: there may be many people in other agencies who are called teachers, but in S.M., the word usually means only one person.

If there is no such person, there would be no EXO, and it can be said that EXO is almost a combination that this person pulls up single-handedly: the iron-faced president Kim Young-min, who always has a black face, was originally skeptical and unsupportive of this large group of twelve boys - if it weren't for this person's insistence, the current EXO may only be a group composed of 5 or 6 members, much like the earliest TVXQ and SHINee in form.

Make your own plans, plan how your portfolio will be composed, and even select your candidates...... This person can be said to be a hard work for EXO, and for the members of EXO, this person's status can be like a father.

"Brother Xuan Jun, do you mean, are we going to attend this meeting too?" Lu Han, who hadn't opened his eyes since he got into the nanny car, interjected at this time, the artists of the S.M. company have always had no right to choose their own schedules: basically what the company asks you to do, you have to do what you have to do- And this kind of meeting arranged for artists in the future, basically the executives of several departments in the company will participate, and the group EXO has not even debuted for half a year, how can it be called to participate in such a meeting?

"It's all arranged by the teacher, and I don't know the specific situation. Twisting the steering wheel and turning the intersection, the building of the S.M. company has already appeared in Lin Xuanjun's sight, and he was only temporarily notified, what is the teacher thinking in his heart, how can he know?

"In short, just listen to the teacher. What's the use of thinking so much now? Kids, we're here. ”

There is only one person in the EXO group who is not as grateful to that person as the other members, so when he mentions the name of that person, he doesn't have half the emotion in his tone: if it wasn't for an accident like that at the end, he wouldn't have had a chance to make his debut in this group.

That person may never have his own name on the list, and if that person treats the other members as if they were sons, he may be the kind of wild seed that he picked up from the wild and is not worthy of love.

Reaching out and taking off the headphones, Wang Nanqian stretched hard, and made a final summary before the nanny car stopped running completely. (To be continued.) )